Pinkleigh's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, Kemper left so early again this morning. I think he left on his own because I didn't hear anyone else pull up. He was dressed just like last time, of course. Guns and all too.  I am not against guns, I never have been. I just wonder

Dear Diary, I’m in such a bad mood today. Kemper will leave again early in the morning and be gone for who knows how long.  It is frustrating!  Same thing will happen, Regina will stop over or call every day. He was pretty firm again on that h

Dear Diary, Kemper leaves tomorrow.  We had sex last night and he said he loved me. I said it back too.  Now it hurts even more when he leaves.  This just seems so intense sometimes and real. Our relationship has taken another serious step. A

Dear Diary, Kemper is leaving again this weekend. He doesn’t know for how long either.  That ruins the entire weekend.  I hope it isn’t long that he is gone for. I asked if he could handle me leaving for days and not knowing when I would come

Dear Diary, I found a job. Well more like Kemper said that his uncle was looking for someone to clean his house. I said I could do it for him. I go once a week and clean on Mondays while he is at work. It takes most all day and I get paid in cas

Dear Diary, No word from Kemper.  I am going to go to the store later today. I also plan on bringing over a cheesecake to Regina's so we can have some dessert. I thought I would try baking one today. I really want to ask my mom about school an

Dear Diary, Regina stopped over and we had some breakfast earlier. She asked if I would come over tomorrow evening and we could grill some steaks. I told her that would be fine. Still no word from Kemper.  I can't even get much out of my coupl

Dear Diary, I went and seen the little colt earlier. He is so cute! He jumps and bucks all the time and trips and falls a lot too. Cant said he just hasn’t gotten used to his legs and is at the awkward stage. He is a pretty red brown color with

Dear Diary, I went for a walk and Cant was at the corrals and he said he would have a new colt this afternoon. Of course I want to see it. He said to come back around one and he should have him there. So I get to see a new baby horse. 👏🏻 Cant

Dear Diary, Kemper walked through the door rather promptly at a little past three yesterday. We showered together and made dinner together. Afterwards we snuggled and had sex until it was time to go to sleep. A few hours ago, when it was still

Dear Diary, I wanted to go have lunch with Kemper at the shop today but he said he is going to work through his lunch hour and should be out of there by 3. I don’t even know how to react to any of this. He knows I am dreading tomorrow and is doi

Dear Diary, He is leaving tomorrow morning while it is still dark. Ugh, a couple weeks is going to be so long. He is 6’2” and is very muscular so I’m sure he could take care of himself but I still worry and wonder.  He is so tall and I feel so

Dear Diary, Another day closer to Saturday 😢 I asked him how long and he said he didn’t know but it could likely be a couple weeks. I broke down crying after that. He said he had to go and that he was sorry and I know he genuinely is sorry and

Dear Diary, Kemper said he will have to leave again on Saturday. He will be gone for awhile, not sure how long. He will keep in touch when he can though.  He is working now at the shop. He only works Monday-Friday there but he will work on week

Dear Diary, So the people that raised Kemper are coming to visit tomorrow. They are driving clear from San Bernadino in California. I should say they are riding from California. I am nervous! He says they are really nice people! He laughed that