July 19, 2021

He doesn't think he's doing anything wrong but he is because, what man leaves the house and stays gone for days or a week? Not answering your calls or returning your messages but walks in the door acting like he's been gone for 10 minutes. Then has the nerve to act like I was done something wrong behind his back. When does the shit ends because, it's to the point where I'm starting to hate him in a way and I know yhe relationship is gonna end bere very soon. It's a shame how he's making me feel like all my time with him has been wasted and I could've been with someone who was gonna treat me exactly the way I treated them, no more no less.them

Do you know how many times I've tried to tell him how I felt about our relationship and the issues? He gets an attitude with me and accuses me of trying to argue with him and by the time it's over with I haven't gotten the chance to get things solved. I'm tired of him dismissing everything I have to say but when he got a unnecessary problems with me, instead of him saying it to my face, he'll leave and then text it to me.

you gotta patiently tell him your feelings sweetie, or this will never be solved.Voice your thoughts

Okay so listen to this for a second. He's sitting on the side of the bed playing a game on his phone and I asked him if he could scoot over by me because, I was laying down. He said, okay hold up I will but this is my favorite game. I waited for over 20 minutes for him to scoot next to me and when he didn't I grabbed my coloring book and gel pens and started coloring. Tell me why is it that when I did that, he looked at me and shook his fucking head as if I had done something wrong. But he's the one unnecessarily making me wait and the only time he shows me affection is when it's convenient for him and I'm tired of feeling like I'm settling

I think he does it on purpose just so he can leave and that's what makes me think he's not being truthful with me

I'm always calm but when I'm trying to talk to him about how I feel he gets an attitude, that leads to an unnecessary argument and he leaves, which I think

conflicts are always better than miscommunication sweetheart,try to let it out when needed,if you stay calm anything can be solved🌱

Thank you. I tried talking to my best friend, Cedric about what I've been going through because, mu boyfriend is also his friend as well. I saw a conversation in his phone where they're talking about me to each other. I was very upset about that shit and I haven't said anything about it yet

It's completely okay to vent sometimes,take care of urself dear🌾