July 23, 2021

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Dear Diary,

Okay, so you guys know a little bit about my relationship and how I'm feeling about the problems that we have. Well, I decided to leave the other day while he was in the bed asleep, I didn't want to be in the house at all so I did what he does best and I left. He slept until about 7 pm and when he woke up he noticed I was gone and text me. He asked me where I was at and I told him I was somewhere else when I wasn't. I did that because he does it to me damn near everyday so I felt like, if he can keep doing the shit to me why not give him a dose of his own fucking medicine. After I told him where I was at this was the conversation. 

Him: Ya'll tried to kill me and now I'm getting my guns ready 

Me: What the fuck are you talking about, who tried to kill you?

Him: You and Ced tried to fucking kill me and I know Ya'll did so finish fucking Ced, I'm not fucking with you anymore bitch.

Me: How the hell do you figure that when I wasn't even with you and I haven't seen Ced nor have I talked to him. Other then looking for you which he said, you came there with one bigch and then left with another one leaving the first whore at his house.

Him: Man you know I'm sick and I hope and pray that you stay gone I don't want to he with you anymore. 

Me: I don't give a fuck about you not wanting me anymore I'm glad you don't, now I can find me someone better then you could ever be, fucking dumbass loser. Don't blame me for something a bitch you call your best friend has done to you. Amd maybe of you would've came home like you were suppose to had done in the first place, then she would've gotten a chance to drug you. 

Me: Get the fuck off my phone with all your everyday, unnecessary e,stuff, bullshit you conjur up in that piss poor brain of yours. Enjoy the rest of your horrible night you childish ass muthafucka. Text the bitch you was with while I was left in a hot ass fucking house breaking out in hives and itching to death. 
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Mrs. Smith Jul 25, 2021

I'm mad because, I feel like all the time that I spent loving him and caring about him, trying to spend some real time with him, I could've spent that time finding someone better

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Mrs. Smith Jul 25, 2021

I'm almost 39 years old and I have been waiting to get married. I've been engaged four times now but there is never a wedding. I get cheated on all the time, lied to constantly and someone who seems to forget where he lives and he's gone for days to a week.

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Mrs. Smith Jul 25, 2021

I've been dealing with people and their bullshit for way too long now and I've been going through it and I just wanted someone to love me the same way I love them. Why does it alway have to be a game played with, time wasted, feelings hurt and heartbroken

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Mrs. Smith Jul 25, 2021

I swear, don't I know it

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gJul 24, 2021

you gotta rest for a little sweetheart,focus on yourself rather than putting up with people.Best wishes for you 💕

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Mrs. Smith Jul 24, 2021

Thanks for saying that to me. I've been through a lot in the past four years and I do feel like I deserve someone better then what the fuck I've been getting. I've always been in long term relationships throughout my years of dating and I don't got time for anymore of men's games. Within the past year and a half I've been in five different relationships. None of them lasted because, they didn't know how to treat me and they were all disrespectful as hell and I couldn't take anymore. I left every last one of them and I let it be known from the start, but they all played games and got mad at me because, I couldn't take anymore of their bullshit.

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gJul 23, 2021

damn,all I can say that you have done the best thing possible.Best wishes for you,I know you deserve someone much caring🌾

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