July 13, 2021

Dear Diary,

I was at the gas station the other day and this guy was standing behind me staring at me hard a fuck, he said something that I've never heard before but it was really cute. He asked me was I a flight attendant, I looked at him and said, no why do you ask that? He said, because you gotta lot of baggage that I'm trying to claim. I swear I just started laughing because, I was having a really bad day and he made me smile. I hadn't smiled all that day and it's crazy to see that I actually smiled the rest of the day, so I literally gave him my phone number. He called me yesterday evening and told me that his name was Jay, he wanted me to come over to chill with him while he barbecued. I told him that I would get back with him within a few hours but I ended up having some errands to run and couldn't make it over to see him. But I'm gonna call him and set up something with him because, I truly wanna get to know him foreal and hopefully, he'll be someone that I can get to know very well. I think he can be a potential new man for me and he's cute as fuck too, he reminds me of my ex boyfriend, Chon and another ex named, Kdubb. The thing is though, I have a boyfriend that I've been with for eight months now,  but our relationship is so complicated and very unhealthy. What should I do though