July 29, 2021

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Dear Diary,

I can't take this bullshit anymore and the types of shit I'm dealing with would make anyone kill themselves, foreal. I've never felt so fucking low in my fucking life as much as the fuck I do right now. The constant bullshit that comes and goes in my life doesn't make any fucking since to me at all, the more and more I try to fix my problems it doesn't help. I can't take much more of this shit I feel like I'm stuck in the fucking desert somewhere, that's how hot it is in this house with three fans blowing and an ac unit in the window. I am pregnant and irritated as fuck right now I could literally cry right now but it's too fucking hot to do that 



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AnneAug 23, 2021

I hope you resolve your issues with him and he better become more responsible

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Mrs. Smith Aug 23, 2021

Well I'm four months pregnant now and it's frustrating wondering what kind of father he's going to be to our daughter. He gets on my nerve so much and now I'm not getting along with two of his daughters, I'm praying that my daughter doesn't come out looking like his oldest daughter, Kiedra

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AnneAug 15, 2021

Yes it happens. Its difficult to move on

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Mrs. Smith Aug 15, 2021

I'm trying not to put up with it but I don't know what the hell is keeping me with him right now.

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AnneAug 14, 2021

Its really not acceptable. Please dont put up with such behaviour anymore.

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Mrs. Smith Aug 14, 2021

Thanks. You know what I actually like this app because I read others stories on here and it's not like it would be on Facebook. I get positive feedback on here after my stories have been read. I'm going through so many things with my dude and it's to the point where, we were suppose to have gotten married on the 1st, which was also his birthday. He left the house the day before his birthday and didn't come back until late the next night of his birthday. I was fucking pissed because, why the hell would he not come back and why is he always making me look like a dumb ass in front of my family and associates.

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AnneJul 30, 2021

Things will get better soon! Be strong

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