Dear Diary,
I've decided to go ahead and leave him because, I'm not about to be with no man who truly don't wanna be with me. I know he doesn't want to be with me anymore and he makes excuses for shit and I'm tired of everything that he's literally put me through. I can't believe that I stayed with him for this long and I should've never got back with him after he left me the fuck outside the first time. I'm sick of being some man's toy and once he's done he just go on about his fucking business. I'm not nobody's fucking trash just to be someone else's fucking treasure, fuck that shit man. He don't treat me right, he's always out in the fucking streets doing dumb ass bullshit all the time. I'm worth way more then this and I deserve more then what the fuck I've been getting in these past few years. I'm a good woman and I try to treat my men like they're kings but I'm not about to keep doing that shit. Especially, when these men treat me like I'm a fucking peasant out here but wanna treat me good when they wanna fuck or want me to do something for them. The shit is so stupid and I can't deal with the shit anymore I'm leaving and I'm never gonna a come back again. My feelings are hurt and my heart is broken into so many pieces that it's hard for me to even comprehend what the fuck has truly happened. I don't need this shit anymore in my life itsbad enough that my life has been nothing since I was born. I don't need no night adding their ongoing bullshit to the pain that I'm already going through now. I don't want to be in anymore relationships with anyone because, I'm always the one that's ending up looking like a fucking fool in front of everyone. When it comes to me love will never be apart of and I'm gonna make this my last fucking page.