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January 05, 2026
Dear Diary, If I leave he will die He is the father of my children  He has no family No friends I feel like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders  I know him better than anyone No therapist can seem to crack him because o
January 05, 2026
Dear Diary, Him I hid behind your back on entire relationship. Therefore, I was never properly capable of loving you.  Her What was i to you then? Him You were somebody that gave me love at every time.  Her You don't respec
4 janvier 2026
Une plutôt bonne journée !Je me suis réveillé avec un mal de crâne horrible, le genre de mal qui vient d'un coup avec un douleur aiguë... Mais je me suis occupé, et c'était tenable. On a mangé raclette a midi, j'ai pas mangé beaucoup...Mais Mochi a m
January 04, 2026
Dear Diary, I took my wedding bands off over a year ago now because I did not like what it represented anymore And then… He started to tattoo me all over his body There is about 20 hours of tattoos currently all representing me as a person
January 04, 2026
Dear Diary, When his porn use stopped working and the hours got longer, the effect wasn’t the same anymore and he became desensitised to most porn and sexual things.  His exposure got darker and more extreme taking him to places where he lost a
January 04, 2026
Dear Diary, Then came the many job changes, a lot was because of his porn downfall.. a nasty cycle and he would start a new job which often required interstate relocation and a fresh start of trying to reset everything. 6 interstate moves in 15
January 04, 2026
Dear Diary, I am a very ambitious woman and work a very demanding career which I have become incredibly successful at. However i worked most weekends and often long hours  I tried to help still pushing towards healthy hobbies to get him out of
January 03, 2026
Dear Diary, I started remembering my school years.I want to cry, to be honest. Those 9 years were....bad. It's been 4 years since then, but I still feel the consequences of their actions and words.  I feel extremely uncomfortable in society, as i
January 04, 2026
Dear Diary, it's been a great year and in my family it's really hard to be the loved one I was used to not care but as the days go on and I grew I realized that I am not that important bc I cause trouble and now no trusts me I am really a sad person
January 03, 2026
Dear Diary, ik i have to write the novel by my heart, but my mind really gets me upset when i tried to write about love story. idk why today i feel disappointment  really want to cryy but i can't bz i'm really rude prn in real life what ppl says bu
3 Janvier 2026, il neige !
Il neige ! Genre, vraiment ! Mon jardin devenait blanc quand je me suis levé. Ça ne tiens pas, mais c'était beau pour commencer la journée.  J'ai la nausée facile, aujourd'hui. J'ai pas mangé ni bu grand chose encore. Je suis resté sur Instagram
January 01, 2026, I am 31 now
Dear Diary, Age is just a number, but, days are real. Changes in life are real too.  It is sad, i did not share a lot with you in the last year, but a lot happened. I got married. First thing first, reflection.  There is one thing that has
January 03, 2026
Dear Diary, Him I was engaging in porn every day. I was lying every day, my thinking became very distorted.  I become a bad parent, a bad worker, a bad husband, a bad neighbour, a bad son, a bad everything.
January 03, 2026
Dear Diary, Him I have regret for not showing you Love I wish I did things differently. Because all I want to do in my life now always show you love. And repair what I have broken.  I think about how bad I have been to you, and It's the mo
January 03, 2026
Dear Diary, Um..Is it possible to keep a diary in another language here? I don't remember if there was a rule like this Sometimes I find it more comfortable to express myself in my native language