I’m asking for help again… Since last evening I’ve been feeling strange, this heavy, pressing feeling. This morning I ate sweets, a lot of sugar, glucose, but it didn’t help, the anxiety keeps growing.
I decided to go for a run, because running usua
Dear Diary,
I saw a video on Tiktok of a group of women going out to brunch wearing the same grandma wig and I got so envious.... I get so envious whenever I see a group of friends having fun. Cooperating on the same stupid shit. Because I don't
Dear Diary,
I'm mad.
I hope he never comes back.
I'm worried.
I hope he's alright.
I hate you.
I don't wanna miss you.
But I do.
I do.
Goddammit, I DO!
Why haven't you messaged me in a week? Are you ill? Did something happen? H
Dear Diary, Wow… So many times I wanted it and it never happened — and then, when I wasn’t even thinking about it, we ended up that close. I couldn’t take my eyes off you… like I was trying to memorise you. And you looked so serious.
I was just tryi
He did not come to classes. The fact I did not wanna go, but still did cuz I wanted to see him even for a little... Sira was talking to him and I made her put him on speaker. And that sore throat voice did something to me. Fuck, that was hot.
I was
Dear Diary, my name is melvie and I want to go to university of the Philippines because that is my dream college and I'm 10 years old which is very young but I'm a great writer and my school name is fort Bonifacio elementary school I'm a grade 4 stud
Dear Diary, I bought an hoodie today
It’s baggy white one with an embroidery on the chest with sky blue
I didn’t look carefully so I was thinking the embroidery said “ethereal” with swan looking design. Thought it’s pretty
But at home I
Dear diary, I’m honestly amazed at how she keeps playing with me and my feelings without even being here.
She still controls me, my mood, while being with someone else.
I just want to ask: why does she need all this?
She wanted peace. She made he
He fell first, she fell harder...
Whatever he felt last sem b4 our exam break started and he said How am I going to live w/o seeing her for 12 days, I feel it now. We have winter vacay and I am gonna miss him crazy. Last class, we didn't get to talk
I have list of all things that eats me up. The kind of words that nudges me to shatter the mirror. The kind that enable my anxiety. Those wanton words, you said frivilously, scratches the very inch of my skin. The ones that make me want to cut my bo
Dear Diary,
My loved ones just asked me if I'm okey.
But how can I tell them I'm not and I never will be. Even with him by my side, I'm not okey. I have depression, anxiety and more and it's easier wit him by my side but I was like this before
I saw him in my dreams again. It's now the 3rd time. At this point I am more into him than he is. Basically, it was us roaming the Uni, then I thought he had disappeared. To my surprise, he wasn't. He appeared like a saviour from the fog, then we sha