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Dear diary, Please don’t judge me too harshly. I read a few entries just to understand how to write my own confession. I want to admit my own weakness. I’ve been living with a girl for a long time, and our emotions have faded. She kept demanding

It hurts. It hurts seeing him kiss her. When he's only mine when we're together. She wants to keep him forever. Our 3 months can never compare to their 4 years.  It hurts. It hurts not knowing what to do. Should I follow my heart or let him go? What

Dear World, Touching you felt good; holding you in my arms was a gift. Hearing you whisper “I love you” into my ear was a dream come true. Loving you is no surprise anymore — it’s a fact, my reality, my life. I don’t need to justify m

Hey,You remember that poem,I said I will be the devil and you be the angel And we will have a discourseYou said sureWe never did.But hey,You remember I asked you againI said I will be the angel, you be the devil You said gradually But we never came a

“Do you truly love her? Does the absence of her really ache in you? Do you miss her with all the heaviness that comes with longing? Is she someone your life genuinely needs? And in what place, in what role, do you imagine her in your world?”

My home is closer to the woods. As the slope ever slides with hazel nut trees, the footpath trails to an alleged farm road. We never walked till the end of the path, for it was said a scary wood spirit hid in the dark of the forest to lure you and tr

I don't try to kill myself.  I just try to escape it all

Dear world, I need someone to talk to — someone I can tell everything I need to say, someone who listens. Because my mind is tearing me apart… I’m fighting against myself.

I keep trying to be “right,” “easy,” “better,” but every time I end up feeling like I’m not enough. Like no one hears me or understands me. And then I realize that the person who used to be the closest stops replying to me. My messages stay ignore

mantra in my mouth -  BETTER DAYS ARE COMING

I feel so much right now and at the same time nothing.  I just want to give up. I can't keep going. It's to hard, im not that strong anymore.

Dear Diary, I feel suffocated... I keep expecting something that would never happen. and I hate that I am so empathetic towards people who don't give a damn Abt me. I have fomo too, so it makes it even worse. I fear that I might lose the people arou

Dear World, I think about her all the time. I dream of her every night. I can’t sleep well — I’m restless through every hour of the night. I miss her so much. If you see this, or if you can somehow feel me… please choose us. Because I kno

dear universe,  im spending the hardest days in my life. i feel like these are tooo much. im holding this from 2021. im just 2 weeks away of letting them go and START A NEW LIFE.  i always can start newly. i can make decisions, also change th