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When will I finally be rid of this fear? Is it even fear anymore? It's more like an addiction…if that's what an addiction feels like. Sometimes I feel like I couldn't even exist without this fear, these feelings. Because who am I if I don't have

hey all , today is my first day at this,  i will tell my dairy everyday  i am not happy ...

Dear Diary, I'm almost recovered from my cold. I spent the last few days with some guy from the internet, we played a lot. We spent more than 24 hours on Discord calling, and that was in 3 days. I haven't played for this long in a very long time. I d

Dear friend, hello one and all whoever is hearing me, I am here after so many months of writing over my private journal.  I created this account specially or mainly because there were some stuff that was constantly roaming aroung my mind, which I

Dear Diary, I never thought to put boundaries around sex toys as I never thought he would use them as they were designed for females… I would rebuild trust with him and faith and was told all the right things And the same story goes his

Dear Diary, The start of a new year and the start of my story I will start to share Now I personally love watch porn with my partner.. what I don’t love is him doing it alone and in secret… I never wanted a relationship with secrets and need

I want to run away from my house. My parents are total strangers to me. I don't know where to go. I don't want to eat anymore at the house. This is hell. I don't wanna go to past either. I don't want to talk to mom either. Why should I be the one to

Dear Diary, Today is New Year's Eve. I am going to spend it alone, but don't pity me. I will order burgers (the only time a year I allow myself takeout) and will watch all the "Maze Runner" movies. I will journal and manifest the next year. Did

Dear Diary, hey tom. would be new yr but days looks same for me still I couldn't make it but still learn new things and going with flow. Let's positive hope for next yr and lot of efforts and never look down just do whatever choices I made and have

In the new year, I wish myself to be a friend, a love, a choice, a responsibility, a happiness, a desire,  and the most precious person in my man’s own life. And the chance to one day call a man - my own.To be support, to be a shoulder, to be there e

Dear Diary, I am the unwilling passenger who was taken to rock bottom by my husband with his porn addiction  I cannot speak my trauma or truth to anyone. Where do I go to let out the depth of his addiction and the trauma is has caused me

Dear Diary, Why am I his Lesson? Why does my pain and trauma today cause his change? Why hurt me? Why am I the regret he did the things he done? One of the hardest addictions with a lot of stigma attached to it  The raw and honest trut

fuck it… fuck all of this… I’m just done with all of this…

Dear Soulmate, I promise I’m yours. Always and forever. Through the good and the bad. For worse or for better. I wanna be with you for the rest of my days. I promise I’ll love you. Forever and ever and always. My love, I couldn't help t

Dear Diary, I started you as an attempt to fight phone addiction that has been killing my brain for the past year. Also, I'm lonely because all of my friends are gone for the holidays. Augh, I promise myself to do something with people over the nex