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I don't try to kill myself.  I just try to escape it all

Dear world, I need someone to talk to — someone I can tell everything I need to say, someone who listens. Because my mind is tearing me apart… I’m fighting against myself.

My love, I didn't mean to hit you today . It was an accident . I feel so sorry and it's tearing me apart .

I keep trying to be “right,” “easy,” “better,” but every time I end up feeling like I’m not enough. Like no one hears me or understands me. And then I realize that the person who used to be the closest stops replying to me. My messages stay ignore

mantra in my mouth -  BETTER DAYS ARE COMING

I feel so much right now and at the same time nothing.  I just want to give up. I can't keep going. It's to hard, im not that strong anymore.

Dear Diary, I feel suffocated... I keep expecting something that would never happen. and I hate that I am so empathetic towards people who don't give a damn Abt me. I have fomo too, so it makes it even worse. I fear that I might lose the people arou

Dear World, I think about her all the time. I dream of her every night. I can’t sleep well — I’m restless through every hour of the night. I miss her so much. If you see this, or if you can somehow feel me… please choose us. Because I kno

Dear Universe, I can't even explain how his kiss blew my head that evening. I felt so shy. My first ever kiss, a real kiss that I felt so romantic and wanted to give him back more but what should I do I am sooooo shhyyyyy.Please kiss me more baby..

dear universe,  im spending the hardest days in my life. i feel like these are tooo much. im holding this from 2021. im just 2 weeks away of letting them go and START A NEW LIFE.  i always can start newly. i can make decisions, also change th

Me: I’m sick, and I feel so bad I can’t even get out of bed. And then there are all these thoughts… There’s no one I can tell how bad I feel. I don’t want to bother anyone. I don’t even want to see anyone. Before, I would’ve dreamed of writing to

Me: It’s funny and pathetic, isn’t it? When you care, but the other person doesn’t. Well… these are just my feelings. Who would ever need them anyway? Answer: No, it’s not funny or pathetic. It’s truly painful. When you give your heart, whe

Bring back my dreams… Bring back my thoughts. I’m so tired of waking up every morning with thoughts of your words, and every night being unable to fall asleep because I’m replaying our conversations, the ones that hurt my heart. Every night, it fee

I hate this reality. I hate living against everything… Please, I just want all this pain to stop. I can’t keep holding onto hopes that only hurt me…