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November 24, 2025
Lately, I fed the shadow too much. The wet shades of winter encroached upon my fief. I am only cultivating seeds moulded in the dark. I have uttered only flaws, only to cloak myself in it. I am too distrustful for the springs pride. The winter stays
November 23, 2025
I’ve been going through therapy, trying to break my dependence on the person I love, because that love turned out to be a lesson, not the airy dreams I had about a shared future. It feels like I’m rebuilding myself from scratch. I’m not even touchi
November 23, 2025
Dear strangers, Sometimes life brings together people who need each other. In this case, it seems life is bringing us together.Because I see my pain in your words, in your hearts. My thoughts in yours. We are scattered all over the world, and yet
November 23, 2025
Grandpa,Sometimes I wish I knew what you were thinking. What you had thought.Would you be proud of me? Or disappointed? Would you be happy? Would you be happy for me, or do you know something I don't? These thoughts often occupy my mind, especial
November 23, 2025
Dear World, Yes, it’s me again. I know I’m annoying and wasting everyone’s time, but once more, I’m really not doing well, and I feel like I’m losing all the people close to me. Losing my job and losing my love. I have a bad feeling abou
November 23, 2025
Stop holding onto my money and give them all to me! Ugh. I'm sick... I'm sick of always having to remind them... I'm sick of begging for my salary!
November 22, 2025
Dear Diary, Wish me luck! 😂 This is my first time trying this again since I dropped my pen on March 23, 2003. I was barely 12 at the time. I know I just need to pour out my thoughts and be heard by others. Not that they care all that much, or tha
November 22, 2025
Dear Diary, isn’t it peachy to yell at someone who is a brag machine about furries being “pedo” out of the blue? Just, like if you’re minding your own business and someone calls you out for being something you aren’t? Then that’s the case. I (of cour
November 21, 2025
Dear Diary, why suddenly all the cats come by themselves and sit on my lap like today from all the people who were around and near her in the gym she walked by them all and came to me she slept also
November 21, 2025
Dear Diary, I’ll just be quiet for the next days until I can breathe normally again . I wish…
November 21, 2025
Dear Diary, being sensitive is only running my life  I deleted most of what i wrote bc it supposed to be a birthday gift for someone i want to give my life too but they just left me even tho they know how much it hurts  And idk what i did wrong  I
November 21, 2025
Dear diary, Please don’t judge me too harshly. I read a few entries just to understand how to write my own confession. I want to admit my own weakness. I’ve been living with a girl for a long time, and our emotions have faded. She kept demanding
November 20, 2025
It hurts. It hurts seeing him kiss her. When he's only mine when we're together. She wants to keep him forever. Our 3 months can never compare to their 4 years.  It hurts. It hurts not knowing what to do. Should I follow my heart or let him go? What
November 20, 2025
Dear World, Touching you felt good; holding you in my arms was a gift. Hearing you whisper “I love you” into my ear was a dream come true. Loving you is no surprise anymore — it’s a fact, my reality, my life. I don’t need to justify m
November 20, 2025
Hey,You remember that poem,I said I will be the devil and you be the angel And we will have a discourseYou said sureWe never did.But hey,You remember I asked you againI said I will be the angel, you be the devil You said gradually But we never came a