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July 16, 2025
I want to burrow beneath the sand of summers shore. Let the earth swallow my shame. I have forgotten I need to grow. Dehydrated, entomb my roots of nutrients. Let it reach for the river underground.  Unlearn my pride to enshrine my patience. I am no
July 13, 2025
Dear Diary, another successful day, i feel so blessed.  i wanna put aftr 200 days later, ACADEMIC  COMEBACK   IS   REAL
July 13, 2025
An unobtrusive encounter ushered in the beginning of a tragedy. Workplace relocation, for me, is a shackle that fetters the mind in a harsh, excruciating way. We sit in an opposite direction but in only one meter way. However, we are not on the same
July 13, 2025
In my determination to satisfy my curiosity, I messaged Johannes nine days after his reappearance in my inbox. During this time, I had Discord Nitro, a premium feature of the app. No, I didn't pay. I availed myself of the one-month free trial. B
July 13, 2025
Dear Diary, Today was fun, i had good time with family… I realized being busy with your own life let you be away from your best friends.. and this is maybe why Nora went away.. but I remember i was always there asking so it’s not an excuse I’m st
Saturday, 12 July 2025
Dear diary, People say driving is a peaceful activity. You know, wind in your hair, music playing, mind drifting. But that’s only true if you're not driving with my mother in the passenger seat. Oh no, in that case, you'd rather walk barefoot from P
July 12, 2025
Dear Diary, OMG IM SO HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPY TODAY, i could complete my all to do list targets and studied a lot.
July 12, 2025
I have decided to break up..
July 11, 2025
Dear Diary, Well, I almost forgot about ts, anyways I finished writing exams like a month now and hmm what do I even say. It looked easy but my brain somehow fucked it up so I'm currently waiting on my exam results and shit, will update then though
12th July 2025
Dear JK,              You always end up hurting me. Unintentionally I know but you do, you do hurt me very often. You hurt me today too it's hard to explain this feeling, but it's burdening and it feels like being crushed by a mountain. Sometimes I
July 11, 2025
Has anyone ever felt like the two people who are supposed to support you and believe in you... fell like they betrayed you? My parents betray me all the time... its suffocating.... my dad drinking, mom hating, both not understanding me... And now the
July 11, 2025
I miss you.. I really miss you. I know you will be busy with everything. There's no time to compromise. I know there will be so many meetings and challenges for you. But I'm selfish. I only want the best and I might do anything to get it. But is this
The Devil's Apartment
I intended to publish this entry a month ago, but at that time, both the app and the website were down for days, so it ended up marinating in my notes. This post will talk about Johannes again. Specifically, his apartment. I was staring at
🧎‍♀️‍➡️💭Empty thoughts
It is a quiet night. The kind where the world seemed to hold its breath. The shadows in the room stretched long, soft, and still, and the moonlight painted silver stripes on the floor. She sat by the window, knees to her chest, wrapped in a blanket t
July 10, 2025
Dear Diary, I wrote a page then realized it was not saved, it's been a decade since I wrote or opened this app. I can not write the same messages but I was saying something around accepting to let things go .. Finally I'm not running behind