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I saw him in my dreams again. It's now the 3rd time. At this point I am more into him than he is. Basically, it was us roaming the Uni, then I thought he had disappeared. To my surprise, he wasn't. He appeared like a saviour from the fog, then we sha

Today is grey and dreary. Much like my mood lately. It's not cold but there's a chill in my bones that I can't shake. This time of year is always a let down to me. I guess ever since the kids have grown the "magic" is gone. The stress use to be worth

Sexual fantasy No. 233: he steps into my shoes and feels every single thing I went through, and only then realises what sort of person he actually is

Dear Diary, I'm just lazy, right? That's what everyone tells me, what I heard so often now.  But they don't know the Fight I am fighting every day. I should just pull through and keep a Job, but they don't know that every morning I open my eye

Dear JK,            Who do you talk to when nobody understands your language? I don't know who I am anymore, I am loosing myself and I hate it. I hate the place I am in, the people I talk to, things that I am doing all because I have to. I am not l

He's such a good influence. I got inspired by his 6 tutions and that staggering amount of monthly income, I started doing my own project again. Done a lot of washing, cleaning, and work today.

Dear Diary,So 5th standard I like someone else  his name is dishant and we were childhood friends we have a trio anvay me and dishant and I start liking dishant he was mature and helpfull and kind and on the other hand anvay was childish and he was h

😍😍😍 I hope a love story will occur here !!

I don’t even know why I’m putting not in private but I feel awful: physically, mentally, emotionally. I’m so sick it makes me throw up. The worst part is knowing I can’t sleep because the pain inside is so strong it’s coming out physically. It fee

I had the desire to find a space for my thoughts today and as such here I am. I can’t help but feel a certain tangible weight these days. I often find myself ruminating on the state of the world recently, we have become morally bankrupt, people are b

Why'd he ask if my Uni crush is his roommate.. generational aura loss. I just hope his roommate doesnt start hating me or anything cuz I had replied with Ew lol. And didnt give any reason. Yk lately though, the fact that I kinda had a subtle thing bo

Dear Diary, Im looking inside the Mirror and... I can't recognize the person standing in front of it.  It's not me, or I don't want her to be me. Because She will destroy me.  I don't even know if this World is real or not. Everything feels

I’ve been thinking… If someone out there needs a person they can open up to and share their pain with — I’m here to listen. It’s hard to carry our secrets alone, and sometimes it’s so much easier to be honest with someone you don’t know. So… We coul

Dear Diary,I’m new here but lately I’ve been happy and I thank God for that. The problem is happiness feels weird for me like I’m not used to it. Whenever I’m happy I always think that I will get sad after. It’s like I’m scared of happiness is it nor

Dear diary… I’ve gotten used to the cold, it’s almost familiar now. Everything’s quiet, calm, still. Today my emptiness feels filled with the fact that I saw it with my own eyes — I’m not needed there, no matter how much I’m drawn to that place.