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April 27, 2024
Dear Diary, If all I have is one second to see All I want to see is your face, Smiling and happy And I will ingrave your image in memory,  To be replayed over and over When darkness swallow me.
April 26, 2024
Dear Diary, I have one report left to do, the rest are presentation slides. I think these days I'm mostly content with my life but my mind and soul is tired? I've been listening to Jonghyun's old songs a lot, this week it's mostly ballad.  J
April 25, 2024
Like I dropped a trinket while I wandered in the universe of romance. Like I lost a flame while I drove in the night. Like I threw a battle while I weighed their soul. Like I left a thread while swimming in the thoughts. Like I forgot a note while dr
My life in a Nutshell
Dear Diary,   I am not able to find a good relationship for myself. People walk in the hallways as couple, and it makes me sad for myself that I am walking alone. And the reason I don't have a relationship is because my parents would not buy me a
April 24, 2024
Dear Diary, its been long since i came here to write something; recently everything seems blue, i dont know what's the reason but, i feel a hollowness in my chest, even when i'm happy i am not happy. I say its because my periods are near but i
April 24, 2024
Dear Diary, Why, oh why does everyone call me out for the littlest thing? even writing here is a huge pain. Because every two frigging seconds "Oh, that's not schoolwork, so turn it off, it doesn't matter." No, this does matter, because I need a thin
Share a Incident, make my day Better!
Dear reader, The day I found out I had Anxiety.  I had a competition the other day. It was about some business case we had to solve. All the schools in near area could participate. My school was one of them and I decided to attend it. Before
April 24, 2024
Dear ghost, To few of you flowers, I planted a seemingly courageous warrior in your mind. I awfully dread the day when I walk into the eye of a hurricane and I stand as I am: an unbecoming cowering hunchback.  I fear day and night. I worry through a
Everything feels right with the world
Dear Diary, Why do some people say that love doesn't exist? Why do some people say that love's not real at all? Of course it exists, of course it is real. Love is not fiction. Love is the most beautiful gift you can give or receive, the most bea
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April 22, 2024
Today I had a fucking music lesson. The teacher was showing her damn neurosis and driving my classmates to tears with her unassuring predictions for the exam. Mmm tasty. Btw I agree, nothing good will particularly happen. We really suck. But it is
April 22, 2024 Hapyy me
Dear Diary, Things are going well again. I told you, it's a cycle of happiness and sadness.  I am listening to Iktara on loop today, its a personal recording, She recorded and sent me this. I now think, she is everything i wished from a partner
April 21, 2024
Dear Diary,  I closed the door on the good lord and renounced any piety the day my ideal was pronounced as only a dream. Maybe in my nuance I lost the scraps of certainty I could've leaned on. Sometimes I condemn my own doubts, how easy it would all
April 21, 2024
Dear ghost, I am at the junction of my feeling. I am neither dusting off the old shelves of memories. Nor am I rowing backward towards possibilities. I am just dotted. It's just ... I just want to lay on an asphalt road and stare at the moon but in
April 21, 2024
Apathy Sucks