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dear universe,  im spending the hardest days in my life. i feel like these are tooo much. im holding this from 2021. im just 2 weeks away of letting them go and START A NEW LIFE.  i always can start newly. i can make decisions, also change th

Me: I’m sick, and I feel so bad I can’t even get out of bed. And then there are all these thoughts… There’s no one I can tell how bad I feel. I don’t want to bother anyone. I don’t even want to see anyone. Before, I would’ve dreamed of writing to

Me: It’s funny and pathetic, isn’t it? When you care, but the other person doesn’t. Well… these are just my feelings. Who would ever need them anyway? Answer: No, it’s not funny or pathetic. It’s truly painful. When you give your heart, whe

From India, to my maximum capability, for my first affair

Bring back my dreams… Bring back my thoughts. I’m so tired of waking up every morning with thoughts of your words, and every night being unable to fall asleep because I’m replaying our conversations, the ones that hurt my heart. Every night, it fee

I hate this reality. I hate living against everything… Please, I just want all this pain to stop. I can’t keep holding onto hopes that only hurt me…

Dear Diary, not really sure if anyone knows Joanna Borns’ stranger’s diary videos on YouTube.  Her videos are fun and very interesting to me.  That’s why I am open my most of my diary entries here…(because no one can know who I actually am )

And I knew what loving you would do to me. But I did it anyway.

Dear you, My soul aches unbearably. It feels as if my heart is being squeezed, and I can hardly breathe from the pain inside. How I wish you knew how to keep your promises… How I wish you could prove that not everything in this world is built on

Dear Diary, I used to make daily diary comic strips for my instagram. I even made several mini comic zines.  It was fun and I liked that I have that kind of hobby.  But I haven’t done anything arty this year which is ending.  I have the f

Dear Diary, I want to go to school but I don't want to go to school because my teachers are making fun of me. I'm so embarrassed.

Dear Diary, its 5:24am when I am writing this, today was relatively a good day a peaceful one was almost late for the test because I didn't sleep all night but decided to take a nap for an hour but couldn't wake up after, test wasn't that great but

Dear Diary, yesterday I was thinking about a birthday party I went to a few years ago when I was around 6/7, so it was a WHILE ago.    So I was thinking about what happened at the party and it was my stepdads cousins sons birthday party and his son w

its 10:44 Pm , and i am tired. i always say i am tired but now i am more tired than ever, i think sometimes i reach a new treshold i didnt know i have.  I think a hate myself a little more these days , or maybe i dont have it me to continue lying a

Potential.Almost.Maybe. That's all I will ever be.Cushion words to the word "failure".