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January 09, 2026
Dear Diary, When can I finally be free? How much longer do I need to wait? To feel this pain inside me. Everytime I see him with her, feels like something punched me inside.. Like someone is trying to kill me from the Inside. Does this e
9 janvier 2026
Je me suis réveillé tôt a cause de la tempête. C'était violent, mais le bruit m'apaisais étonnamment. J'ai toujours aimé le vent. La dysphorie. Aujourd'hui, c'était terrible.Ça faisait des jours que je devais me laver, je me sens sale, mais c'est mie
January 09, 2026
Dear Diary, I feel very strange. I feel incredibly strange. I don't even know how to explain it. It's like a crisis or something again. I don't feel like myself. I feel a certain amount of shame and embarrassment for who I am. As if everyone hate
January 09, 2026
On snowy winter days, I feel a pang of sadness that I don’t have a child and a husband. Those moments when you take the sleds and ride until your cheeks are frozen, play snowball fights, write in the snow, or decorate snowy cars with hearts… moments
my fault
I already have a boyfriend, still in early stage of relationship, getting butterflies over small text, small talk, daydreaming about him all day.  I still or actually tried talking with all kind of boys just to not fall in love with my boyfriend whe
January 09, 2026
Dear Diary, Stuff and Nonsense  It’s about a guy that is with a girl that wants him to commit more than he is willing to. “disobey my own descions, i deserve all your suspicions"  gives the distinct impression that he is dishonest to her bu
January 08, 2026
Dear Diary,hi! I spent the whole day buried in work and spreadsheets, what saves me is my extremely good playlist, modesty aside.The sunset was beautiful, when I was coming back from the market (because I had a genuine urge to cook) I watched it at
January 08, 2026
I said I wouldn’t write anymore, but in the end I felt drawn to share: today there was a beautiful snowstorm, piles of fresh snow. I fulfilled one dream - trampled a heart in the snow right across from his window. Across the road. A big heart… I fel
January 08, 2026
Dear Diary,Today I was woken up early in the morning to go to my relatives' house and play with my niece while they were away. It's so cool that she's starting to talk more. She is such a good child.But while I was walking to her house, I was almost
8 Janvier 2026
Ça a été aujourd'hui. Ce matin, je le suis réveillé tôt : mal dans le bas du ventre. J'ai directement paniqué en pensant que j'avais mes règles, le pire moment du mois quand tu veux etre un homme, mais apparemment, ce n'était pas ça. Ça travaille, ma
January 08, 2026
It was easy for a little while. To ignore his existence. Not even glance at his direction. To not even bother saying hi when hes all up in my face looking miserable. And time and again telling Sira how he felt sad cuz i ignored him. It was still bear
January 08, 2026
Dear Diary, I just realised that so much of the time we just live without having the stars in the back of our mind.  They are there, sooo so far, yet more real than the issues i deal with everyday.  I should remember stars.
January 08, 2026
Dear Diary, Hi, It's 5;23 pm, I am sitting in the office and don't have that much work or I should say I don't have work today...so I thought of writing...I felt like writing because I'm feeling uneasy coz health wise I am not well today...and I fe
January 08, 2026
Dear Diary, Betrayed by what I thought was love of my life It’s a process… I’m a smart woman and got tricked… everyone got tricked. No one can believe it…This is the type of person he is  I’m not sure I’ll ever recover It’s now imprinte
January 07, 2026
As my foot prints trail behind my back, most sweet breeze slowly brushes pass me. I am aware of times that taunt me and nectar I dearly miss. This year, despite all the harsh stories, I want to live tenderly. Have a heart to forgive. Plant a seed to