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December 25, 2025
To yesterday me, who was so hopeful and so frightened. You did well. You could have done better. There is rooms for improvement. But the worst case scenario did not happen.
December 25, 2025
Dear Jk,           It's Christmas again this one too was like the rest, I hate festivals all of them they are just days worse for me. Worse than normal days, this Christmas too I had no wishes no gifts no hopesAt least one of us is having a Merrry Ch
December 25, 2025
Dear Diary, Really cryinng after seen movie of my life,//
December 25, 2025
If my wings melt, would there be a soul kind enough to catch me? If I cannot fly, will someone wait for me? If all the light abandons me, are they willing to lit the candle? If I fall, can there be anyone to cushion me? When I become nobody, am I sti
December 24, 2025
In this silence, I can feel my nerves. Even as tomorrow rushes, I hear fears of error. But with all that I am, I embrace my vanity, pride, strength and hope. I recall every vices that ignites me. I abandon all virtues that dims me. I can realise it.
wishes
I step into the New Year not lightly, but carrying the road that still stretches ahead. I move forward with the search for a new apartment, a space where I can feel at home, not just with my body, but with my heart. I can’t stay here anymore… Eve
I’m mad…
The disappointment does not arrive as pain. It comes as clarity. It is the moment when words stop carrying weight. They sound thoughtful, even sincere, yet something essential is missing. And instead of hurt, there is a hollow space where meaning
Please, keep writing
I long for beautiful words about love, for tender lines steeped in feeling and intensity. Please, whoever you are, keep writing. I want to listen to love, to read it slowly, to let it unfold between the lines. Grant me the gift of reading your words
TB BF ITW
While everyone is suffering, I’ll bring in some positivity  I have the best bf in the world . And I’d have never realized this if ppl hadn’t tried to separate us . He is a true man — gallant, caring, and supportive. And despite me being unemplo
December 23, 2025
Dear Soulmate, There are only two days left before the advent of Christmas. I don’t have much in my pocket, that is my fault, but I shopped for gifts last night nonetheless. For my older sister, I chose a Charles Dickens book and a Stephen King n
December 23, 2025
I’m incapable of doing anything… Spoke to my mother and all I want now is to vanish. If only I could move out from here sooner, to go on living without thinking, without feeling. My hands are trembling, I feel unwell, and what hurts even more is that
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Dear Diary, Chapter 3  She came to the table and sat down, her eyes lifting at once to Dariya. Dariya was seated opposite her at the round dining table, one of the five chairs occupied, the others standing quietly in attendance. Just then, Dariya’
December 23, 2025
Smokers disgust me. Note to future self, not to FUCKING date a smoker. Your dad got chronic lung disease from SMOKING
Merry fucking Christmas
Dear Diary, Woke up around 19:00, still no text from him.... I felt the anger rising all the way from my chest up to my throat. But there was no one I could scream it to. I didn't wanna explode anymore. I took it all in. Love was out of the pictu
December 23, 2025
I feel a bit uneasy that I disappeared like that without saying how I was feeling. I just had this sense that I wasn’t needed by anyone and that no one cared about my state. And yet you were worried. Thank you for that. I came back here because my an