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November 10, 2025
And I knew what loving you would do to me. But I did it anyway.
A letter to that one person
Dear you, My soul aches unbearably. It feels as if my heart is being squeezed, and I can hardly breathe from the pain inside. How I wish you knew how to keep your promises… How I wish you could prove that not everything in this world is built on
November 10, 2025 #529
Dear Diary, I used to make daily diary comic strips for my instagram. I even made several mini comic zines.  It was fun and I liked that I have that kind of hobby.  But I haven’t done anything arty this year which is ending.  I have the f
November 10, 2025
Dear Diary, I want to go to school but I don't want to go to school because my teachers are making fun of me. I'm so embarrassed.
November 10, 2025
Dear Diary, its 5:24am when I am writing this, today was relatively a good day a peaceful one was almost late for the test because I didn't sleep all night but decided to take a nap for an hour but couldn't wake up after, test wasn't that great but
November 09, 2025
Dear Diary, yesterday I was thinking about a birthday party I went to a few years ago when I was around 6/7, so it was a WHILE ago.    So I was thinking about what happened at the party and it was my stepdads cousins sons birthday party and his son w
November 09, 2025
its 10:44 Pm , and i am tired. i always say i am tired but now i am more tired than ever, i think sometimes i reach a new treshold i didnt know i have.  I think a hate myself a little more these days , or maybe i dont have it me to continue lying a
November 10, 2025
Potential.Almost.Maybe. That's all I will ever be.Cushion words to the word "failure".
November 09, 2025
For a moment, I thought it was you… but it wasn’t. Just a stranger…  Someone with the same tastes and the same wounds, yet in a slightly different story…  I was holding on to hope that had nothing to hold on to… Why?! How it wasn’t you? How foolish
November 09, 2025
Dear World, I hate my life… please, help me… Why does today feel so heavy? I hate myself — everything about me. There’s nothing left that keeps me here anymore. I don’t want to be around anyone anymore… I just want to be alone and fade away.
November 09, 2025
Dear Love, I don’t know what’s happening to me… I’m going crazy, but I keep doing foolish things, all because I miss you. No matter how hard I try, I can’t forget you.
My Crush
Dear Diary, i just confessed to my crush directly i mean very straightforwardly. He told me that I'm a great person but he has a lot of things to figure out abbout himself and pulling someone else into that wouldn't be fair. also he said i deserve so
November 09, 2025
Dear Diary, its 5:36am when I am writing this today was a better day it was the first day in the last 3 months that I cried less, I didn't feel any better, but it was less painful still there is a feeling that won't go away I didn't really do much
November 09, 2025
I hope I don't wake up tomorrow.....
November 09, 2025
Dear Diary, I'm such a coward. Coward, coward, coward. I want to die, yet I can't even bring to kill myself.