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October 18, 2019
Dear Diary, 5:45 wake up and get ready for college (I hate mornings, it's pitch black and it's raining) 6:20. Leave in the pissing rain to get to the train station 7:00 get the train 7:45 train cancelled my stop, switch trains 8:2
October 18, 2019 She's Gay...
Dear Diary, Today is going to be extremely awkward for me. 😒 For as long as I can remember I have really allowed my anxiety and trauma to invade every single minute detail and aspect of my life. 😰I pretty much turned into a conditional introve
October 18, 2019
Dear Diary, it's hard to find the true friends. Who share everything and welcome our foolish act.  Why people surrounding me always being a jealousy? I'm not rich as others. I'm not beautiful as others. But they keep a long distance from me. Is it I'
October 17, 2019
Dear Diary, so this is my first diary entry lemme indroduce my self first I am carmela and I'm 16 my daddy ang mommy is an entrepreneur i study at Brent international school in the Philippines and i also have a crush like everybody else i am complete
October 16, 2019: I Want Out
Dear Diary, I will definitely be the first to tell you that there are a lot of things that I don't want to take into the New Year. I have endured a lot of trauma, but that is no excuse. For what seems like an eternity now I have been plagued by
October 15, 2019: New Year
Dear Diary,  It's hard to believe that the year is almost over. It seems like just yesterday we were ringing in 2019 with drunken cheer, a myriad of grandiose ideas, and too many shallow promises to count on two hands.  I remember watching Carson Dal
October 15, 2019
Dear Diary, I'm now at school and it's a music lesson. I'm bored because the teacher went somewhere and we do nothing. Do you know Sulli? She was actress and singer but she died yesterday. I'm so heartbroken, because I loved her dramas and her so muc
October 14, 2019
Dear Diary, I'm a terrible friend. My best friend was left heartbroken because her ex boyfriend moved on to another girl. It was humane to comfort someone who is in a situation like this,but I find it hard to relate.  Yes,I'm a hopeless roma
October 13, 2019
Dear Diary, I got drunk. Really really drunk. I kept pushing his hand away. I kept putting the bottle down.  He kept putting it back in my hand. He kept telling me I only live once, that he paid for it, that I was young.  He slid his hand up my
October 13, 2019
Dear Diary, I find it hard socializing and I feel dead inside. Nothing much happened today,it was a fine day. But I'm just someone who can't let go of the past. I won't directly say "I want to die" but it's obvious that I want to. I am bad-tamper
October 11, 2019 Hey Jude...
Dear Diary, Few days, i really lived. I lived and i dint care.  We went to granny's again today. Chaithanya sang songs. Meera did fly on my bike 😂😂.  I compiled gc_decode successfully today. That was one happy moment. I compiled a project usin
October 11, 2019
Dear Diary, Why am I here? Why must I be made to wake up everyday to this empty life.? Why cant i make him love me? I'm in a relationship now for 10 years, but its empty. Loveless, emotionally void of all affection! I cry, he says just smile. I break
October 11, 2019
Dear Diary, I had a fight with my parents! Sometimes I feel like I hate them, I don't know how to say it. They just always think about me in a bad way. I don't lie to them but they say harsh things anyway and want me to stay silent!! Not saying anyth
October 11, 2019
Dear Diary, This is my second day using this app, I really love this app cou'z this app is helpful for me to express my feelings.....  Now im on my way at the office again paper works is waiting for me... but i know it will finish na....
October 10, 2019
Dear Diary, This is my first time to write here, and im not good in writing in english but i'll try my best to write it clearly... hehehe... Im here at the office now... so many paper works and im so tired but i know God is here for me to gui