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Hiiii, i used to have an account here but i lost it so just gonna do a small update on some stuff bleeh (｡ᵕ ◞ _◟) Im gonna start school again in like a month, i feel so shitty having to go back with my shitty teachers.  Im gonna turn 17 in April

Dear Diary, can I call myself insecure? Definitely. And now I don’t even know how to fix it, because it seems to me that only seeing a psychologist could really help. I know there are many complicated reasons behind this. I think I’ve been shy and ov

Dear Diary, Today I decided to let her go. I can't fool myself anymore. It seems to me that I am only chasing her because of my own loneliness and poor condition. I have to forget her. There will be nothing more. There was nothing between us.we were

I guess its still really hard to unlearn how not to be defensive.  Growing up when my number 1 hater and doubter was (and is) my very own mother, it gets to a point where i constantly try and want to prove myself. Where in elementary i was con

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This gnarling urge to define it, yet oblivion holds my tongue. There's a hollow expression sitting on my feeling. I am nauseated. The fear is palpitating. The air is rancid. I am inept to describe what ails me. But it feels like I can cry if I unlock

Dear Diary, lately I've been really disappointed with myself. Nothing in my life has progressed. I’m not even doing the one and only task I have, my thesis. I’m not improving myself, nor am I socializing with anyone. Lately, my grades have dropped a

Dear Diary, today was a good day. I have very little time left before the next semester begins, and I want to make the most of it. I plan to rest properly and indulge myself enough to last me for a while. Today I watched a cartoon; tomorrow I’ll watc

Dear Diary, Yesterday was Friday, and I went to a rave in a leftist community house in the city centre. N and I were predrinking at my place, and brought a bottle to share with Y in the waiting line. Standing right before the entrance, I realized I

Dear Diary, finally, combined 4 chapter and tom. will write next chapter of fancy love story that never going to happen, but it's felt good bz it's written by me and it give me lot of thoughts and even feels like emma having this life so get gurl g

Dear stranger, At this point, I'm just rearranging deck chairs on the Titanic.

Dear Diary, Hi,  As of today, 2 months have been completed...many times I want to write the journal but I pass...at happy and dull times. The journey so far has been bhi Good...if someone asks me whether I am happy or not...the answer is Idk..

Dear JK,  Life today feels so unfair, it feels like all the forces of universe is conspiring together to make me miserable. I wonder how long it will last, this misery, all good things must come to end but why doesn't it apply to bad things?  I try

So Ari and I are kinda.. we both know we like each other. We've been talking for 3 days on socials. He is one flirty boy. Sigh, never thought his personality would be this hot. He is also sentimental and trauma dumps outta nowhere. Which I get, cause