Yesterday I was musing to myself and realised how much I had grown up over the last couple years, not physically but emotionally.
A little back story:
Maybe about 6-7 years ago, I felt tired and sick of everything and everyone arou
Well, today was the day that DMcD moved from living 20-30 minutes away from me to 3.5-4 hours away from me.
I wish he would've told me that he was going to be moving earlier on in our conversations. I had my distance range on bumble set to "within x
Today is Rakshabandhan , my favourite festival , and my henna
designing is getting better and
better , I'm just waiting for my
brother to come out of the washroom
he spends too much time in there, lol.
I can't sleep since last night. It's already 7:30 and I'm just waiting for 9AM online orientation about the school learning/teaching platform.
I guess I'd be sleeping while watching it. I hope my head will not fall on the laptop's scr
Today I'm doing something new...
In the past I've written down my thoughts and stories in other social platforms hoping to find a community full of other writers like myself. Instead I was met with absence so I continued my search for
I cant believe I'm writing this..it's so ridiculous, but if I could, I'd scream from the top of the tallest tower in NYC, that today I made the best mayo in the world. :D
It tasted better than any mayo I had tasted in any restaurant
So I had a panic attack in front of my mom today. She confronted me and I realized it actually triggers my anxiety a lot more now whenever I'm caught in a conflict. I hate what I've become. I wasn't always this weak. I was a happy kid.
Dear Diary, I decided to write again my thoughts in a diary. I don't know, I feel so sad these days and I don't have anyone to talk right now.
I had a call with my mom and lashed out all my frustrations about my aunt and everyone I am temporaril
A month from now my life will start changing. I will no longer be a teacher and I won't be seeing my friends for a long time, probably never. A month from now we will move to a smaller house to continue saving up so we can go back home.
Dear Diary, 🤤
So update from not having an all day text 🤔 , I sent him a song and he sent me another song back! A nice one. He got the hint and we been back and forth with it just sending each other songs. And love songs too.
This is weird co
Dear Diary, I feel I want a big house. It just funny with the reason I want new house because I want more privacy and don't want to have neighbours. But I'm not grateful enough to think about homeless who doesn't have their own home. Maybe I need to
Was in a toxic relationship(He was verbally abusive) last year and he kept breaking up and coming back to me and made me feel like a terrible person and guilted me like I'm not the type of girlfriend that'll support their boyfriends no
What do I need? Honestly? I need to cry, to be held and listened to. To not be judged for my reactions, for my endless rambles. To grieve everything I've lost, so quick in their procession. I know some of them aren't gone but I can't go back to befor