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August 08, 2022
Well once again I'm off work and will be, at least until this side of Christmas. A lot of people reading this will have no idea about mental health, and certainly no clue about bipolar disorder. Well that's what I have. It will never leave me and, if
August 08, 2022
Dear Diary,  It's the best month for me ever. I fancy soaking up the son while reading a book on the balcony. It's so fresh. Before going to sleep, I overthink how to change my life intentionally by neglecting the weaknesses of my frustrating perso
August 08, 2022
Aaj raat phir mann hua ki lambi neend sojaon Par zimmedario ne, rishto ne jagaye rakhaAb bht mushkil hota jarha hai khud ko hosh mei rakhnaZra bhi din hota nazar nhi aarha hai
August 08, 2022
Dear Diary, All my life, I have been a little weird I felt. So, I have no inclination or motivation towards money unlike most people. One can say I am a miser, but I am not even that. I rarely shop for clothes, never cared much for fashion, neve
You are the reason
Dear Diary, Don't turn your back on love, don't you ever turn your back on true love, because one day darkness may take it away from you and you may never get it back.
Thinking about
Dear Diary, I'm thinking about something that's very beautiful, something that's very amazing, something that's very special, something that's very extraordinary, something that's divine, something that's magnificent, something that truly is uni
food
Dear Diary, my relationship with food is complicated. i suppose i should preface with this a trigger warning. it’s nothing extreme, just complicated… the way i view my body fluctuates greatly, but i do find that i almost always pay attention to my s
Que Sera Sera
Dear Diary, When I was just a little girl I asked my mother, "What will I be? Will I be pretty? Will I be rich?" Here's what she said to me Que sera, sera Whatever will be, will be The future's not ours to see Que sera, sera What will be, will b
August 07, 2022
Dear Diary, Its not good to be a good man. Today i wish i wasn't a good person. I wish i were a bad person, i wish i were mean and selfish... Ohh i dont have strength to write this. I wish i could take a sleeping pill and just sleep.  When i
August 07, 2022 #245
Dear Diary, I’m tired 🥱 I needed to go out to attend relative meeting with my family. It took almost all day.  After we came home we watched Belle. That was really nice. My parents keep saying it was kinda difficult to understand. My mom was sec
August 07, 2022
Dear Diary, Today, I’m here to open my heart willingly instead of running away from my life. So I mean, I don't want to talk about my day as it's my day off so I'm just chilling out and hanging out with my parents. But I want to tell you my lovely
23. Mind
My mind is restless. It wants to be free. Thoughts are such simple and powerful things. We’re thinking it; forming words and grouping them into sentences. But we can not stop thinking it, can neither pause the word formation nor stop it from turning
August 07, 2022 (6Aug)
Dear Diary, Although its 1:25am so Happy friendship day. Dear diary, I made a blunder right now instead of making my public account business profile, I switched my personal private Instagram account as business account by mistake. I realised this
best zilla verse
all killer no filler, yea im actin crazy i cant handle my liquor, okayyy, all killer no filler yea i wanna fuck some bitch come open my zipper, wassup
Serendipity
Dear Diary, Yup. It's all about Serendipity. It appears to be so. Not sure how it's connected, how Universal songs that Universe sent to me are connected, and what's the message from the Universe, but I'll see the movie ASAP to figure it out. =)