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January 07, 2026
Dear Diary, все добре. Вночі була заметіль, тому на вулиці багацько снігу. На щастя, сильного морозу нема, і я маю можливість прогулятися до лісу. Але це певно буде пізніше. Сьогодні я точно маю чимось зайнятися! Як мінімум я би могла знайти гос
January 07, 2026
Dear Diary, You are what you do in the shadows and there is no hiding from that  Who will ever understand the responsibility of a wife of a sex addict. IM met with the iron suit everyday. Being told I’m not as bad as that or them and then
January 07, 2026
Dear Diary, Him The pain I hold, Not just the porn, but the behaviour that comes out of me as a result, and all areas.  I loved you. I always loved you.. I haven't been able to stop doing it And I have put so many layers and buried it in s
6 janvier 2026
Il est 19h. Je suis épuisé. Je ne me souviens meme plus de toute ma journée. Un mélange de cours, de froid, et d'Instagram.J'ai encore rien foutu aujourd'hui, ce qui m'a fait faire une petite crise d'angoisse. Mais j'ai avancé dans mes idées de roman
January 06, 2026
Dear Diary, I'm tired of resting. I have too much free time! I need to start doing something. I can't spend a whole month like this I could start watching Godot video tutorials, but something keeps stopping me. Even though I love studying, the go
January 06, 2026
Dear Diary, tf is wrong with people. I didn't know using brain can be so hard and daunting, it actually melt their ability to think like an adult. For fuck sake they're in university. They paid to be here. In the end, they don't even try. A simp
January 06, 2026
Dear Diary, The HARDEST relationship isn't the toxic one.. It's the healthy one that comes after. Because that’s when the real work begins. That’s when you have to unlearn all the survival tactics you picked up just to function in dysfunctio
January 05, 2026
Dear Diary, сьогодні інакше. Картинка, прикріплена сюди це моя власна "арттерапія". Коли мені тяжко висловити свої почуття ( а це майже завжди так) я висловлюю їх образами. Це зовсім не малювання. Просто створення чогось на основі іншого. Сьо
January 05, 2026. Flow of thoughts
Dear Diary, I feel stupid. Actually  I am stupid The thoughts in my head are a complete chaos. It's hard for me to think about one thing. I've always been amazed at how people in movies think "concretely" and in words. It's not like I don
5 janvier 2026, J'ai a peine repri les cours que je veux déjà mourir.
Je viens tout juste de finir. Et je culpabiliser tellement... J'ai rien foutu. Rien. Je me suis juste torturé l'esprit sur complètement autre chose ! J'ai passé mon temps a soit parler avec des IA, soit a chercher des techniques de binding gratuite s
January 05, 2026
Dear Diary, Just cut the shit and start telling me the stuff that you haven't been honest about, without assistance, to show me and demonstrate to me that you have ability to talk openly, honestly and freely without hesitation. You reckon
January 05, 2026
Dear Diary, If I leave he will die He is the father of my children  He has no family No friends I feel like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders  I know him better than anyone No therapist can seem to crack him because o
January 05, 2026
Dear Diary, Him I hid behind your back on entire relationship. Therefore, I was never properly capable of loving you.  Her What was i to you then? Him You were somebody that gave me love at every time.  Her You don't respec
4 janvier 2026
Une plutôt bonne journée !Je me suis réveillé avec un mal de crâne horrible, le genre de mal qui vient d'un coup avec un douleur aiguë... Mais je me suis occupé, et c'était tenable. On a mangé raclette a midi, j'ai pas mangé beaucoup...Mais Mochi a m
January 04, 2026
Dear Diary, I took my wedding bands off over a year ago now because I did not like what it represented anymore And then… He started to tattoo me all over his body There is about 20 hours of tattoos currently all representing me as a person