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Dear Diary, omg finally this is back. something happend here past few days? isnt it?? please reply anybody? or else is it a my region problem?

Dear Diary, Hi, Today is Saturday, 19:41.. I am feeling very anxious right now. Maybe I know why... Today, I wasn't productive at all...I am feeling that my heart is sinking right now. I worked very less today...I skipped my gym as well...

Dear FutureMe, I hope you're still consistently hitting the gym. Remember you started going to the gym on the 1st of May 2025 during your service year? compare your current physique from back then to now. How fit are you now? Are you proud of your tr

Dear Diary, i feel like my teenage life went smoothly plus roughly. i know i have some traits built up bcz of past traumas. i have experienced different kind of mental status in different time lines.i have learnt one thing, if i suffer today for

hi diary, yesterday was a fantastic day. i had my class. when i come back, there was a guy who makes umbrella parts. i suddenly remembered omg my umbrella has bit broken and lets give it a try. guess what, when i was on the way to home, after my fin

I'm wondering if I'm doing this out of pure habit at this point. If that's the case, it fucking sucks. If I could at least have the decency to not retain a part of my heart for myself, maybe I wouldn't be in this situation. Or maybe I would. Yeah, I

Dear Diary, been busy almost whole day. the work, i am learning and slowly becoming as what i wanted to be. 16 years old me would never believe i would handle all the phone calls almost whole day for mintues. she'd think that's a lie but it is not 

I CANT DO IT ANYMORE! AGAIN! i just came from church chorus and i find a empty can in his pocket! WHY?! I HATE HIM! HE DOESNT CARE! 4 DAYS A ROW! FOR DAMN USELESS DAYS OF FORGIVING! WHY GOD?  - hate you dad! you broke my trust too many times!

Well, well, well. The audacity of this man is crazy! the people who have read my previous post know who this so called "man" is. So yesterday, AND before yesterday! he drunk! well.... WHY GOD? why again today! im ONLY 12! I SHOULDNT HAVE TO DEAL WITH

I cant belive my dad. on June 17 i found out my dad had drank... AGAIN! And yesterrday AFTER CHURCH! I foun 5 fucking cans... 25 ounces each! that is 125 ounces! WHY? I FORGAVE HIM  YESTERDAY! AND NOW MY OWN MOTHER IS BETRAYING ME!WHAT DO I DO?

Dear Diary, Help. I was thinking about is it obvious when people like? like there's signal or not? because i feel like i am not deserved to loved. idk from childhood maybe family problems and everything. like liking as in crush kinda thing yk. D

Dear Diary, im not a teen anymore. and i think i gave me the best gift after 5 yrs. feeling soooo sooooo sooo satisfied.

Dear Diary, Hi, it's 10pm What should I say about the day, I was anxious the whole day...I wanted to talk to him...to check if he is doing okay or not...but I didn't want to call him as well as he might be in the office or if he gets triggered

Am i wrong for not wanting to talk to my dad after yesterday? i thought he had stopped drinking.... but I WAS WRONG! yesterday i found 2 cans.... not small ones... 50 ounces.... larger than my computer... It hurt... I ACTUALLY BELIVED HE HAD CHANGED!

Never really had a diary before but I have going through a lot and have a lot of things built up inside. It’s hard to express these emotions and talk to others due to my bad social anxiety.  Things lately in my life have been terrible. I’ve been sick