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September 20, 2020
Dear Diary, you know how you sometimes wish you could go back to bed and then wake up and start the day over? Yep, this is one of those days sigh. And it's barely begin.  So I'm trying to decide if I'm going to go back to bed or not.  Hmm...Okay I de
Everything is over
She just talked about maybe meeting a guy from Tinder, but she isn't sure because of his height. That tells me she doesn't care about me 😥😥😥 And now I'm stuck on a hike with her for hours, having to hide my feelings 😥
September 19, 2020
This morning when J and I woke up, his head felt warm, but he didn't really have a fever. If I remember correctly, he had a temperature of 99.6 and I was at 99.3 at about 7:30am. I went back to sleep. I woke up around 3pm. My parents told me that J h
September 20, 2020
Dear Diary, I'm having another late night panic attack. It just won't calm down even though I want to sleep. I have to keep thinking about what could have been. If a girl had been interested in me in my teens. It would have been so wonderful. We
September 20, 2020
Dear Diary, I just finished a novel. Hooray. So I can't wait what book should I choose for next. Is it romance, or historical fiction, or crime investigation, or comedy.
Blessings
Dear Diary, How far will we go with our submission, our addiction, and our dependence on these things that exist exactly to make us submissive, to make us addictive, and to make us dependent on them? Will we let this addiction, this submission,
September 18, 2020
I'm quite overdue for an update. I did spend two days with Da in a hotel and it went well, but I've been too busy and too tired to write about it. Warning: adult content ahead. Da retrieved me from my house on Monday, September 14th around noon. The
September 18, 2020
Dear Diary, and Florence Farah, I hope u don't mind my talking to u. Anyway, the thing about those people who tell u to just get over it don't know what it's like to be in your place. And even if they had-they still don't know what it's like for you.
September 19, 2020
Dear Diary,Darling ghost, When disappointments hit you, you fail to understand promises. When you get stabs in the back all the time, you see good intentions through the eyes of a blind old man who has always heard of blossoming, yet never experience
September 19, 2020
Dear Diary, a few things that happened the last few days. On the 15th Belle and I didn't talk much. But out of nowhere she sends me a text "By the way this is the best Love song ever imo" It was Annies Song by John Denver. It is really good.
September 18, 2020
Dear Diary,  I never thought that at the age of 34 years old, I would be this fuxking lonely. I thought forsure that I would be married sitting with my husband talking about werid shit, while the kids are running around like they are bat shit cra
September 18, 2020
Dear Diary, You know when you fall down the hole and reach its ground, there's only one place you can go, and that place isn't on the left, for there's a wall, that place isn't on the right, for there's also a wall, and it definitely isn't below
September 18, 2020
Dear Diary, I definitely admit that what I'm about to say is I have never cheated on anyone, but I have definitely cheated with someone, meaning I got with someone that was married, and I also have been cheated on, but you know what lesson learn
September 18, 2020
Dear Diary, In life you've got two choices that are ALWAYS available to you to choose. First choice is a good choice, choice that's positive, and choice that's correct. Second choice is a bad choice, choice that's negative, and choice that's not
September 17, 2020
Dear Diary, When you do something about your life you are always one step ahead of hundreds of thousands if not hundreds of millions who do absolutely nothing about their lives. To achieve is always to do, always was and always will be, because if