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Dear diary, I’m honestly amazed at how she keeps playing with me and my feelings without even being here. She still controls me, my mood, while being with someone else. I just want to ask: why does she need all this? She wanted peace. She made he

He fell first, she fell harder... Whatever he felt last sem b4 our exam break started and he said How am I going to live w/o seeing her for 12 days, I feel it now. We have winter vacay and I am gonna miss him crazy. Last class, we didn't get to talk

I have list of all things that eats me up.  The kind of words that nudges me to shatter the mirror. The kind that enable my anxiety. Those wanton words, you said frivilously, scratches the very inch of my skin. The ones that make me want to cut my bo

Dear Diary, My loved ones just asked me if I'm okey.  But how can I tell them I'm not and I never will be. Even with him by my side, I'm not okey. I have depression, anxiety and more and it's easier wit him by my side but I was like this before

I saw him in my dreams again. It's now the 3rd time. At this point I am more into him than he is. Basically, it was us roaming the Uni, then I thought he had disappeared. To my surprise, he wasn't. He appeared like a saviour from the fog, then we sha

Today is grey and dreary. Much like my mood lately. It's not cold but there's a chill in my bones that I can't shake. This time of year is always a let down to me. I guess ever since the kids have grown the "magic" is gone. The stress use to be worth

Sexual fantasy No. 233: he steps into my shoes and feels every single thing I went through, and only then realises what sort of person he actually is

Dear Diary, I'm just lazy, right? That's what everyone tells me, what I heard so often now.  But they don't know the Fight I am fighting every day. I should just pull through and keep a Job, but they don't know that every morning I open my eye

Dear JK,            Who do you talk to when nobody understands your language? I don't know who I am anymore, I am loosing myself and I hate it. I hate the place I am in, the people I talk to, things that I am doing all because I have to. I am not l

He's such a good influence. I got inspired by his 6 tutions and that staggering amount of monthly income, I started doing my own project again. Done a lot of washing, cleaning, and work today.

Dear Diary,So 5th standard I like someone else  his name is dishant and we were childhood friends we have a trio anvay me and dishant and I start liking dishant he was mature and helpfull and kind and on the other hand anvay was childish and he was h

😍😍😍 I hope a love story will occur here !!

I don’t even know why I’m putting not in private but I feel awful: physically, mentally, emotionally. I’m so sick it makes me throw up. The worst part is knowing I can’t sleep because the pain inside is so strong it’s coming out physically. It fee

I had the desire to find a space for my thoughts today and as such here I am. I can’t help but feel a certain tangible weight these days. I often find myself ruminating on the state of the world recently, we have become morally bankrupt, people are b

Why'd he ask if my Uni crush is his roommate.. generational aura loss. I just hope his roommate doesnt start hating me or anything cuz I had replied with Ew lol. And didnt give any reason. Yk lately though, the fact that I kinda had a subtle thing bo