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After the tequila I drank last night, the day felt a little messy, like I was moving through a haze. But I still managed to put up the Christmas tree and decorate it, which made the room instantly feel festive. Lunch was lovely, and dinner was even m

Emotions, no matter how intense, don’t become love by mere existence. Without choice, without risk, without accountability, they are nothing but convenient experiences, a way to feel important while avoiding responsibility. A heart that changes noth

Dear Diary, Bad idea, bad idea, bad idea.... 😣 It was a very bad idea visiting profiles of my classmates from high school and college because here I am again feeling like utter shit 😣 I keep comparing myself, I can't help it. This one girl

Dear Diary, Five days till Christmas... "It's the most beautiful time of the year." No... No.... It's not. It's when I'm most miserable 😣  All these happy families.... These happy couples... These happy friends... Lord 😓 My

Dear Diary, In my desperation to find company, I tried to reach out to a few friends. One's too busy. The other not showing any interest to meet. Drifted too far apart with another that meeting with her gives me anxiety. Besides, we live a completely

There's the right path, and then there's the wrong path. If you choose the right path, you don't choose the wrong path, if you choose the wrong path, you don't choose the right path. By choosing the right path, you choose to elevate your life, by cho

Might or might not confess.. The way we are going, and building our connection, it's rather built on pretension and lies. And if communicating like adults, could help why not go forth with it? We could never be friends. At least, knowing all this, w

I know that you know just how much I love you. I know that you know just how much you mean to me. I know that you know that I don't want to imagine to live the rest of my life without you. I know that you know that I think about you every single day.

Dear Diary, today I went out with some colleagues and we had a few cocktails in different places, and then at 11 pm, instead of doing what I usually do and lying in bed, we went out for tequila. I’d never had tequila in my life, at my age, and they d

If you truly love someone, if you can truly imagine to live the rest of your life with them, or better said, if you cannot imagine to live the rest of your life without them, just tell them how you feel, just tell them how they make you feel, just te

Hi there, this is my first entry. Truly hope to be consistent and upload as frequently as possible. I want to treat is as my journel.  It just make to me happy to write bcoz its the best way i can express myself.  ~ Chitra

Dear Diary, I don’t feel okay. Had a bit of alcohol to calm myself down and just want to stop feeling this anxiety and pain. I hate it when someone close to me tries to manipulate me, and when the same thing happens all over again. I can feel it com

On the 11th, I embraced my connection. On the 12th, I did not wipe every inch of my apartment. On the 13th,  I took it slow. But then I got sick.On the 14th, I worked On the 15th, I worked On the 16th, I worked like a slave, but I did something I am

If he continues like this, he's gonna have to repeat the whole fucking course.  So he came from the 2nd class today. I asked him if his throat is better now. He replied yeah. Then I complained how he misses classes. He was wearing this cute harry po

Who am I? I ask the sea. I search amidst its blue, its waves dancing to their own beat. All sadness is left to stew, as I’m slowly dragged from my seat. For a while, I’m engulfed in the past, but silence is all that lasts. The sunray and salt