Dear Diary,
Today was rough. I had two therapy sessions and I’m worn out from it.
I need to try and do better with my life. How? Where do I begin? I don’t know how. I really don’t.
My uncle Shane has tomorrow off so I don’t have to see my caseworker tomorrow. I can just stay home. I think I might just sleep the day away. I feel guilty about that.
It is so hard to think about anything now. I want to avoid and redirect. So sleep will help with that. Which won’t help me better myself.
I know I have to actually deal with my problems but I can’t. At least not everyday, all day.
Kemper has been on my mind a lot. I wonder if he thinks about me at all. Does he miss me? I miss him.