Dear Diary,
I know one session of therapy doesn’t miraculously change anything but I don’t feel even a little bit better.
I also was sent an obituary of one of my old friends from back home. She died unexpectedly, they are doing an autopsy to figure it out, she was negative for COVID. She is my age. I don’t know how I feel about it. It is so surreal that people my age die, even though I know they do everyday. I feel like I should be more remorseful as we were once friends.
Ryan won’t stop emailing me or messaging me. I don’t know how to be any more direct with him about backing off. I think my email is going to be deactivated soon if he keeps it up.