Eternalighting's Dear Diary

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I am my family's retirement plan.
Dear Diary, I am my family's retirement plan. As the eldest daughter, I am overwhelmed with all the responsibilities that I didn't sign up for. I don't want any of these, but, do I have a choice? Guilt will always be there. Guilt will always pul
Dec 21
November 16, 2020
Dear Diary, I can't do it anymore. Every day is getting harder and I feel like I'm drowning myself in my self-hatred. I just want it to end. I have so much to let off my chest and I've seen some people use this website as a joke but I'm using it as a
Nov 17
#15 December 08, 2024
(Feelings of unworthiness)  Dear Diary, Feelings of unworthiness make me feel like I am empty, knowing very well I am an ocean filled with beauty.This emptiness hidden beneath the beauty makes me feel this unworthy that I fail to recognise I am hi
Dec 08
#14 April 28, 2024
Dear Diary, One doesn't know what one wants. One feels tired of fighting all the illusions one has created in one's mind. One wonders why one keeps thinking about all those people who gave nothing to oneself except traumatic memories. One wonders w
Apr 28
#13 December 18, 2023
Dear Diary, One is feeling like one desires to express oneself. One feels like one desires to express one's sexuality. One feels like one needs an illusion to feel one is connected to someone else. One wonders if one is alie. One hates the One w
Dec 18
#12 December 18, 2023
Dear Diary, One is wanting validation from oneself, while making oneself feel like one is wanting validation from the people existing in the physical world. One is experiencing anxiety because one is running after stuff which will come into existen
Dec 18
#11 December 18, 2023
Dear Diary, I don't know what to write. I am trying to make sense of my feelings and my thoughts. One is wanting validation from the illusions one created in one's own mind. Illusion of a teacher, illusion of a father, illusion of a mother, illu
Dec 18
#10 December 08, 2023
(Perfectionism) Dear Diary, One asks oneself what it's like being a perfectionist. One looks at oneself and finds oneself in misery. One is struggling, one is suffering. One wonders if being an imperfectionist is one's reality.
Dec 08
#9 December 08, 2023
(What are they thinking?) Dear Diary, Life is not about what they might be thinking. Life is not about what they will think. Life is all about the realization of the illusions one's mind creates. One is not afraid of what others might be thinki
Dec 08
#8 November 19, 2023
(Feelings of loneliness) Dear Diary, One doesn't know what to write about. About feelings of loneliness or feelings of regret about what one did yesterday. One is sinking in feelings of despair, feeling powerless and vulnerable. Feeling insecure
Nov 19
#7 November 19, 2023
(Loneliness) Dear Diary, These constant feelings of being left alone, these constant feelings of feeling left alone, these constant feelings of not being supported by the ones one consider important, the ones one care about. These constant feel
Nov 19
#6 November 19, 2023
(Addictions) Dear Diary, Addictions; a pathway to destruction of one's soul. Feelings of lust which are overpowering oneself, one's mind and one's thoughts. Given in to that feeling multiple times, given in to this illusion of someone making on
Nov 19
#5 November 19, 2023
(Reality of dreams) Dear Diary, Dreams happening in my subconscious, dreams; a part of my life, nightmares; a part of the deepest scars of my mind. One wonders what they want to show. One wonders what they want to teach.Feelings of fear and par
Nov 19
#4 November 18, 2023
(Illusioned mind) Dear Diary, For you're mine; said the mind to oneself feeling like it was talking to the illusion of the being it was creating feelings of love for. For you gotta be mine; said the ego to the the illusion of it's piece of desi
Nov 18
#3 November 18, 2023
(Ups and downs) Dear Diary, For life is all about ups and downs. Feelings of despair and agony leading to an ocean of tragedy and misery. Hope is nowhere to be found, hidden beneath layers of self-pity and self-denial. Does hope tend to cease?
Nov 18
#2 November 08, 2023
(Feeling like shit) Dear Diary, I feel like shit. I am not able to study since last 2 months. I am feeling terrible about the fact I couldn't prepare for my exams. I feel like shit. I want to cry. I want to cry, I just want to cry, I just want
Nov 08
#1 November 06, 2023
(Feeling like shit) Dear Diary, I feel like shit. The reason I am saying this is because of the fact I feel like I am wasting my time. I am tired of overthinking, I am tired of overeating, I am tired of dissappointing myself. I am tired of feel
Nov 06
November 28, 2019
Dear Diary, everyone is afraid of something my biggest fear is having no bestfriends and end alone en you wanna know what it did happen what do I have too do new everyone has his buddy and his soul mates but I I am alone at all I have been calling a
Nov 28
November 28, 2019
Dear Diary,I am eating breakfast how do you eat it sweet or savory?
Nov 28
November 27, 2019
Dear Diary, I just solved a problem my friends are back together but there is still one problem I have beeing friend zoned she was my bestfriend but new we just friends
Nov 27
November 18, 2019
Dear Diary,I stumble and fall, I run till I am breathless just to follow my dreams cause I am not giving up I will do everything to follow my dream and I will promise it will come out and you guys what are you're dreams
Nov 18
November 17, 2019
Dear Diary, I am tassnim I wanna be actress and you guys what do you wanna be in the future
Nov 17
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