#15 December 08, 2024

(Feelings of unworthiness) 

Dear Diary,

Feelings of unworthiness make me feel like I am empty, knowing very well I am an ocean filled with beauty.This emptiness hidden beneath the beauty makes me feel this unworthy that I fail to recognise I am hidden beneath beauty. I am beautiful, yet I feel so unworthy. These deep feelings of unworthiness just want to be seen and felt, these feelings desire my love and acceptance. I fail to love and accept them so many times, because I fail to see that beauty can only be felt when these feelings of unworthiness dissolve beneath the beauty. Would dissolving these feelings of unworthiness will make the beauty dull? I guess so, it'll make the beauty authentically dull. Dull, yet authenticall beautiful because these feelings of unworthiness were there to show me my authentic beauty.