(Reality of dreams)
Dear Diary,
Dreams happening in my subconscious, dreams; a part of my life, nightmares; a part of the deepest scars of my mind. One wonders what they want to show. One wonders what they want to teach.Feelings of fear and paranoia leading to a river of self-hatred and self-destruction. One wonders if things cpuld go wrong. One wonders if things were meant to go wrong. One wonders why one isn't able to fathom the reality of this life. One wonders why one isn't able to fathom the reality of the illusions one's mind creates. This illusion of not feeling safe and stable, this illusion of being paranoid about the damage others might cause. Oen wonders if it's others who are damaging oneself. One wonders if it's one's own mind which is creating illusions of being damaged by the ones who want to damage within the illusion mind created. One wonders if it's love which is talking. One wonders if it's hate which is screaming. Mind is creating this illusion.