App's Dear Diary

November 12, 2023
Dear Diary, A pitch black boiling hot shower burning the cuts on my legs with music in the background is heaven to me for some reason.
Nov 12
September 18, 2023
Dear Diary, I feel like I'm waiting for someone who doesn't care about me or want me anymore if they ever really even did to begin with. I'd gotten nonstop reassurance that she was happy and that I was doing everything right but then one day it
Sep 18
July 02, 2023
You tell him you love him but then leave so did you really even love him?  Or did you just love the fact that he gave you affection and attention?  Why did you mentally drain him when you could have just left him alone? He  cared for you an
Jul 02
June 02, 2023
Dear Diary, It's been a while since I've written but to be fair there hasn't been a whole lot of interesting things to write about for the last couple months so I'll give an overall summary of what my life has been for the last 3 months because
Jun 02
April 28, 2023
Dear Diary, I don't know why it's been so much recently, but I just can't get her off my mind all the time. I'm just thinking about her I'm checking social media to see if she posted anything, and I'm hoping she texts me, but I'm also hoping tha
Apr 28
April 22, 2023
Dear Diary, I don't feel lonely in the way I wish I did. Not that I wish to feel lonely but I'd rather just feel alone than have her on my mind all the time. She's in my thoughts, my dreams, anything I do and everywhere I go shes just there. I c
Apr 22
April 11, 2023
Dear Diary, Working this job hurts. Everything from my feet to back is pulsing in pain while I work.  I hate this job but at the very least its a stepping stone to something potentially greater.
Apr 11
March 10, 2023
Dear Diary, I think what I hate most about my life is how lonely it is. When I look down at my phone I see the time and realize hours have gone by but theres no texts from anybody, no friends, family, or anyone else.  I moved out from my fam
Mar 11
February 23, 2023
Dear Diary, Out of nowhere she (my ex) texted me late at night. "I wanted to tell you that I forgive you for everything bad that you did to me. todays the day i finally moved on. good luck in your future [name]." I didn't expect a text from
Feb 23
February 19, 2023
Dear Diary, I been watching a lot of entertainment recently, it keeps me distracted from my own reality.  Under normal circumstances I adore romance in tv shows and movies but after my recent break up everything romantic related just brings
Feb 19
February 18, 2023
Dear Diary, I've heard a few times people think someone committing suicide is a selfish  act because the damage done to those around them, because they're throwing away life and everything anyone has given to them or did for them goes to waste. 
Feb 18
February 18, 2023
Dear Diary, I woke up around 12am tonight in my desk chair, from glancing at my computer screen I saw my alt discord account had a notification. Excitement built but I also knew it could've just been from a server.  To my surprise Van actually
Feb 18
February 16, 2023
Dear Diary, I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of holding myself back from self harm.  I'm tired of being depressed over my break up. I'm tired of failure.  I'm tired of love. I'm tired of emotions.  I'm tired of being nu
Feb 17
February 14, 2023
Dear Diary, Recently on a social platform I changed my profile picture from its normal one. It was never of my real face, simply an animated character. Today I changed it to a picture I found cute, because theres 2 characters in it people often
Feb 14
February 09, 2023
Dear Diary, Given that me and my previous girlfriend have been broken up for 5-6 weeks now, it's been forcing me to think more carefully about who I choose next or who I let choose me. With each girl I've dated there was usually a thing or two t
Feb 09