App's Dear Diary

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October 17, 2021
Dear Diary, Today we finally figured out why her mom doesn't like me.  She said it's because I have no initiative in life, that I'd rather sit alone in my room than go out and do the things she enjoys. She says that she'd be better off with
Oct 18
October 09, 2021
Dear Diary, I didn't sleep last night, I couldn't.  My mind is too full of thoughts, mostly about my relationship with her, where she'll be today and who she'll be with.  Its like I'm in a room split in half by a glass window. On one side i
Oct 09
October 09, 2021
Dear Diary, She's been with someone else for some weeks now, not necessarily officially the entire time but everyone including myself knew that they were an inevitable couple. Tomorrow is homecoming, I of course won't be going nor was I asked b
Oct 09
October 08, 2021
Dear Diary, Life is both very bitter but also sweet right now. My life revolves around her so I sort of have to accept that temporary consequence.
Oct 08
Fair Break 2021 Sep 27th - Oct 2nd
Dear Diary,  Fair break is something our county does every year, its a week long amusement park that we get out of school for anddd this is what happened that week. Monday (sort of): Today or I guess technically this week, I lost a friend
Oct 03
October 01, 2021
I've started branching out a little as far as hanging out with other people. I'm so alone all the time that I'm just hoping somebody invites me to hang out. At this point I don't even care who. An old friend of mine invited me to come over earlier th
Oct 02
October 01, 2021
Dear Diary, I'm so lonely, I've never felt so alone. I have nobody left, nobody to lean on, nobody's shoulder to cry on.
Oct 01
September 29, 2021
Dear Diary, It's hard not to give up a lot of the time. Nothing in my life is going well, or even okay, literally nothing.  The best thing within the last 2 months was finally getting a friend and we hung out Monday night.  I'm alone, th
Sep 30
September 29, 2021
Dear Diary, For the last couple weeks I've been just sitting in parkinglots, sometimes with some food. For hours and hours I just sit in my car on my phone or relaxing to the radio.  I have so much free time. Some people my age have told me t
Sep 29
September 28, 2021
Dear Diary, I just found out that it is a proven psychological fact that you can be addicted to someone the same way you can with drugs or alcohol, and when they leave you, your brain goes through withdrawal. I had already assumed it before
Sep 28
September 25, 2021
Dear Diary, It takes a lot to love someone who's never been loved the right way. It takes so much time and patience. You have to be willing to work with your person, to teach them things they've never been taught and to love them like nobody els
Sep 25
September 25, 2021
Dear Diary, Sleep is so peaceful, the silence is beautiful and its an escape from the demons that haunt me in my awoken hours. There's no fear to be felt, no "what ifs", no overthinking when I can't think, its just nothingness. Is it so bad
Sep 25
September 22, 2021
Dear Diary, I wish things were easier for her right now. When things get tough, I wish I could hold her. When she's unhappy, mad, lonely, or just having a terrible day I wish I could hold her. I wish life wasn't so difficult for her because she'
Sep 22
September 22, 2021
Dear Diary, Man... parking the furthest possible distance from the school has its benefits but so many cons. A long walk, plus dealing with rain,snow, heat, etc... the entire walk. And right now it's pouring rain. Save me.
Sep 22
September 21, 2021
Dear Diary, Today she kinda blatantly said she was disappointed this guy didn't ask her out. It was upsetting to hear. Sigh. I hate that she wants someone other than me and would go that far to say she was disappointed she didn't belong to some
Sep 22