Lydia Rose 's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, Another lovely migraine yesterday, definitely the worst one I've ever had, which is saying something. I genuinely wanted to die, fuck the pain was just... Worse than ever I guess.  It crept up on me, and in like 20 minutes it was ov

Dear Diary,  I closed the door on the good lord and renounced any piety the day my ideal was pronounced as only a dream. Maybe in my nuance I lost the scraps of certainty I could've leaned on. Sometimes I condemn my own doubts, how easy it would all

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I suppose I forever will be seduced by pretty words, no matter the thorns that come with.

You, with your feathered wings as brash as bark and your heart a soft big thing.Me, body devoid of angles, my pointed soul sharp and hiding.  Peeking through your fingers, your polished smile for once cracked and bent,A wrinkle as intruder on my stoi

Dear Diary,  I've noticed I'm having a hard time looking at myself in the mirror. Sometimes I catch a glimpse and my whole body cringes. Some days I find myself ugly, some days ok, some days even pretty. But lately, I find myself avoiding that dilemm

My Dear,  You, with your ashen face matching the rainy clouds, with your red eyes reflecting the suns, with your golden palms stretching out and molding the world, you, with lightning coursing across your back, how you will shake when your hands hold

It was worse than I could've ever imagined. I'm pretty sure I won't see my sister for a while. I fucking hate myself.

Today isn't going to be fun. I don't know what I'm going to say, my hands are shaking, my stomach hurts, I can hear my heart in my head, it feels like my entire body is trembling so much that it's gonna crumble. I hate this so much, it's so stupid. I

In my head I'm searching for Zelda.

I too, fear that God doesn't care about miniature donkeys. And I don't even believe in God.

Would it be a crime to be good to myself? In what prison of my own making will I be locked in if I show myself kindness? Who's judge's gavel will come crashing down if I warm my own heart? What invisible audience will condemn me for my self acceptanc

Dear Stranger, As always, I was an idiot and I didn't go to the pharmacy Friday so now I've been going cold turkey from anti depressants for 24 hours. There's nothing quite as a weird as anti depressant withdrawal. I feel like my brain zaps every

Dear Stranger,  You know what? It's a good day today. There's nothing about it that makes it particularly better than most days, nothing I can put my finger on anyway. In fact, I'm on my period, my back, head, and stomach hurts, and still, it's a

Dear Stranger, Today was a tough one. It was stupid, I didn't expect them to be so... Aggressive. It caught me off guard and I started tearing up. Seriously? I feel like I'm still 15, on the verge of tears if anyone raises their voice at me.  It