Lydia Rose 's Dear Diary

Index
November 17, 2024
And the spiral continues. Down and down we go, me myself and I, in a dizzying waltz. Hand in hand, a dance of war and contradiction. One step forward, two steps back, and we spin and spin and spin and spin and spin. Cold wind passes through us, dark
Nov 17
October 20, 2024
Dear Diary, It's getting bad again. Well, worse I mean. I haven't slept in... 27 hours? My brain is mush. Every time a wave of fatigue comes over me I distract myself, let it pass, keep being awake. It's stupid. I don't want to go to sleep becau
Oct 20
October 15, 2024
Pour toi j'irais tout défoncé, les mecs relous les députés 🎶
Oct 15
October 07, 2024
Hozier was right, innocence did die screaming.
Oct 07
September 27, 2024
What's wrong with me? I mean ACTUALLY what is wrong with me? Who the fuck messed up when they made me? Is it because of my anxiety riddled mother who, like her mother before her, never even realized there was potentially something wrong with her beca
Sep 27
September 26, 2024
Zelda day! Zelda day! Nothing else matters, I'm gonna wipe this game clean boi
Sep 26
September 19, 2024
Dear Diary, Me and all my friends, we burned through Paris, holding hands on the rooftops, anger in our hearts, love on our faces. We discovered through secret passages and strobing lights, that we could be unstoppable. Sneaking into the old aba
Sep 19
September 06, 2024
He smelled like lemongrass the first I met him, out by the abandoned gas station we drove to in my red Citroen when I got my license. I expected him to be rough, he certainly looked it, unkempt black hair, the peek of a tattoo beneath his sleeve. But
Sep 06
August 29, 2024
Dear Diary, My rage has grown inside me like a flower since I was a teen, I've clung onto it like I would a dear friend, held it and fed it on the glumest nights. I can see the reflection of it in every other woman I meet. It waits for a phrase,
Aug 29
August 25, 2024
I don't think I like the taste of life very much.
Aug 25
July 29, 2024
I want to drown in you, my dream. I want to hate, and react, I want my face to show every shocked expression of hurt and violence. I want to fight with you, my dream. Claw my way into your heart with that one honest word in a flurry of lies.  I crave
Jul 29
July 07, 2024
Avant toi, je portais dans mes yeux mes éclats de verre de mon coeur brisé. Avant toi, dans ma tête fractionné il y avait des rêves éveillé. Avant toi, c'était la façon dont je marchais, dont je parlais, dont j'existais.Avant toi, je me noyais, me pe
Jul 07
June 28, 2024
Dear Diary, Happy 26th to me 🎉
Jun 28
June 01, 2024
You with your eyes the color of iron and your brilliant teeth,Like a grieving cobra you bite my heart while I sleep, Let the poison make its nest in the warmth of our bed, With fear and with luck we'll transform the mist into rain. Who cares if they
Jun 01
May 28, 2024
The old town, with it's slim, sinous roads paved with shining stones under the rain, grass sprouting in places between the rocks, with it's old houses so close that they're almost melting into one another, with the cathedral standing high above, over
May 28