Tyahrri10's Dear Diary

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July 11, 2025
Has anyone ever felt like the two people who are supposed to support you and believe in you... fell like they betrayed you? My parents betray me all the time... its suffocating.... my dad drinking, mom hating, both not understanding me... And now the
Jul 11
July 09, 2025 I still miss you 💔😭
hey guys i know its been 9 months of misery since my grandpa died... and i know i should have gotten over it already... but for some reason i cant... so i wrote him a letter that i will put here... for grandpa Hey grandpa I know you cannot respon
Jul 09
July 09, 2025
Im back! been 2 days.... some things have happened.... a lot of things. to get started my mom is tryig to ruin my friend ship with my bff! my brother is convincing her that my bff is what has ruined my life! no fucking fair!
Jul 09
June 19, 2025
I CANT DO IT ANYMORE! AGAIN! i just came from church chorus and i find a empty can in his pocket! WHY?! I HATE HIM! HE DOESNT CARE! 4 DAYS A ROW! FOR DAMN USELESS DAYS OF FORGIVING! WHY GOD?  - hate you dad! you broke my trust too many times!
Jun 20
June 19, 2025
Well, well, well. The audacity of this man is crazy! the people who have read my previous post know who this so called "man" is. So yesterday, AND before yesterday! he drunk! well.... WHY GOD? why again today! im ONLY 12! I SHOULDNT HAVE TO DEAL WITH
Jun 19
June 19, 2025
I cant belive my dad. on June 17 i found out my dad had drank... AGAIN! And yesterrday AFTER CHURCH! I foun 5 fucking cans... 25 ounces each! that is 125 ounces! WHY? I FORGAVE HIM  YESTERDAY! AND NOW MY OWN MOTHER IS BETRAYING ME!WHAT DO I DO?
Jun 19
June 18, 2025
Am i wrong for not wanting to talk to my dad after yesterday? i thought he had stopped drinking.... but I WAS WRONG! yesterday i found 2 cans.... not small ones... 50 ounces.... larger than my computer... It hurt... I ACTUALLY BELIVED HE HAD CHANGED!
Jun 18
June 17, 2025
As many know my parents fight a lot. they arent going to seperate but they stilll fight. But today.... i found another can. The people who have been reading my posts know my dad is a alchoholic. well... he drank again. but this tim it was 2 cans. usu
Jun 18
June 17, 2025
I want to thank all the people who prayed for my cousin! but i want to give a personal thank you to boo Italy! Thank you so much for the support you gave me! and thank you so so much for praying for him! he is alright! he will be staying at the hospi
Jun 18
June 17, 2025
i searched up how long it takes for the appendix to explode!!!! it says 48 hours!!!! it has already been 48 hours!!!!! he hasnt been operated yet!!!! PLEASE DONT LET HIM DIE GOD! PLEASE I BEG YOU
Jun 17
June 17, 2025
IDK how mant cristans there are here but if there are i want to ask a favor My 16 year old cousin Samuel is haveing surgery. he is having it in the appendix. the pain started yesterdayat 6 pm. he is at the hospital right now. the surgery hasnt st
Jun 17
June 15, 2025
IM COOKED!!! ROSTED!!! BURNED!!! I LOST MY DIARY!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE WRITTEN REALLY PERSONAL THINGS IN THAT DIARY!!!! I wont say what school i go to but im sure SOMEONE here has to be from my school! IF YOU SEE A BEAT UP NOTE BOOK WITH PAINTED YELLOW A
Jun 15
June 13, 2025
I cant belive my mom! she wants me to "Get over your grandpas death" LIKE WHAT THE FUCK? how does she expect me to stop crying? i loved my grandpa! im a cristian. I have belived in god. I belived that he would never try to harm anyone in my family! i
Jun 13
June 13, 2025
Roses are red Violets are blue I hate myself The world hates me too i want to die cause that's what the world wants if i please the world I will leave this world go to heaven forever see my grandpa Hope he is happy his happy soul is in he
Jun 13
June 13, 2025
Its Becca! again.... dont got good news though... today i had a test... i studyed my ass of! But when i tokk that mother fucking ass of a test i got a fucking 50! I hate that shit! I had studied so hard... it will be even worse at home. My GOLDEN CHI
Jun 13