Becca's Dear Diary

well, i was stabbed in the back again by my father. I cant belive i seriously thought he had stopped. ITS FUCKING USELESS! NO MATTER WHAT OI SAY DO OR THINK NOTHING EVERY FUCKING CHANGES! HE DIDNT EVEN SAY SORRY THIS TIME! WHY? WHY THE FUCK DOES HE N

My cousin is practically dying! And I was supposed to go to north Carolina to visit her and my mom said I can't go because she don't want me to. Its not fair! I want to see her! And nobody understands me!💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

The surgery hasnt been given a date; the cancer is getting worse. she is feeling worse. I hate knowing she is like that. she is weak. The tumor is malignant. Which means if it isnt taken away quick... she can die GOD PLEASE! LET HER LIVE. she is my S

Hey. Idk why im writting... but i jist need to vent. So... im loosing ALMOST all my friends... my friend group is dividing into pieces. My bff hates my crush Brayden... YESSS i still like him. And brayden... he is moving away. And my other friend mik

Its Cancer! WHY GOD WHY? SHE IS 13! SHE IS TURNING 14 NEXT MONTH! DONT LET HER DIE! she is too young! dont let her die! please! i beg you god! they say you are all mighty right? then please show it! let the surgery be a succsess. Dont ket the cancer

Hey everyone. I hope you all are having a great day. I cant od this anymore... Yestrday my cousin went to the doctor... They.. they said she.. she might have CANCER! she is my cousin, soul sister, and best friend. I grew up with her. The worst thing

Has anyone ever felt like the two people who are supposed to support you and believe in you... fell like they betrayed you? My parents betray me all the time... its suffocating.... my dad drinking, mom hating, both not understanding me... And now the

hey guys i know its been 9 months of misery since my grandpa died... and i know i should have gotten over it already... but for some reason i cant... so i wrote him a letter that i will put here... for grandpa Hey grandpa I know you cannot respon

I CANT DO IT ANYMORE! AGAIN! i just came from church chorus and i find a empty can in his pocket! WHY?! I HATE HIM! HE DOESNT CARE! 4 DAYS A ROW! FOR DAMN USELESS DAYS OF FORGIVING! WHY GOD?  - hate you dad! you broke my trust too many times!

Well, well, well. The audacity of this man is crazy! the people who have read my previous post know who this so called "man" is. So yesterday, AND before yesterday! he drunk! well.... WHY GOD? why again today! im ONLY 12! I SHOULDNT HAVE TO DEAL WITH

I cant belive my dad. on June 17 i found out my dad had drank... AGAIN! And yesterrday AFTER CHURCH! I foun 5 fucking cans... 25 ounces each! that is 125 ounces! WHY? I FORGAVE HIM  YESTERDAY! AND NOW MY OWN MOTHER IS BETRAYING ME!WHAT DO I DO?

Am i wrong for not wanting to talk to my dad after yesterday? i thought he had stopped drinking.... but I WAS WRONG! yesterday i found 2 cans.... not small ones... 50 ounces.... larger than my computer... It hurt... I ACTUALLY BELIVED HE HAD CHANGED!

As many know my parents fight a lot. they arent going to seperate but they stilll fight. But today.... i found another can. The people who have been reading my posts know my dad is a alchoholic. well... he drank again. but this tim it was 2 cans. usu

I want to thank all the people who prayed for my cousin! but i want to give a personal thank you to boo Italy! Thank you so much for the support you gave me! and thank you so so much for praying for him! he is alright! he will be staying at the hospi

i searched up how long it takes for the appendix to explode!!!! it says 48 hours!!!! it has already been 48 hours!!!!! he hasnt been operated yet!!!! PLEASE DONT LET HIM DIE GOD! PLEASE I BEG YOU