Becca's Dear Diary

I CANT DO IT ANYMORE! AGAIN! i just came from church chorus and i find a empty can in his pocket! WHY?! I HATE HIM! HE DOESNT CARE! 4 DAYS A ROW! FOR DAMN USELESS DAYS OF FORGIVING! WHY GOD?  - hate you dad! you broke my trust too many times!

Well, well, well. The audacity of this man is crazy! the people who have read my previous post know who this so called "man" is. So yesterday, AND before yesterday! he drunk! well.... WHY GOD? why again today! im ONLY 12! I SHOULDNT HAVE TO DEAL WITH

I cant belive my dad. on June 17 i found out my dad had drank... AGAIN! And yesterrday AFTER CHURCH! I foun 5 fucking cans... 25 ounces each! that is 125 ounces! WHY? I FORGAVE HIM  YESTERDAY! AND NOW MY OWN MOTHER IS BETRAYING ME!WHAT DO I DO?

Am i wrong for not wanting to talk to my dad after yesterday? i thought he had stopped drinking.... but I WAS WRONG! yesterday i found 2 cans.... not small ones... 50 ounces.... larger than my computer... It hurt... I ACTUALLY BELIVED HE HAD CHANGED!

As many know my parents fight a lot. they arent going to seperate but they stilll fight. But today.... i found another can. The people who have been reading my posts know my dad is a alchoholic. well... he drank again. but this tim it was 2 cans. usu

I want to thank all the people who prayed for my cousin! but i want to give a personal thank you to boo Italy! Thank you so much for the support you gave me! and thank you so so much for praying for him! he is alright! he will be staying at the hospi

i searched up how long it takes for the appendix to explode!!!! it says 48 hours!!!! it has already been 48 hours!!!!! he hasnt been operated yet!!!! PLEASE DONT LET HIM DIE GOD! PLEASE I BEG YOU

IDK how mant cristans there are here but if there are i want to ask a favor My 16 year old cousin Samuel is haveing surgery. he is having it in the appendix. the pain started yesterdayat 6 pm. he is at the hospital right now. the surgery hasnt st

IM COOKED!!! ROSTED!!! BURNED!!! I LOST MY DIARY!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE WRITTEN REALLY PERSONAL THINGS IN THAT DIARY!!!! I wont say what school i go to but im sure SOMEONE here has to be from my school! IF YOU SEE A BEAT UP NOTE BOOK WITH PAINTED YELLOW A

I cant belive my mom! she wants me to "Get over your grandpas death" LIKE WHAT THE FUCK? how does she expect me to stop crying? i loved my grandpa! im a cristian. I have belived in god. I belived that he would never try to harm anyone in my family! i

Roses are red Violets are blue I hate myself The world hates me too i want to die cause that's what the world wants if i please the world I will leave this world go to heaven forever see my grandpa Hope he is happy his happy soul is in he

Its Becca! again.... dont got good news though... today i had a test... i studyed my ass of! But when i tokk that mother fucking ass of a test i got a fucking 50! I hate that shit! I had studied so hard... it will be even worse at home. My GOLDEN CHI

Has anyone ever dealed with bullying for a ton of years and had to hide it? well... thats my case...I started being bullied in 1st grade... im in 6th now going to 7th soon. When i transeferd tp school 27 it all started. Jasmine. Meanest girl in class

Hello everyone. I dont think anyone has expirienced this but i will still ask. Has anyone ever felt excluded out of things? as many know i am 12 years old. I have a cousin that i really apriciate. but i dont think she cares about me like i do. We gre

Roses are red violets are blue will anyone care if i die if i do will they understand life is precious something i didnt enjoy it depends how you view it it depends what you show i chose to hide all of the pain all of the sorrow i chose