Creature's Dear Diary

Dear ghost, So am I and so are you. Battered by the chasing time.  I read about sick maiden on an ash and throns of her decay. I met a girl like a floating cloud: so calm and diligent yet she wavered often and darkened in some days. I met a girl so

Dear ghost, As expected, I only have pain in my legs and an ache in my heart. I remember losing my breath as I climbed the trailing footpath tucked between trees. We headed towards the monastery atop. It was a monastery so sacred throughout the hist

Dear ghost,  This thirst to solve the puzzle you offered; the dying need to be acknowledged, the desire and the greed i have stored at the pit of my anxiety. Tomorrow or should I say today, I feel the need to prove my self. To thrive rather than sur

Dear ghost, My life as a book shall be hidden in the middle of a library. Neither is it secretly collecting dust at the corner nor is it worn out, for everyone reads it. The biography of my life is the most ignored yet so redundant. The library is b

Dear ghost, How I falter before the glass?! Oh! The way I quiver before my weakness. I no longer know what I can offer for I have been broken and beaten. Throughout the battle, I have just stood by as my strength burned. Only after I lost the battle

Dear ghost,  Of all the letters I have sent to you, there is one that was burned by the sun. I had reached out to the sky to touch the falling charred paper. I could only thank the stars that it did not burn the dove. I could only hide the charred p

Dear ghost, I am never home. Even as I enter the door, the room seems like a failed facade of what I dreamt of. Even as I lay on the bed, I am never there. Only the shell of my existence remain, while I venture in my wonderland. I am never there. Th

Dear ghost, On a worn out red chair, I wheeled towards him. I closed the distance  between us. But even if I wished for romance, it was just an action without ulterior motive. I do not have it in me to like a person for the sake of loving, my love t

Dear ghost,  When i close my eyes ever so lightly, I see a dragon snoring on a lavender field. I see a princess with a flowing gown locked in the dungeon. I see the sorcerer floating and laughing in the air. I see bouquet of desperate love scattered

Dear ghost, I remember a dark path cutting through a steep slope between rocks adorned with thick vines. The path would soon arrive on plain ground with trees freerer than those riddled with vines. It would then disappear before a river and appear o

Dear ghost,  If you ask me, "what colour I am made of?" Red, I would say, Just as the hue fading at the corner of rainbow. Like the colour riding on the flames. Like the colour sleeping on the autumn's leaf. Like the colour burning in the twilight.

Dear ghost, The colours are darker than usual. The usual have saturated into this moments. As I feel the smoke tearing up my eyes, I still groom the woods in the fire. Even at this remotest place I drink to the music in me and sway to the rhythm. If

Dear ghost, Even as i desperately cry, you still won't know of what I am yearning for. You won't know the depth of my sea and the corner of my sky. The cosmos of my void and the burden of my galaxy contain only the crumbs of my existence. The sway o

Dear ghost,  My odd affection. My secret affliction. Every odds and end, have but met dissipating memories. There is enormous black hole in my infant memories and patches of laughter in my childhood memories. There are blurred memories of my youth a

To all those who have loved and has been loved by someone, tell me, is it heaven or hell? Will they love you till the end of time? Will they accept all the darkness and ugliness inside me? If they don't, do you think I am capable of burning them off