▪︎Monogatari▪︎'s Dear Diary

Darling ghost, when listening to songs, I like to think that I am flying. Flying in a coloured sky. Despite owning no wings, I can go as far as the cloud. Maybe being a cloud is not a bad thing, after all it steals all your stress of driving. I will

Darling ghost, there are different shape of love.. koi no Katachi.  Some are kind, good and warm. Some are passionate, messy and hot. Some are rude, bad but, strangely, cute. Some are passionate, good and rude. All in all as long as the other pe

Darling ghost, I am gifted in so many ways but my darkness never leaves me. Why do I feel like we are all like the cloud? The cloud who thinks he can go anywhere he wants but soon, realizes that the wind decided his way. Then he cries in sadness; all

Darling ghost, i have realized that when you try to draw life, patience is very essential. Each tiny details you draw at the beginning seems easy and possible, but as we approach the bigger picture life becomes confusing. Admist conundrum you sprinkl

Darling ghost, summer is on his way, I love summer, so I would like to call it he. When he comes with its usual shower, I will walk under an umbrella singing out loud again. However, nobody will hear me again because he always drown my voice in its p

Darling ghost, there's a war going on. It's between sloth and Phoenix. As I stretch towards the ceiling I can feel the rage of Phoenix, but as the vision clarify I stand here defeated on the ground. The sloth is winning, and I just hope I will not be

Darling ghost, I feel despair again. The world may be enveloped in disease but i have always been diseased in mind. The very thought that I cannot possibly achieve my dream is crushing me again. I want to create fairytale and that has been my dream.

Darling ghost, it's 4 a.m here, and I woke up in the middle of the night because of a dream. I am writing this while I still remember it vividly. The dream was so beautiful, and I was so happy so much so that I woke up. In my dream corazon texted me,

Darling ghost, I miss them. I miss koko and the way she peeled eraser and collected it. I miss dramaqueen and the way she dreamt about being in love. I miss Sam and the way she braided my hair to make me fall asleep. I maybe missing jelly and her mis

Darling ghost, I whisper to myself again; "As the spiralling snow fell on my brow. Wonders of earth fell beneath my door. One more night to relieve my light. One more choice to overcome my fear. One more effort to redeem my soul. love don't wait too

Darling ghost, while in the bed with strange thoughts, I like to think that bed is a big black ocean. Swallowing me and drowning my body. Yet, I breathe better when I am under the ocean. Maybe I am a mermaid who does not have a sweet voice but is mea

Darling ghost, I knew it. I am burning now. Catch my ashes. My dream ended as soon as it started. I feel so silly for the first time. Your burned mothsochist.

Darling ghost, here I go again. Walking towards sunlight like a damn mothsochist.I am watering hope again; even though I fear it the most. Can you teach me how to let it go. This hope is growing inside me and murdering my conscience. Your mothsochist

Darling ghost, i have always loved the night. Loved the tiny sparkling star. Loved the fickle moon. Hated the cloud that covered it. Hated the light pollution. The Night knows all my story but now, I give my story to you, ghost. Smile and weep with m