Incomplete human's Dear Diary

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July 14, 2020, last page
Darling ghost, this is probably my last. As I thought letting go is the best feeling. I will probably love night forever. I will probably never live my dreams. But it's okay. It might not be okay but it's okay. I will live. I will love. I will despai
Jul 14
July 14, 2020
Darling ghost, kiznaiver: where the characters share pain, both within and without. The girl with a bad personality suffers from pain of loss. The pain she feels is so melancholic and it seems to her that her friend have cursed her to eternally remem
Jul 13
July 13, 2020
Darling ghost,I wanna know if toxic love exist, does a toxic friendship exist too? Your curious cat.
Jul 13
July 12, 2020
Darling ghost, I would have called out your name, but I don't know your name.  Your lost soul.
Jul 12
July 09, 2020
Darling ghost, I will leave my darkness behind in this words. It will taint each letters of my lines and I will be free from the black inked thoughts. I will smile and skip to every song. So much so that you won't recognize me in my day, but I will l
Jul 09
July 08, 2020
Darling ghost, the bond. The aura. The affinity. I fear it is all in my head. The fear is creeping closer than ever before. It cuts my wrist like a suicidal hubris. The blood drips into my conscious. The death is inevitable. The end might be here. I
Jul 08
July 07, 2020
Darling ghost, It has been weeks now, and I am still numb with anxiety. Still diseased with insecurities. I feel myself shriveling up. I was always numb. I was always diseased. But now it pours like the heavy droplet of rain. It digs into my skin, an
Jul 06
July 06, 2020
Ah... loyalty. To give your all. There is a planet where one would rule and another will serve. They fascinate each other because in another planet, another would rule and one would serve. It's not the hierarchy that bind them; it's the fascination.
Jul 06
July 04, 2020
Darling ghost, the spring, the summer, the autumn and the winter. Every season in the paper comes true before my eyes, and I have to believe that it is a dream. Dream where I can be. What we seek is different. You look far in the sky and grasp knowle
Jul 03
July 02, 2020
Darling ghost, what will you do if everything you know about me falls apart. When all the minute details and even the bigger picture is a paint of another art. The art that you know not and the hue that is unknown to you. What if the change is bigger
Jul 02
July 01, 2020
Darling ghost, not everyone you meet in your life can change you. It depends on you and the person. You will bloom if you will it or if the person water you enough. Meeting her was somewhat like that. She was undeniably persuasive and I was willing t
Jul 01
June 30, 2020
Darling ghost, they are like the heavy air to me. The one that you feel in the summer heat. That makes you sweat but you don't really hate it; you don't like it either. I can submerge in their air for only a certain period of time but if I am exposed
Jun 30
June 29, 2020
Darling ghost, looking up where the stars shine and looking down on everything else, i lost my fight in the race. The rug was pulled beneath my feet. So, I look down on me. Hoping I could change. Stagnant like the murky bog. Hoping it was just a choc
Jun 29
June 28, 2020
Darling ghost, tomorrow will come again. Loved one will stay till the death and lonely creatures will hum a song. When your garden has too many flower, I fear you will neglect some of them. Thus, my garden has few flowers and hardly allow any bugs to
Jun 28
June 27, 2020
Darling ghost, just like in the movie the light does not veer towards the turtle. Like the piercing cold in the rain, the regret blur her sight. To a dark courageous person the turtle might seem inhuman, but she is a human afterall. More human than t
Jun 26