— temporary bliss's Dear Diary

Over three months have passed since my last lengthy entry bypassing New Year and Valentine's Day. On a cold afternoon of March, I sat before a vast expanse of rice field, so green and picturesque, its fresh air sought by urbanites who wish respite fr

May your signature grace parchment with a resolute stroke, leaving no crevice for remorse to haunt.

It's funny that I dreamt what I dreamt in the previous entry. When Chace and I had a moment... "A melancholic feeling suddenly crept inside me as I watched him there, seized by the memory of the deep affection I once harboured for the man a l

Yesterday, I brought a pillow with me to the beach. For some reason, I thought it a good idea to carry it into the sea while I dipped myself underwater, soaking not only myself but the pillow I had wrapped in my arms.  I must also mention that before

"You're so tiny." I chuckled guiltily. "I really am." "Aren't you afraid I'm gonna break you?" A laugh escaped my lips, amused at his concern. "That can actually happen if you forget I'm fragile."

I'm watching "Avatar: The Last Airbender" again, and my longing for a flying bison resurfaced even stronger than the last time I wanted one. Their fluffy and cozy appearance makes them the ultimate mode of transportation, and the thought of snuggling

I mean, Matthew Perry ..  The actor who played Chandler from Friends, has passed.  I do not believe this .. 😞 I literally just finished rewatching the entire show for the 3rd time yesterday and then to stumble upon this news .. Can I be any more sad

I want to say I love you to someone so much… But it's easier to say fuck you.

Just finished attending a 2-hour meeting on Zoom. As much as possible, I try not to have a lot of questions or opinions during these huddles because from what I notice, the inputs that you have often turn into tasks. Aye, that's right. The night

Layla called me on the phone today. Twice. And being the good friend that I am, I just watched it ring. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. But I just have a feeling she's going to ask me to go out with them again and I'm really not in the mood to be

I was in bed making out with Lancelot when the bastard's phone started ringing. "What's wrong?" I asked as soon as he finished answering, seeing as his face didn't look too happy. "I have to go." "Why?" "Our downloader died." I we

River got the job. So did the Brazilian.  Actually, everyone in the interview got it. Haha. Imagine I was the only one who didn't get it, though.. That would be so awful. Anyway, I've been a working girl for a month now. I wouldn't sa

Well, it didn't rain. And I just got back home from the festive gathering. It was fun. But not very much. It wasn't a grand celebration, we just had a buffet dinner at a Korean restaurant. The food was sublime. And I didn't feel so out of place,

Today is River's 21st birthday and they're inviting me to go celebrate it with them this afternoon and to be completely blunt about it, I have absolutely no desire to leave the house. It's awful, I know, I know. He's my best friend's boyfriend, a

As I turned the pages of Crime & Punishment along, I came across Raskolnikov's friend again, who didn't make a remarkable impression on me the first time I read the book almost two years ago, but reading it back now, his introduction made me stop at