temporary bliss🕯️'s Dear Diary

Upon arriving home, Rollo's scent lingered about me even longer than last time, and fiercer had it clung to my senses no...

We talked again. On the phone. Multiple times. Hearing his voice after a long year felt somehow.. strange. Almost fo...

The rain and cold weather have been making me feel melancholic of late. Somewhere in the past, when grey clouds hovered...

When Cloud suggested we watch Battle Royale, the movie that apparently inspired The Hunger Games, the first image that c...

It's been raining a lot lately, and I love it. I hope it doesn't stop. The combination of grey skies, chilly air, and th...

Hi. This entry will be about Johannes again. I'm so sorry. You’re probably sick of me talking about the same bastard ove...

In my determination to satisfy my curiosity, I messaged Johannes nine days after his reappearance in my inbox. During th...

I intended to publish this entry a month ago, but at that time, both the app and the website were down for days, so it e...

So I talked to Johannes. Sorry, I'm weak. I have no self-control 😔 Besides, I wanted to know if he's miserable. This wa...

I was in the shower, my shuffled playlist blasting from my phone, finally able to dance again now that my back had fully...

Oh my God.. You wouldn't believe it. I just got out of the shower and when I checked my phone, a notification showed a m...

Four years ago today, I wrote my very first poem in French. It wasn't a masterpiece, not by any stretch. The lines were...

It is the curse of crimson that compelled me to visit the past again. To reopen wounds that haven't been healed. For thi...

He had not visited my dreams for what felt like an age, but this time, he did. As if a figure from a cherished pictu...

Idk why I keep playing chess. It pisses me the fuck off. Opponents be like "good game". No. Fuck you.