— temporary bliss's Dear Diary

I just threw away $250 because as a nursemaid, I absolutely have the luxury to just waste money like that. Who cares for Christmas presents? Who cares for fine but modest dresses that might have adorned me? No, I'd rather gamble my pitiful salary and

"Hello, darling! Are you good?" Ah, it's that man again.. I thought to myself when my inattentive eyes caught sight of the foreign guy who lives across the street. I was on my way back from buying lunch just outside the subdivision when his car,

"If someday, we don't hear from each other anymore, just remember that once upon a time, my heart was yours. But for now, let me admire you until my feelings fade away.." I read his message. I harbour no feelings for the man but I suddenly feel

How unreal it feels, Liam's passing .. For years, I've been indifferent to them and their band, but there was a time when I adored them earnestly. Though Harry, the curly-haired member, was my favourite, I always thought Liam the most handsome. One o

In the shadows, I linger, a hungry ghost among your audience to feed on your existence, to hear fragments of your thoughts without the need for my entreaties, to devour your words in the language my tongue can scarcely comprehend. These drops I swall

I still care cos it still hurts.My skin cries blood,and it drips on my shirt.But the pain doesn't seem,to come off my skin.It's trapped inside,and there it remains.

Would I be happier if I were alone? Sequestered from the world, society, and what goes on? With no one to compare my life to, envy won't follow. Cos knowing what they have, points out what I don't. In my hasty mind, I accuse knowledge the culprit

Fastcraft sucks. And I was assigned to the tourist section so it was enclosed with air-conditioning. Can't feel the breeze on my face. Can't breathe the fresh ocean air. I was pretty lucky to be by the window seat but the pleasure it gave me was inco

My body has betrayed me... The day after I posted the previous entry, I saw a reddish discharge on my underwear. Now, two days later, my period has officially come. This ruins my plan of having slightly bigger boobs by Sunday... This is totally unpre

I love the bikini set and summer dresses I bought. They're so cute! I can't wait for our class reunion. I wish I'll have my monthly premenstrual syndrome that day so that my small breasts would swell and become a little bigger.

Our class reunion is fast approaching. Originally, I was skeptical about attending given that I wasn't an alumna of that school. However, Blaire, my childhood best friend, insisted I come, telling me I had left a mark in that school and that everyone

I was right. I started journaling “Reflections at Sea” on the 29th of March and only managed to finish it two months later, on the 24th of May. I hate how I can't finish an entry in one go anymore. And there are so many things I want to talk about. L

When one is at sea soaking in the splendour of nature's beauty, one feels reflective. Either of the past, present, or future; the sorrows of life, joys, or afflictions; or simply the mere chimeras of one’s own daydream. The land upon which the skyscr

It's 9:04am. I sit alone at the boarding gate, waiting for the shuttle to come pick the passengers up to take us to the ferry. The departure time is at 11. I'm not normally very punctual but venturing solo on a ship for the first time coupled with my

They say letting go is tough..But holding on hurts just as much ..