Dear Babba,
Do you still remember me?
Because I do… I still remember the person I’ve loved the most in this world.
It might sound crazy to still be in love with someone you’ve never seen in person, but… do you remember the day we first met? August 7th, 2022.
I do. I still remember how we connected from the very beginning, as if I had known you all my life. As if, deep down, I always knew you were going to be the man who would stay forever in my heart and on my mind.
It was hard to communicate at first, because we spoke different languages.
But that didn’t stop you from making me laugh like no one else, from making me feel happy in ways I didn’t know were possible from so far away.
I still remember how hard you tried to speak Spanish, even if you didn’t speak it well… haha.
Even so, you made me feel special.
It made me so happy how you paid attention to every little thing I said, just to later surprise me with gestures that made me feel so loved.
And when you told me “I love you” over and over again… that was the most beautiful thing in the world.
I still remember that day as if it were yesterday.
I miss you with my entire life.
I miss you more than my soul.
I miss you with my whole being and all my heart.
I know your feelings aren’t the same anymore.
I know you’re now someone more mature, more grounded.
But I… I still remember that boy who seemed cold, but had a tender side only I could see.
The one who acted strong, but was deeply sensitive.
The one who seemed serious, but had the most beautiful heart in the entire galaxy.
Babba…
You are the most special thing that has ever happened in my life, and you always will be.
You’ll always be the man I’ve loved the most in this world.
It’s been 4 years, and my love is still here.
Still searching for you, because I have this need to keep finding you again and again.
And I’m still waiting for the day I get to see you face to face.
Maybe you’re tired of how I am.
Maybe you’re bored with the way I insist…
But please, don’t hate me.
I love you, Jesse 🤍
With all my heart,
Jenny