TitusAlone's Dear Diary

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January 14, 2022
Dear Diary, I'm so upset at my mom. I really don't know how I have wronged her to deserve being treated like this. It started a week ago on friday. No actually it started before, because we agreed on a plan to clean our flat. If you remember she
Jan 14
January 07, 2022
Dear Diary, so about that girl from bumble I wrote last time. I'm really not in the mood to have written "small talk" conversations right now. So when she talked about how she likes to go on walks right now, I just asked her if she wanted to go on a
Jan 06
January 02, 2022
Dear Diary, had a bad day. Our landlord came today and said that on the 19th a handyman will come to release air out of our radiators. This is complete bullshit  we always did this ourselves, it's not that hard. He even told us last year that WE shou
Jan 02
December 24, 2021
Dear Diary, feeling very melancholic on Christmas. I just decorated a little tree with my mom. It was fun, but I haven't been able to get into the christmas spirit for years now if I'm being honest. There are all those high expectations associated wi
Dec 24
December 07, 2021
Dear Diary, yesterday someone tried to scam me on whatsapp. An account that had the profile picture of a conventionally attractive asian women wrote me if I was her landlord in London. Naturally I replied that she had the wrong number. But instead of
Dec 07
November 27, 2021
Dear Diary, last week was ok, but I still dont feel that good. It's not like I feel terrible, but all the thoughts about dating are creeping back in. Once again feel like I lost all my chances. Next semester I will have to focus on my master thesis w
Nov 27
November 18, 2021
Dear Diary, I technically talked to the girl from the seminar today. When I came into the room, she was already sitting there and 2 other girls were sitting next to her. Technically there were seats between them, but we usually keep one chair distanc
Nov 18
November 15, 2021
Dear Diary, Not much happened. Took a walk thats pretty much it. I usually take the same route. First I go to my old school, because my walks are usually about memories. My old school is being renovated, almost reconstructed from the ground up. T
Nov 15
November 14, 2021
Dear Diary, I've been thinking about what I said yesterday. How I just want to be able to casually hang out with a girl again, doesnt matter if shes my girlfriend or not. I really did a bad job with that so far. Back in school I should have been much
Nov 14
November 13, 2021
Dear Diary, kept you waiting, huh? Well to give closure to the hair thing. It turned out fine, even though the middle is still too long I think. I want to cut it, but I'm afraid that it will look worse. Its fine for now but I think I will have to
Nov 13
October 18, 2021
Dear Diary, so I couldnt go to the barber today, because it turned out you need an appointment now. You used to be able tp just go their spontaneously and draw a number that was their whole businessmodel. But its ok I will just go tomorrow, although
Oct 18
October 17, 2021
Dear Diary, I will probably go to the barber / hairdresser (never figured out which word is better in english) on monday. It's stupid but I'm actually quite afraid of going. I've developed a fear that my hair looks bad that is connected to my fear of
Oct 17
October 13, 2021
Dear Diary, so the posters have arrived. The Berserk one turned out great, I really love it. But the Tatami Galaxy one turned out blurry. They used an image with a resolution too low for a big poster. I wrote customer service and they gave me a coupo
Oct 13
October 03, 2021
Dear Diary, so those posters from those music videos I talked about yesterday git me thinking. It's a stupid idea, but maybe I could put posters of stuff I like on my wall in the background of my zoom calls and then maybe someone ( a girl) would be i
Oct 02
October 02, 2021
Dear Diary, I've been watching this music youtube channel with this girl playing guitar and singing in her room. The channel is called Alicia Widar. Maybe thats her name maybe not. Apart from the song selection being great I also love the whole v
Oct 01