TitusAlone's Dear Diary

November 28, 2020
Dear Diary, so today I played a few rounds of Among Us with some people from one of my seminars. It was ok. I'm not good at the game (it was my first time playing) and I didn't know anybody. Still I couldn't help but notice how much better everyone e
Nov 28
November 25, 2020
Dear Diary, the last few days I've been using dating apps more frequently again. Literally swiping through thousands of profiles on Tinder, OkCupid and Bumble. The result is... almost nothing. One match on OkCupid, but she hasn't answered like most g
Nov 25
November 20, 2020
Dear Diary, why must I be so bad at communicating? Like I said last time, I chatted with Knight again the last few days. When I didn't write her the last few weeks, she was not often online on discord, but now that I have written her every day again
Nov 20
November 19, 2020
Dear Diary, veni vidi venti. Once again I am fed up with the state of dating in this country and maybe the world. Most things in my life are going smoothly, but dating is like a high security safe burried in the deepest part of the ocean and I'm
Nov 19
November 11, 2020
Dear Diary, I strained my back today. (Don't know if strain is the right word) A delivery person rang the bell and I must have stood up too quickly, because I suddenly felt a sharp pain from the right side of my back. Limping to the window I managed
Nov 11
November 06, 2020
Dear Diary, so 2 hours ago Belle wrote me that she is sick and feels like she is dying. She is feeling dizzy, has a fever (sadly she doesn't have a thermometer) and has pain too. Of course she thinks she has Corona and that she got it from a kid in h
Nov 06
October 30, 2020
Dear Diary, I'm actually feeling pretty motivated right now. Mostly because learning Japanese has been pretty fun so far. Currently I'm ging through a flashcard deck that teaches you the 1000 most common Kanji meanings with little stories. It's calle
Oct 30
October 20, 2020
Dear Diary, I just have to get some of these thoughts out of my system again. For some reason I can't stop thinking about that one guy who I met one time at a BDSM meeting. He made me so angry. I was talking about my problems finding someone, and
Oct 20
October 17, 2020
Dear Diary, so I decided that I won't do the full 15 page paper like I planned and will instead do the 5 page essay. I wasn't really feeling the subject and I don't want to stress myself out to get those missing pages done. I already submitted th
Oct 17
October 11, 2020
Dear Diary, I'm sorry to write another entry so soon after that last one. I could edit it, but it would make that one even longer. I feel so terrible again. After what I just wrote I went and read more dating advice. I know I shouldn't do that. W
Oct 11
October 11, 2020
Dear Diary, this will be the journal entry where I go in more detail about what I think about most dating advice. That might be pretty boring. So before that I will share what I've been up to. I've mostly been trying to write the paper I've already t
Oct 11
October 07, 2020
Dear Diary, sorry that I haven't written in a while. I have been in a lot of stress lately and I need to work myself through that. Mainly there is a paper I have been procrastinating on, mainly because I wasn't sure if I even want to write it in that
Oct 07
September 29, 2020
Dear Diary, not much happened again, but I still want to post an update. Yesterday I went on a walk with Belle again. My current attitude towards the situation is that I will just let it happen. That means I will probably just do trips with her,
Sep 29
September 26, 2020
Dear Diary, I did meet with Belle again, I just couldn't help it. I just accepted  that there is probably never going to be anything between us. It's really sad, but I don't want to lose her as a friend. I will probably still think about her as a pot
Sep 26
September 24, 2020
Dear Diary, not much has happened since. Yesterday she wrote es usual if we want to meet, but I said no. She soon knew that it was because she so bluntly didn't want to talk about relationships.  She said how it was "dangerous" to talk with me ab
Sep 24