TitusAlone's Dear Diary

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October 28, 2023
Dear Diary, I just went to a movie kind of hoping I would meet Spike. She invited me to Karaoke with a lot of her other friends two weeks ago. There we talked about this korean filmfestival that she helps organizing. I had already looked at the movie
Oct 27
June 23, 2023
Dear Girlfriend if you ever read this I want you to know that I love you and care about you even now that I don't know you and probably never will. You are living your life somewhere else and I really really hope you are happy whatever you are doing.
Jun 22
June 22, 2023
Dear Diary, sometimes I think about that phenomenon people call hookups. I'm not even really that sad right now, but it still completely puzzles me. Hookups are a huge subject, often people will bring them up jokingly, they are a big point of discuss
Jun 22
June 11, 2023
Dear Diary,women not asking out men is just ruining everything. We will never know how it is to be liked by the other gender. And women will either get a lot of unwanted attention or feel like there is something wrong with them because they are not a
Jun 11
June 10, 2023
Hey I know I mostly only write her when I'm miserable, but I have nobody to talk to so thats the function of this app. I'm hurting so much again because of lack of a girlfriend, it's basically all I can think about. I want to finally be able to hug a
Jun 10
May 28, 2023
Dear Diary, thought I'd write again just so anybody who wonders whats going on with me knows. Like always there isn't much going on with me. I'm mostly fretting and procrastinating about my Masterthesis. I actually started working on it in march and
May 27
December 24, 2022
Dear Diary, sorry for last time but I had to let that out somewhere. Right now it's a bit better, but still not great. It's christmas and I am constantly thinking what I would be doing with my girlfriend right now. Thats not exclusive to christmas bu
Dec 24
December 02, 2022
Dear Diary, I hate everything so much, it's 2AM and I feel like punching walls, biting through my phone, screaming out my lungs, destroying stuff. I don't know how to stop this and honestly I dont want it to stop at this point, I just feel so much ra
Dec 02
November 29, 2022
Dear Diary, I have just been feeling kind of empty lately. It's not like I'm extremely sad 2 days of the week like it sometimes used to be, but life just kind of goes on around me without any point to it. I'm trying to enjoy myself the best I can but
Nov 29
September 18, 2022
Dear Diary, today i went to the museum to see Howls moving Castle. Last night I was really worried, because I didnt end up going to the barber and thought my long hair looked bad after washing. Today I thought it looked ok though. Not great, but pass
Sep 18
September 14, 2022
Dear Diary, so today I was bringing old clothes to the collection. Mostly old jeans that we dont wear anymore. So I thought it would be a good time to talk about visiting the barber maybe this week. Sadly it didnt go too well. She wanted to look at m
Sep 13
September 13, 2022
Dear Diary, so updating from last time when I didnt know what to do after Spike added those reactions to my messages on Whatsapp. What I ended up doing (last Thursday) was to post into the group that a really good animated movie (Mind Game by Masaaki
Sep 12
September 07, 2022
Dear Diary, so on the day before the Ponyo thing Spike wrote this into the Ghibli group: sorry for not answering! I've been quite ill these past weeks, sadly, so I missed the ghibli screenings entirely. but i still hope that you have an amazing t
Sep 07
August 25, 2022
Dear Diary, I was sad today too and there were two things that triggered me further. The furst was that Belle told one of her guy friends about me wanting to go see Ponyo this friday. I told her yesterday about it when we had a phonecall concerning h
Aug 24
August 24, 2022
Dear Diary, I spent the day with my father today, even though I havent been feeling that well. The usual girlfriend thing. I haven't been able to think about much else the past few days. The whole terrible situation is just repeated over and over aga
Aug 23