Boo Italy's Dear Diary

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im gonn step into my 20s.
Dear Diary, this is a much needed selftalk. when i step into my 30s, i will see this oneday. i wanna have a self talk with my own about how my past 19yrs went on. i asked chatgpt to send me some points i should discuss with myself. i will mention t
Jun 08
June 08, 2025
Dear Diary, I SLEPT A LOT THESE DAYS AND FEELS DAMNN GOOD!!!! yesterday i slept nearly 8 hours and today i slept for 10 hours. yes sleep is one of the most calming thing ever. feels like i could gain extra energy in both physically and mentally. i
Jun 08
June 06, 2025
Dear Diary,i saw him again at the class. my decision was bad. i didnt talk or even didnt smile at him. he is not the one who i expected. he doesnt have that qualties. i was completely wrong. i dont think i have much desire on him. anyways today i
Jun 05
i hate my mother - May 30, 2025
Dear Diary, if I'm wrong anyone make me change my mind. yes i hate my mom. back in 2020 when i was preparing for my secondary school finals, she used to tell me again and again and again that i wont get the higher marks if i study that way.
May 30
comeback? (May 28, 2025)
hey my loving diary, i feel really relieve after i told you what my mind bothering me to think alone. feels like im telling my stories to someone who care's me. who listens to me even i dont get back answers for these. lemme the story begin. so,
May 28
May 26, 2025
Dear Diary, ACADEMIC COMEBACK IS REAL !!!!!!
May 26
May 24, 2025
Dear Diary,today was normal day. i didnt attend the morning classes due to the perfectionism mattered.ifykyk. attended evening class.idk y i feel like my brain is something else and im in a wrong path. rained heavily.made myself a yummy dinner. and
May 24
May 23, 2025
Dear Diary,yesterday i slept around 2.30am. and today woke up at 6.25 for gym. came home around 11 and cleaned the messed up room and, sat to study at 1pm. but, couldnt focus. then my students came at 4pm. had to teach them 4-8pm.  i have migraine po
May 23
May 22, 2025, i saw him again
as i mentioned in a previous letter, i saw him monday in the bus.and today again i saw him in the class. he was wearing a fresh green colour t-shirt and denim trouser. couldnt see his shoes today.( last week he worn a dark green t-shirt with a blue c
May 22
May 21, 2025
Dear Diary, today was a completely blank day. didnt do anything.juz sitting front of the pc and scrolling.i think adding things to my daily routine is essential. i believe gym plays a major role in my life. i feel something different when im doing w
May 21
who is he? (P)
anybody in here, it was a youtube channel where my professor uploads about high marks achievers' talks in our college's website. there was a one speech delivered by a boy who is not even that much good looking but very tall. even there are dozen
May 20
May 19 2025
Dear Diary, i went to my chem class. then going straight to where i hate to go but i had to go, no option. life is hard huh. i hate travel in public but i enjoy watching at the busy streets from a window seat, with opened shutter. that smelled air,
May 20
May 18 2025
Dear Diary, i had my sessions from 2-8. i scolded for some students.and i got my payment today. and got some dominoz. and it was yummy
May 20
May 17, 2025
Dear Diary, i had my bio classes from 7am. such a productive day that i had so far. and i really wanted to go to the gym but i couldnt as my father was ill. one of my grandparents came to pick me then.And then i had my lectures from 8-10pm. i wante
May 20
May 16, 2025
Dear Diary, im back here after a very long time. (nearly 1 year later.) today i see i havent got any academic success yet after reading previous notes. but i see i have improved my life from another different paths. now i earn money. as i failed
May 16