Dice's Dear Diary

Index
March 02, 2021
Dear Diary, lovely but hollow nights like these swallow me and my sorrow isolation makes her hungry for more  drink my tears,feast on my apathy stay with me before darkness leaves gone are the days when i filled this void with ashe
Mar 02
March 01, 2021
Dear Diary, got me some brownies, just gonna go rot in bed  🌛🌜  beep boop biip bipp i got this picture from tumblr. never wanted to jump into a picture this bad. the view is breathtaking  i can imagine spending the day with my
Mar 01
February 28, 2021
Dear Diary, ok so today is the last day of this month, i'm gonna try and sum up how the whole month has been. surprisingly, it was a pretty good month for me even with the bad days and depression etc i mean that's just how life is. we're boun
Feb 28
February 27, 2021
Dear Diary, earlier today, i almost got into a heated argument with my mother. again. i keep on forgetting that i can't ask anything from her because she'll only pull out her oh-pity-me card again and delegate the blame on me. i did take it pers
Feb 27
February 27, 2021
Dear Diary, just painted the bathroom with some leftover paint from the other day. this was the most satisfying spot to paint. the result wasn't flawless but for a cheap paint, it did it's job  so, apparently i had no idea that i've been liv
Feb 26
February 25, 2021
Dear Diary, i wanna dip my brother's face in mayo  that dipshit had the nerve to slam my door shut because apparently he got a 'headache' from the smell of my paint  lmfao bro, you got a fucking headache because you drink 5 cups of coffe
Feb 25
February 25, 2021
Dear Diary, i.  just painted and reorganised my bedroom  took a day to get everything done  body aching but it was worth all the trouble  i've actually been wanting to paint my room for a long time now but never got around to do it  a
Feb 25
February 23, 2021
Dear Diary, life's too short to be depressed  time to go succ a dicc or peg a hole  maybe both
Feb 23
February 23, 2021
had a sleepover with my cousinshe's going back to our hometown today  we had a nice breakfast tgt no thoughts  had my first coffee of the dayand i wrote another poem while i was at it  "i sang the song of silence until my voice broke free" i really l
Feb 23
February 22, 2021
Dear Diary, bought some paint, will paint my bedroom soon  wrote this poem just a few hours ago. not satisfied with it. i can't help but feel like it's still lacking of that something  car sick. my cousin asked me to accompany her today  dr
Feb 22
February 21, 2021
Dear Diary, went to a bookstore i like the smell of fresh books  i should hit the library more often because i love the ambience  poetries like these inspires me to write one my own  i love it
Feb 21
February 20, 2021
Dear Diary, Honestly I think the reason why I'm so affected and angry about my mother is because I'm slowly turning into her. Watching my behaviours reflected into another person isn't easy to accept. I'm equally as critical as she is, always fi
Feb 20
February 20, 2021
Dear Diary, My mom is just..a different breed of ignorant and stupid. I told her I heard the sound of someone running in our backyard around 4.30 am. (I was actually already awake for 2 hours because something didn't feel right). She started bla
Feb 20
February 19, 2021
Dear Diary, my family isn't my family. they never treated me like one since i failed to conform. i was no longer overchiever child who did everything as told and taught by them, to make them look good to society. consequently, i became an exile.
Feb 19
February 19, 2021
Dear Diary, i think it's kind of funny that the so called religious people in my family are the ones who can't control their fucking temperament and hold back  when they're being triggered. they tell me that i'm the one who got possessed but who'
Feb 19