Len's Dear Diary

Index
March 27, 2024
Dear Diary, its scary when friend's words "I love u" make u hide from him at other apps..
Mar 27
March 20, 2024
Dear Diary, we talked, he understood that im just burn out because was very worried by him. He told that everything is okay with other two friends, but problems with me.. İts not my fault they dont love you that much and not so anxious.. I love you,
Mar 20
March 18, 2024
Dear Diary, Im loosing my friends, please.. Im scared, dont leave me alone please.. Does anyone wants to be friends? Hello? Please! Its so quiet here..
Mar 18
March 18, 2024
Dear Diary, I cant stand it anymore please I just want not to cry every day, Im sorry Im so sorry please I want to start new life, I cant, I love you Fride please why things become like that..
Mar 17
March 17, 2024
Dear Diary, I always love you, but its harder and harder to talk with you..
Mar 17
March 11, 2024
Dear Diary,why is it so hard to love yourself? I love other one with all my love, but its still not good.. I must love myself first he said
Mar 10
March 07, 2024
Dear Diary, I thought I met someone really cool, but after 2 day he Left me too. Why is it so hard? Why is it so scary, to be so alone.. Please, I dont want to be alone.. Help
Mar 07
March 03, 2024
Dear Diary, thank you for this day, it was really good. I was happy, I saw how beautiful can be life. But there I am, ending another day in tears, father called me pig again. I understand why Im always looking for father figure..
Mar 03
March 02, 2024
Dear Diary, my friend can be so mean, it hurts
Mar 02
February 29, 2024
Dear Diary, I wanted you to write about happy things, why you became like that..?
Feb 29
February 29, 2024
Dear Diary, we talked with friend, he said he loves me, Im happy but.. I can't tell him anything now, I can't say that I feel bad, its scary to be alone, completely alone..
Feb 29
February 27, 2024
Dear Diary,Im sorry, I know, I hurted you, I will never forgive myself, Ill never hurt you again, Im really sorry. I cant controll it, I lost controll. I dont choose it, Im sorry, Im really sorry..
Feb 27
February 25, 2024
Dear Diary, I finally fixed my sleep. Well, almost. I starts sleep at 23.00 and wake up at 05.00. I didnt talk much with my friend, but he seems really productive and active, I'm really happy to see it. I wanted to send him parcel and showed him what
Feb 25
February 20, 2024
Dear Diary, I’m starting you, not knowing exactly why, I’ve always been interested in seeing the lives of others, maybe you too?  I have anxiety, protagonist syndrome in the pejorative sense (I think that everything is my fault), my closest friend w
Feb 20
February 23, 2025
Dear Diary, I had a migraine yesterday after a long time and vomitted non-stop. For some reason it was unbearable because it was mixed with my "panic attack" which I still have no name for, so I went to the nearest emergency centre. All the othe
Feb 23
January 02, 2025
Dear Diary, I was talking to an old friend the other day. Well, me and her actually had lost contact for a while and recently reconnected. We talked about her previous relationship and how.. well, she felt like he wasn't giving any effort into t
Jan 02
December 28, 2024
Dear Diary, Tomorrow's the last day of class and then finals!!!! Next year is probably going to be pretty packed. This year has been a series of putting myself out of my comfort zone but so glad the people I've met so far are all so intelligent, t
Dec 28
November 09, 2024
Am I the only one who can't find this app on playstore anymore?🥲
Nov 09
November 05, 2024
Dear Diary, I want to make small changes. Let's start by going to bed a little earlier and get 5 hours of sleep. 30 minute brisk walk in the morning. I want a haircut too!
Nov 05
October 16, 2024
Dear Diary, Been a while. Lots has happened in the past 2 months  -I went on an 8 day trip  -Went on an interview (Spent 5 days preparing for it. Busy, busy week) -I personally texted someone (I used to have a crush on early this year lol)(Hug
Oct 16
June 22, 2024
Dear Diary, People who gave up on life and don't want to live easily get support and people around them who offers their hands willingly to listen to them and help them. And yet those who actually wants to live and be better has no one and no su
Jun 22
April 30, 2024
Dear Diary, In memory of an old friend who just passed away today. The last memory I had of her was her visiting me on my graduation day with a gift and a little note that I still keep in my journal. She was also in my formal graduation photo, t
Apr 30
April 29, 2024
Dear Diary, If you're gonna ask me for my help, the last thing I want you to do is insult me. Otherwise, do it yourself. Mun kau mala padah aku tuk bodo, kau ingat org ada mood ka mok polah keja utk kau? Ada aku mintak bebayar? Sik nak? Aku sik
Apr 29
April 12, 2024
Dear Diary, Had a trippy travel to my hometown the past 2 days for eid. It was my first time being there after what 4 years? Our house was supposed to be haunted but thankfully nothing happened. Not ghosts interrupted my sleep, just my dad's lou
Apr 12
April 07, 2024
Dear Diary, Jjong's Hallelujah old live performance got me on chokehold. I haven't stop watching it for the past two days since I discovered it. It feels illegal to watch although he was fully clothed in it 😂.  "I thank God I see an angel
Apr 06
April 05, 2024
Dear Diary, Being able to do my assignment up this late is a privilege. Looking at my cat sleeping comfortably is a privilege. Family might fight a lot but we still have good moments, that in itself is a privilege. I guess what I'm trying to say
Apr 04
April 03, 2024
Dear Diary, Had a vivid dream last night about a girl who got mad at me because the guy she likes, liked me. She screamed at me, "I did everything I can to win him over. You didn't even do anything! So why?! Why does he like you?" She shook my s
Apr 02
April 02, 2024
Dear Diary, Took 11 hours in total to write this one. Push, push,push. Need a new keyboard..I haven't catched up to Queen of Tears! Only watched the spoilers 🥲. Absolutely adore Jiwon in this one.
Apr 01
April 01, 2024
Dear Diary, Family's been fighting a lot. Everyone's losing it.  And I'm just here hours on end trying to get things in done and in order.
Mar 31