I want to write about million things. I want to write every single day of my life. I want to write about love and everything else that's connected to love, I want to write about life and everything else that's connected to life, and I want to write about success and everything else that's connected to success, and I want to write about many other things that truly matter but for some reason
don't matter as much as they used to matter to the world anymore. But the problem is, I can't write the way I used to write anymore, because there's something stopping me from writing the way I used to write. As much as I want to be the old me, I can't be the old me anymore. I can only be the new me, because the old me is gone. The old me is no longer here, the old me no longer exists. And because the old me is no longer here and because the
old me no longer exists, I need to figure out another way of how to share my authentic self with the world. I used to be so gifted at automatic writing. When I finished seeing motivational video about success, about life, or about love, I always knew what to write about and what to write about it. I had this silly three question rule that I always asked myself. For example. If I were to write about gratitude, I would first ask myself, what do I really want to write about, second, ask myself, what can I write about it, and third, ask myself who is the entry for. And I always found the answer for each question. But right now, I am
at a loss for words. I know so many things and I want to write about so many things, and yet, when I see a blank piece of paper, it's almost as like I see my weakness, it's almost as like I see my Kryptonite. So instead of writing something beautiful, I end up writing something that's not beautiful at all. Instead of writing something inspirational, I end up writing something that's not inspirational at all. I want to inspire people. I really want to inspire people. I want to inspire as many people as possible. And yet, when I see a blank piece of paper, my whole mind goes blank. That's why I need to figure out a different kind of approach,
if I want to be as gifted automatic writer, as I used to be. So here I am, trying to figure that out. I am writing this entry, because I promised myself that I am going to write something today. And so here I am writing it. You probably think it's pointless and yet it's progress to me. Just the fact that I have written so far is a huge progress
to me. This is the new me, getting rid of the old me, this is the new me with new experience, getting rid of the old me with the old experience. This is the new me with new reflections, getting rid of the old me with old reflections. This is the new me giving it a try once again. This is the new me, getting rid of the past me. And it's hard, to replace the old with the new. And yet it's necessary. I am hopeful that this new me who is nothing like the old me, is going to inspire you in one way or another. I am truly hopeful that this new me is going to touch your soul and is going to touch your heart. The old me was very good at. The old me wasn't
bad at all. The old me knew a lot of things about many things that are truly important and that truly matter in life. But the new me is different, because the new me knows a whole lot more about many things that are truly important and that truly matter in life. The new me just doesn't know anymore how to write about it. I guess I just miss being inspired. I miss having that feeling when inspiration suddenly strikes and you know exactly what to write about and how to write about it. I haven't had that feeling in a while.
The old me had all the inspiration in the world, the new me just doesn't have that inspiration anymore. And it sucks, because I really want to be inspired once again. It's a process that I am willing to go through once again. Because what I really want is to write again, and use my gift to inspire people. I want to be the best version of myself that I can possibly be. And that's why I am here, because I want to begin something beautiful. One entry a day, or
maybe two entries a day. They may not be about love and life and everything that's connected to love and life, but something that's completely different. They may be two letters written to my soulmate, or two diary entries about things that are happening in my life. It's a start. Like someone once said, a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. It may not be perfect, but I am going to try my best to make it beautiful. So this is my first entry to prepare you for what's to come. I believe that words are powerful and can truly change lives. If you know what to say and if you know exactly how to say it, you can
truly impact someone's life. I see that every single day I visit the local grocery store. I say something nice and I receive something nice in return. I enrich someone's day with words and a smile and they enrich my day with their own words and their own smile. Words can be truly beautiful if you know how and when to use them. So be prepared for what's to come. I am going to find a way to share the new me with you and with the world. I am sharing him
right now, but just not in the way that I want to share him. This is only the beginning of something truly beautiful and of something truly wonderful. I believe that we are all gifted at something, I believe that each and every single one of us has some kind of a gift. We just need to find that gift within ourselves and use it.
And when we finally find it within ourselves and use it, that's exactly when we can change the world with it. It can start with a single sentence. But you know something, even one single sentence can brighten someone's day and can change their entire life. So I don't really need to say more. Hope to see you around.