Lilly's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, (Perfectionism) One asks oneself what it's like being a perfectionist. One looks at oneself and finds oneself in misery. One is struggling, one is suffering. One wonders if being an imperfectionist is one's reality.

Dear Diary, (What are they thinking?) Life is not about what they might be thinking. Life is not about what they will think. Life is all about the realization of the illusions one's mind creates. One is not afraid of what others might be thinki

Dear Diary, I just want peace.

Dear Diary, Feeling like a mess, ya ALLAH I feel like a mess.

Dear Diary, One doesn't know what to write about. About feelings of loneliness or feelings of regret about what one did yesterday. One is sinking in feelings of despair, feeling powerless and vulnerable. Feeling insecure as if one is inferior or

(Loneliness) Dear Diary, These constant feelings of being left alone, these constant feelings of feeling left alone, these constant feelings of not being supported by the ones one consider important, the ones one care about. These constant feel

(Addictions) Dear Diary, Addictions; a pathway to destruction of one's soul. Feelings of lust which are overpowering oneself, one's mind and one's thoughts. Given in to that feeling multiple times, given in to this illusion of someone making on

(Reality of dreams) Dear Diary, Dreams happening in my subconscious, dreams; a part of my life, nightmares; a part of the deepest scars of my mind. One wonders what they want to show. One wonders what they want to teach.Feelings of fear and par

(Illusioned mind) Dear Diary, For you're mine; said the mind to oneself feeling like it was talking to the illusion of the being it was creating feelings of love for. For you gotta be mine; said the ego to the the illusion of it's piece of desi

(Ups and downs) Dear Diary, For life is all about ups and downs. Feelings of despair and agony leading to an ocean of tragedy and misery. Hope is nowhere to be found, hidden beneath layers of self-pity and self-denial. Does hope tend to cease?

(Feeling like shit) Dear Diary, I feel like shit. I am not able to study since last 2 months. I am feeling terrible about the fact I couldn't prepare for my exams. I feel like shit. I want to cry. I want to cry, I just want to cry, I just want

(Feeling like shit) Dear Diary, I feel like shit. The reason I am saying this is because of the fact I feel like I am wasting my time. I am tired of overthinking, I am tired of overeating, I am tired of dissappointing myself. I am tired of feel