S. S.'s Dear Diary

Dear Diary, 6:37pm: I feel really tired. I feel extremely tired. I don't know what to do. I have a lot to do and I gotta write a lot. 12:45am: I feel freaking tired and I want to just sleep.

Dear Diary, 10:26am: I feel extremely anxious. I am doubting myself and I don't know what to do. I have to study a lot, write a paper and it's 10:30am already, like I have to memorize a lot of stuff. I don't know what to do, I am feeling really

Dear Diary, I am feeling so bad right now. I gotta study a lot and I still have not studied much. I mean I have tried to study one chapter but I ended up feeling tired towards the end so left it uncompleted. I am feeling so tired right now. I j

Dear Diary, I just had an argument wiht my mom and I ended up cursing her aloud.She is always making me feel unworthy, no matter how much efforts I put into myself. She has always made me feel unworthy, as if I am not a good person, as if I am n

Dear Diary, One doesn't know what one wants. One feels tired of fighting all the illusions one has created in one's mind. One wonders why one keeps thinking about all those people who gave nothing to oneself except traumatic memories. One wonders w

Dear Diary, One is feeling like one desires to express oneself. One feels like one desires to express one's sexuality. One feels like one needs an illusion to feel one is connected to someone else. One wonders if one is alie. One hates the One w

Dear Diary, One is wanting validation from oneself, while making oneself feel like one is wanting validation from the people existing in the physical world. One is experiencing anxiety because one is running after stuff which will come into existen

Dear Diary, I don't know what to write. I am trying to make sense of my feelings and my thoughts. One is wanting validation from the illusions one created in one's own mind. Illusion of a teacher, illusion of a father, illusion of a mother, illu

Dear Diary, (Perfectionism) One asks oneself what it's like being a perfectionist. One looks at oneself and finds oneself in misery. One is struggling, one is suffering. One wonders if being an imperfectionist is one's reality.

Dear Diary, (What are they thinking?) Life is not about what they might be thinking. Life is not about what they will think. Life is all about the realization of the illusions one's mind creates. One is not afraid of what others might be thinki

Dear Diary, I just want peace.

Dear Diary, Feeling like a mess, ya ALLAH I feel like a mess.

Dear Diary, One doesn't know what to write about. About feelings of loneliness or feelings of regret about what one did yesterday. One is sinking in feelings of despair, feeling powerless and vulnerable. Feeling insecure as if one is inferior or

(Loneliness) Dear Diary, These constant feelings of being left alone, these constant feelings of feeling left alone, these constant feelings of not being supported by the ones one consider important, the ones one care about. These constant feel

(Addictions) Dear Diary, Addictions; a pathway to destruction of one's soul. Feelings of lust which are overpowering oneself, one's mind and one's thoughts. Given in to that feeling multiple times, given in to this illusion of someone making on