Piratessa's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I just want to cry with no reason. I'm tired with no reason. This evening my boyfriend wants do come for dinner at my home. Why? Why we have to dinner with my parents? I don't understand. I hate when people come to my house... It's it

Dear Diary, I downloaded this app again, I did not remember that I already used it. It's incredible how my life sucks at the same level anytime I read something I wrote in the past.  It's not the first time for me to find things I wrote. I

Dear Diary, Because of the head hache I was having since the second dose of the vaccine, I finally went to Emergency department. That was a good move, unlike my doctor, at the hospital, even if they were full of very serious patient and I was not

Dear Diary, I have a huge headache. I have headache since I was 3 years old and the only thing doctors have done for that was prescribing me a very strong painkiller, but I can't take painkillers anymore in theory because I've becomed hypersensitiv

Dear Diary, My parents went out just to walk. I consider this moments like treasures, because I can stay outside of my room without them asking me things, without their continuous screams and shouts, without their continuous criticisms. I can s

Dear Diary, A thing that I really hate in people it's the mechanism of denying reality to maintain the idea they have of the world. Some data and some situations are just facts, and no-one can have an opinion about the reality of facts, people

Dear Diary, Whatever I try to do I feel empty and nervous. Nothing makes me feel satisfying. I don't want to watch a movie, read a book, study Esperanto or play an instrument. I'm indifferent to work too and I don't like to go out because of the p

Dear Diary, It seems the my problem is confirmed as ipersensitivity to medication... I ask for what to do now, they said that I have too do a lot of exams but the results are not guaranteed because no one really understand what allergies are and ho

Dear Diary, I should play at D&D this evening... Actually I'm not enthusiastic after what I've heard yesterday, even if I think that no-one will start the topic face to face with me and I can just continue to wear my poker face. Anyway remains

Dear Diary, I have to pay my parent's bills, I have to use my father's money, I already pay part of our bills (like phone and internets connection) and their medical expenses (they forget to refund me) and I can not sustain also this payments.

Dear Diary, I'm continuing to losing everything... I lost my family, I lost all the thing I like (theatres, cinemas, concerts, friends, festivals, the capacity of reading), even if some activities are restarting I'm not capable of enjoying anything

Dear Diary, Yesterday a friend of mine told me that he dreamed of having betrayed his wife with me...  Why am I so annoyed by this? Dreams are not controllable, and most of the time they haven't any sense or meaning and he was actually feeling gui

Dear Diary, Today I wake up with  petechiae without have taken any medication. This fact open a scenery in which this condition could be more serious respect to what it seemed before. I really should take blood analysis, but I'm too tired, to d

Dear Diary, I'm losing interest in everything again. I was Ierning a new instrument and then I lost interest, I was lerning Esperanto and then I lost interest. In 2018 I spent a whole year in bed because of depression, I was at university at th

Dear Diary, When I had to explaine to my friends why I have to use masks and respect social distancing I had to say to them that my parents are fragile. I did not talk about their craziness, I did not talk about the fact that some of my brothers