Dear Diary,
It seems the my problem is confirmed as ipersensitivity to medication... I ask for what to do now, they said that I have too do a lot of exams but the results are not guaranteed because no one really understand what allergies are and how they works.
I think that I will not do anything, the solution are only two, regardless of the tests result: suspending all the medication (but I refuse to live without the possibility of taking any painkiller or antipyretic, it would be a miserable life) or take a big amount of antihistamine praying that the situation doesn't get worst (and to be ready fuor Emergency treatment).
If the solution are only this two, why should I lose my time and money in other analysis that also have a strong possibility of being inaccurate?
So, fuck doctors, I'll continue to take painkillers when needed and take antihistamine as a prevention. If it doesn't work I don't care, I will call an ambulance or maybe die. Fuck off! All that year of study for cure people and they cannot cure not even a stupid allergy!
I really hate this world. Why everything sucks so much?
Fuck doctors! They can't cure me... They can't cure my mother's autoimmune disorder, they can't cure the degenerative neurological illness of my father, they can't fix the accident who ruin my brother life (before he went crazy).
Why they exist? Just to suck hundreds of euro out of people to say "maybe, I don't know..."
Well... Thanks a lot! Stupid leeches.
Oh my god... I just want a baseball bat and smash the doctors head, after that I would kill all my family, burn this house and kill my self.