Dreamer's Dear Diary

Index
December 29, 2020
Dear Diary, Hey
Dec 29
October 02, 2021
Dear Diary, I haven't written in a long time. I'm so depressed, I can't stop crying. I'm tired of taking care of people and thinking about them, but they don't care. My sister did something without considering how we might react to it. I couldn'
Oct 01
September 09, 2021
Dear Diary, If you ask me about my day, I'll tell you it was just like any other... if you ask me how I feel, I'll tell you I'm sad... I had an argument with my brother and mother, and then I went out to help a friend. I always feel good when I
Sep 08
September 06, 2021
Dear Diary, It's been a long time... I'm sorry for not writing and reflecting on how I'm feeling and what's going on in my life. There is a lot I haven't been able to keep up on or follow up on. I have fantastic news, but I can't share it unt
Sep 05
August 28, 2021
Dear Diary, I just realized that the pain you caused me will never go away... no matter how much I pretend I'm strong and have moved on... it will always find its way back to me. I thought if we didn't contact each other, it would be gone, so I
Aug 28
August 20, 2021
Dear Diary, let's go back to why I started here ... is all because I'm searching for change and today I want to admit I scrolled and filed but the good news is i  will try again.  I have multiple plans ... some of them related to health .
Aug 20
August 20, 2021
Dear Diary, You need to start or, better to say, stop trying.. you should know your worth and understand that whoever wants to see you... will find the time for you... otherwise, it's all lies and excuses, so please stop connecting with th
Aug 20
August 20, 2021
Dear Diary, I'm surrounded by people who love me thanks to God for bringing them into my life. I was planning to cut off my relationship and have a break from all people. I don't want to see anyone.. talk to anyone... I want my time to be all
Aug 19
August 19, 2021
Dear Diary, NO MORE YOU I'M SICK OF YOU LEAVE ME ALONE. You have your way, and I have mine.... you wanted me to remember good things about us, but I don't; all I remember are bad things, or, to put it another way, I can see thing
Aug 18
August 19, 2021
Dear Diary, I'm enraged. I'm not in love with you... I'm angry at what you did and how you made me feel, how you manipulate my emotions and make me think I'm special when I'm not... I'm angry because I trusted you, which is why I'm hurt. It's
Aug 18
August 18, 2021
Dear Diary, Do you know what happens when you remove all good memories of someone and only remember the bad ones? At this point, you can move on, so remember all the bad things that happened to you, but you decided to forgive him because you
Aug 18
August 18, 2021
Dear Diary, Watching a movie and seeing how the characters act to forget something makes me wish our lives were similar. It also explains why I'm stuck with my feelings because I never said goodbye to them, as well as who caused them... I always
Aug 18
August 17, 2021
Dear Diary, I was thinking of writing to him through my diary and tell him what happened in my day .. but the question is, is he coming back, and do I want him after everything happened between us? Then I changed my mind since everything will re
Aug 16
August 16, 2021
Dear Diary, I can't focus on one thing to write about it. It's like everything coming at once whenever I decide to write and I don't know how to begin. All that matters is that you do not give up. I will never do it because I know that trying ov
Aug 15
August 15, 2021
Dear Diary, I need to start preparing for interviews so that I can be ready whenever they call. Always be ready, and in order to be ready, you must prepare and consider everything they may ask... preparation is always a key to success in whateve
Aug 15
August 15, 2021
Dear Diary, Every time I go to sleep, you come to my mind... it's as if I never forget you, but I know you're gone and no longer there. you now as a stranger nothing...I stopped trying because I know the person I love is no longer there. It's di
Aug 15
June 07, 2024
Dear Diary, After a long time I am back...... it's june can't believe time is running very fast.
Jun 07
May 07, 2024
Dear Diary, Little bit sad about thinking of adjusting at an University. Hope God will give me strength. I just trying to move on in my life and trying to focus on my goal.I know it will take time but I have to do it. I know that I can't change t
May 07
May 05, 2024
Dear Diary, Wanna hang outside. Sadly none of my friends 😔 are here. Life is so boring without School and freinds but what can I do ?everything has an end and my school life just ended (it's been 46 days nearly a month I have not met my friends) .No
May 05
May 04, 2024
Dear Diary, it's been a few days I have stopped writing diary because as I was in depression.Today I felt little bit better than before but not happy as I used to be. Actually the problem is that I live in such a place that will make you feel lonel
May 04
April 29, 2024
Dear Diary, Does it necessary for us to enter into new chapter of our life??Does this mean we will forget our previous one very soon?Just like I used to read at a primary school till class 5th ,then I went to a new school but as I can remember I co
Apr 29
Chemical Spill
Dear Diary, THE CRAZIES THING HAPPENED!!! So the fire alarm in my building has been going off a lot lately and it went off again last night. I thought it would be cleared quickly and we could go back in. But then another fire truck showed up and tw
Jan 17
Wonder
Dear Diary, God I feel like throwing up. I was able to force some breakfast down my throat but almost threw up in the process. As I walked to class I just wanted to curl into a ball and hold my stomach. Jesus Christ I haven’t felt this way in a whi
Jan 16
Starving
Dear Diary, The fire alarm went off AGAIN last night but at one in the morning. That makes three times. Then at four in the morning a guy knocked on all of our doors checking the heaters in our room to make sure the caps were on tight or something.
Jan 15
Broken
Dear Diary, Ink heart is right. If he let his mom say something like that then what else could she have said? I was always paranoid and always asked what’s family thought about me after that. I can’t let it get under my skin, especially since it is
Jan 14
Story time part 9
“Do you think the elves will find out anytime soon that we have escaped?” Jinn asked. “I don’t know. We have been stealing and have been using up a lot of their resources lately. They are bound to figure out something is going on but hopefully not
Jan 13
Sour
Dear Diary, Today was quite an adventure. I was able to sleep in...and then felt guilty for sleeping so much so I got up and had some brunch. A person in my math class has never had laffy taffy before so I told him I would bring him some. My math c
Jan 13
January 12, 2025
Dear Diary, Today was fine. I am writing at two in the morning because I can’t fucking sleep. My stomach hurts so much that it is hard to eat sometimes. I hung out with friends and got dinner with one. Why are relationships so dumb. I never realized
Jan 12
Story time part 8
“Well, isn’t it the daughter of traitors?” He scoffed, “You are such a disgrace to our kind. If it was up to me you would have gotten the same sentence as your parents!” Eowyn’s blood began to boil and had to resist the urge to give him a beat down r
Jan 11
Headspace
Dear Diary, Not much happened yesterday. I went out with friends for lunch and did some homework and did some drawing. My roommate is gone for the weekend and so I have the dorm to myself. To be honest not sure what I could do with my roommate gone
Jan 11
Story time part 7
As Campa skipped towards Eowyn her long blond braid swished behind her, dancing to an imaginary tune. Her dark eyes glinted with delight as she began to pick up speed and dropped to her knees, sliding through the mud. She unfortunately went right thr
Jan 10
Creativity
Dear Diary, You know the drill, I am writing a little early. For some reason my alarm was stuck to going off at seven so I decided to just get up at seven. I woke up and got ready for the day. I went to the cafeteria, got some breakfast and finishe
Jan 10
Story time part 6
As she got closer she passed beautiful flower gardens that were full of flowers that filled the air with their perfume. She had to admit though that if she stayed too long near the flower gardens the strong smell gave her a horrible headache. As Eowy
Jan 09
Annoyance
Dear Diary, Again, I am writing early and will add overtime. I did see Lucas at breakfast. It makes that I haven’t been seeing him because he has been going to breakfast a lot earlier than I usually do. The reason why I went to breakfast so early i
Jan 09
Story time part 5
Then all of a sudden, a bush shook behind her and she whirled around, her branch inches away from the face of a rabbit. Eowyn sighed and the tension left her body as she realized there was no threat. “You scared me little guy.” She knelt down and st
Jan 08
Prove me wrong
Dear Diary, I am writing a little earlier than I usually do so I might add more later. Today has actually been pretty chill. I don’t have any classes so I have been working on homework and my story. I am so picky with how it is coming out so I am a
Jan 08