Chief 's Dear Diary

Dear koa,  I decided to close my ears. I just want to listen my inner voice. Outside world is too negative. It will demotivate me . I just want live fully according my plans. So ignore the society like he ignore me . Hope for best. No expectations.

Dear koa, I was so sad and i cried alot. My eyes become red. Atlast he told me to block him and never contact him back again. I just said ok. I never experienced such weird situation like this. A strangee getting angry on me without proper reason. A

Then he trying to show his ego and his attitude towards me .and after sometime i start get hurting...bcz his word are too Sharpe...i try to convince him .you know when someone stuck on his point even if he know truth is different we can't change them

Then he keep on asking my number. I don't feel good bcz if he want to contact me that is available in telegram why he is force me to give my number. Then i said you are stranger to me so i can't share my number.suddenly his attitude change he told me

Then i tell him like this...hey i have a account..if you have any interest then could you follow me like that. But he keep on asking my contact number..we contact through telegram where we can communicate with out contact number.i already mention he

Dear Koa,  Yesterday something happened. After a long gap i unblock a person i met in online through a online game. I blocked him bcz i just want to focus on my studies. I mention that then i block him . But yesterday i just want to about my account

Dear Koa, Ok i decided this i will not touch my phone until a time period...i hope i will follow it.After my lunch i can use my phone for 10 minute...also i can use my phone at night for 15 minute..i don't use Instagram for a while and also i don't

Dear Koa, - What happened to me. Daily daily i take new decision...but i can't follow that..i am just wasting my time..from morning to bed....i keep using my phone...whatsapp shift to Instagram shift to pinterest shift to Snapchat shift to telegr

Dear Koa, My whole body is paining...i did exercise. I am always sleepy. I want to stop it and change. When i start using this application i came to know that i am not alone..when I read other writeup i feel like it is me..so almost everyone facing

Dear Koa, My day start with some physical exercise so now i feel good , feels like body become more flexible. May be i will become a police officer in future if i clear physical test, most probably i can't clear but i will give my best... something

Dear Koa, I will tell my problem , help me to sort it out, i expect from people , at the end it leads to disappointments. I was not a talkative person. Because of someone i start sharing my story. Now i am alone.i don't have no one to talk....my men

Dear Koa, They said that , they will come here , I don't think so. Let me see what happen in upcoming days . If we met I believe that they are genuine and keep promises. if not It will be my next mistake bcz i repeatedly trust people fake promises a

#1 Dear Koa, I feel so lonely today. Sometimes i get irritated I don't know why. I don't have anyone to talk no I want to edit it, I don't get anyone who can understand my feelings. I am very boring person. I fight with almost everyone. Generally i

I was emailing this podcaster. This was the email: Disclaimer: If this email turns out too good to be just an email, I'll publish it I've lost count of the times I've been crippled by imposter syndrome. It's like I build castles near the sea which

Dear Panther, Not a day goes by where I don't think of you. You pop up in my head on the most random of occasions. I was guzzling salted peanuts the other day thinking of how much you like them. It took a lot of control for me to not send you a p

It's been 5 days since we last spoke. I miss him. And I have gnawing feeling in my heart that I won't ever see him or speak to him ever again. Correction: I don't think he'll see me or speak to me ever again. That day when he went back home, P

I can't stop smelling my hair. It smells like him. I don't even know where to start. My soul is still suspended in outer space. My eyes are a little droopy and there's a lopsided grip plastered on my face as I write this. Panther came over for a movi

So this is what walking on air with one toe lightly dipped in reality feels like.  I just had my second date with Panther.Guess who's walking on sunshine and into hell because I'm way past my curfew time. I'm dancing into a lion's den with with a wid

"In the night when the bars close down Brandy walks through a silent town And loves a man who's not around She still can hear him say She hears him say "Brandy, you're a fine girl! What a good wife you would be! But my life, my love and my l

I should probably be sent to hell :) I'm "exploring my options".I use maximum of my Hinge matches for TRM. I don't even know why I still browse Hinge and send out/ accept match requests. What I'm about to write should've been another entry. I'm in th

Flamingo, oh, Flamingo. I had to idea I'd be walking on air because someone told me they'd kiss me on text. Fantasy texting is a tricky pursuit. It feels AMAZING. But there's this constant sense of dismay because I know it's just fantasy. But that ti

Welcome back to my Hinge journal! We meet again to talk about another guy: Flamingo. This was an unexpected one.After Panda, I was a little frustrated with everything and he was just adding salt to injury. The toughest part of being an overachiever i

Life's just funny, guys.So funny. Last night, right before I was about to shut my eyes, I sat upright with a jolt. There was something I had to do. I had to tell Panda that he doesn't get to treat me this way.  And that's precisely what I did. Via vo

This is why I don't relationships or anything even closely resembling to one. Listen up, men.You don't tell a girl you "genuinely like her" and then forget about her the very next day and not call or text for the week. AND YOU DEFINITELY CAN'T KEEP S

My best prompt on Hinge is: "I go crazy for a business idea or anyone who can harmonize/duet with me." This prompt has got me 2 types of matches: Work-oriented guys and music guys, and sometimes, guys who're a little bit of both.  "I run an

I've asked Panda about our date twice last week. And it's supposed to be tomorrow. And he hasn't said anything yet.  He sent me a video of his college dance society practising, and that was it.  Radio silence ever since.  God, what has become of

It's been so very long since I've felt this way. A little, glowing ball of warmth nests in the center of my chest. I smile as I walk. Despite the seeds of doubt in mind, my heart chooses to glow. I was on a phone call with Panda last night. He and I

Yesterday was a horrid one.  I went to a pride march organized by GirlUp DCAC, the college society I'm a part of. I'd been actively helping out with the preparation for the march since last two weeks. It's been less than a month that I've joined