Jay's Dear Diary

- Dear Diary, So today I've had a whirlwind of emotions on my mind. Alot of what if's?Why?where? Just in general about life. My career, love life, living status. Feels like a semi midlife crisis. With no one to turn to it's hard to reach out to anyon

Dearest Friend, Amazingly, it all started sometime after being enrolled in the special school. Of course, the initial change was quite strange and upsetting – and a huge part of me felt I didn’t belong there. For me, it was symbolical of my famil

Dearest Friend, Growing up, I never gave the concept of God, or spiritual matters, much thought… I mean, of course, as a born Catholic I occasionally went to Sunday mass with my Grandmother, took confession, went to religiously structured schools

Friday night, 3rd June 2016 Dearest friend, Do you believe in God? Tonight, I’m feeling profoundly inspired; extremely happy and humble – and I give thanks to the universe for this turn on my emotions! In this letter I would like to explore

Tuesday, 31st May 2016 Dearest friend, Recently my beautiful sister Cindy celebrated her Confirmation! I was able to get the early bus down to Sligo to attend the church ceremony, which took place at the Sligo Cathedral around morning time. As a s

Monday, 30th May 2016 Dearest friend, I read James’s letter from the 13th on the bus back to Galway yesterday; it was a very emotional read for me! I find it hard to articulate how I’m feeling sometimes. It’s hard to explain to people that I somet

13th May 2016 Jay, I hope this finds you well. Firstly, as always, it was good to hear from you during the week. You are always in my thoughts, so when you make contact it always brings a smile to my face and generally a good buzz. It was disapp

Thursday, 26th May 2016 Dearest friend, Counselling this week has given me a huge wake-up call… The counsellor wasn’t very happy that I missed last week’s session and turned up yesterday fifteen minutes late. She could easily have called off th

Sunday, 22nd May 2016 Dearest friend, Over a week has passed since my last rant, so little has changed… My hunger for the weekend was just as intense as the last; I looked forward to getting away and closing the lid around my everyday worries. Just

Friday, 13th May 2016 Dearest friend, The last week has been a boring one; I’ve been feeling so restless lately that I’ve been on the lookout for new ways of enjoying myself. There seems to be progress made within my counselling sessions…but I can

Thursday, 28th April 2016 Dearest Friend, This month has been an intense one. Since my return from Finland I’ve been more focused on counselling and getting through my emotional issues. As I briefly mentioned before, I took my GP’s advice and am co

Monday, 4th April 2016 Dearest Friend, My last days in Finland weren’t as bleak as my experiences were probably described previously; actually they were wonderful… I just go through moments sometimes where things feel too heavy to bear, but almost

Sunday, 27th March 2016 Dearest Friend, Unfortunately I’ve had to resort to using a marker pen because my previous quantities have all inked out… I’m mostly unhappy about this because I prefer to write in the same font (inky pen) in all of my noteb

Sunday, 20th March 2016 Dearest Friend, Once I got full confirmation about being accepted for the Erasmus programme and was eligible for the Erasmus Grant (which covers all travel expenses and includes enough spending money to triple the actual tri

Wednesday, 16th March 2016 Dearest Friend, I can’t believe I hadn’t the time to tell you sooner, but a great surprise has come my way… I was so wrapped up in my own concerns and focused on my overall personal development that I hadn’t the space in

Monday, 14th March 2016 Dearest Friend, I’ve gone roughly over another week of taking meds; I’m beginning to get used to it in my every day routine.  This battle against depression doesn’t feel impossible anymore. Actually, before when I didn’t gi

Dear Diary, in the morning of September 7 2021, I started going to school by saying goodbye to my mother. That morning I ignored what my mom was saying because she kept talking about things I didn't know about. Around 11 am I came home from school.

Dear Diary, today and tomorrow is celebrated The Day of the Death or "El Dia de los Muertos", a Mexican holiday associated with the Catholic celebrations of All Saints' Day and All Souls' Day in Latin America and elsewhere. This is a family and f

Dear Diary, today is the first day of the rest of.my life because yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come.

Dear Diary,,,  Beautiful day in Jogja On November 19, 2022 I think it will be a great holiday for me because I celebrate my birthday with my family. We went on vacation to a city that is rich in culture and tourism. We prepared everything need

Dear Diary, it’s almost my birthday. my bday wish is a death wish i’m so tired w my life rn and i wanna give up

Dear Diary, My parents are fighting again. It’s almost my bday, should i just kms that day?

Dear Diary, should i just kms or runaway from home?

Dear Diary, Its been very long since i update my diary. Been very busy lately. Today i just feel like writing this for myself. Singapore is having more rules for unvaccinated people. I am one of the even though am not a anti-vax. I just

Dear Diary, I screw my full time job 1 month ago. I know is bad to quit during this period but i don't regret leaving a slavery life. Working part time now with great bakers and acquire new friends 😁. Starting to sell bakes from home. Unfor

Dear Diary, WHOOHOO!  Today is a great day! I meet up with my parttime exbosses, free lemon tart and durain cake! Met my old great colleagues! Yesterday was even better, I finally snapped and had a talk with my current boss about how i am be

(...) : me thinking Day 16, I am suppose to know all the enviroment work within a day (?!), must memorize all kinds of design of what I do (sure), memorise the olds within 1 week (okay...), and remember all last min work given (alright....).  Boss: "

Dear Diary, Before making any assumption; that i have another angsty past, No. It wasn't that i got bullied.  It was me bullying a person, unintentionally. A mistake and a misunderstanding where i feel regret for the pass 23 years. And it will

Dear Diary, I always feel left out during at work, i not sure what I did, but am sure is the way i speak. It's always very rough and misleading sometime.  I have been practicing for years since young to speak kinder and laugh with them even if

Not again....Is my 4th day at my new work place. I'm already causes misunderstanding and the lack of good image.... I do not have Aphasia but am unable to speak my thoughts well. It always comes out wrong and misleading.... Maybe I am highly introver

Is 4am... am still awake.Even if i love the silent night, i hate the thoughts running in my mind. I better write this down before i forgot... Am not very good in languages, no matter how much i study. Am unable to sit still with shity uncontrollable

Dear Diary, Found this app. I do not know why i started it but pouring out my feelings hidden in shadow can makes me feel less lonely i guess.... Have many things to say but mostly afraid, these will not be a happy one. But i need to write or i