BlankHusk's Dear Diary

Index
October 10, 2021
Dear Diary, Its been very long since i update my diary. Been very busy lately. Today i just feel like writing this for myself. Singapore is having more rules for unvaccinated people. I am one of the even though am not a anti-vax. I just
Oct 10
August 03, 2020
Dear Diary, I screw my full time job 1 month ago. I know is bad to quit during this period but i don't regret leaving a slavery life. Working part time now with great bakers and acquire new friends šŸ˜. Starting to sell bakes from home. Unfor
Aug 03
June 23, 2020 ( oo0oo )
Dear Diary, WHOOHOO!Ā  Today is a great day! I meet up with my parttime exbosses, free lemon tart and durain cake! Met my old great colleagues! Yesterday was even better, I finally snapped and had a talk with my current boss about how i am be
Jun 23
June 16, 2020 ( Get fired or quit first?)
(...) : me thinking Day 16,Ā I am suppose to know all the enviroment work within a day (?!), mustĀ memorizeĀ all kinds of design of what I do (sure), memorise the olds within 1 week (okay...), and remember all last min work given (alright....).Ā  Boss: "
Jun 16
June 16, 2020 ( Bully )
Dear Diary, Before making any assumption; that i have another angsty past, No. It wasn't that i got bullied.Ā  It was me bullying a person, unintentionally. A mistake and a misunderstanding where i feel regret for the pass 23 years. And it will
Jun 15
June 12, 2020 ( 2nd week at work)
Dear Diary, I always feel left out during at work, i not sure what I did, but am sure is the way i speak. It's always very rough and misleading sometime.Ā  I have been practicing for years since young to speak kinder and laugh with them even if
Jun 12
June 04, 2020
Not again....Is my 4th day at my new work place. I'm already causes misunderstanding and the lack of good image.... I do not haveĀ Aphasia but am unable to speak my thoughts well. It always comes out wrong and misleading.... Maybe I am highly introver
Jun 04
May 29, 2020 ( Identify "Myself" )
Is 4am... am still awake.Even if i love the silent night, i hate the thoughts running in my mind. I better write this down before i forgot... Am not very good in languages, no matter how much i study. Am unable to sit still with shity uncontrollable
May 28
May 27, 2020
Dear Diary, Found this app. I do not know why i started it but pouring out my feelings hidden in shadow can makes me feel less lonely i guess.... Have many things to say but mostly afraid, these will not be a happy one. But i need to write or i
May 27