June 12, 2020 ( 2nd week at work)

Dear Diary,

I always feel left out during at work, i not sure what I did, but am sure is the way i speak. It's always very rough and misleading sometime. 

I have been practicing for years since young to speak kinder and laugh with them even if is silly and always smile. Maybe is the vocabs or the wrong time. 

What is wrong with me?

When can I ever get along with people? 

Is it the fact that I will always be alone forever?