Dear Diary,
Found this app. I do not know why i started it but pouring out my feelings hidden in shadow can makes me feel less lonely i guess....
Have many things to say but mostly afraid, these will not be a happy one. But i need to write or i will get an early stroke.
Is nothing much really, i am just the same typical wanna be special loser whom hates own life. 30s and yet still not develope. Knowing having a toxic mouth and anger issue with no one understanding me includes own family that i am not much diffrent from being a part of human race.
Thats a short me for now, and will update next when i feel heavily.