Overtheclouds 's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, i just wanna kill myself. i hate myself. and i hate my circumstances.

Dear Diary, to be honest, the empty feeling is still right here. It feels as if it is on its way to fade away but it keeps turning back again and again.  Tomorrow i will have psychology exam and i am kinda prepared but kinda not. I cant focus o

Dear Diary, yesterday was another day of the prove that friendships are the worst thing one can have. surely one cannot say this about every friendship but .. every friendship i had was just.. i regret making friends. friends are here to fade aw

Dear Diary, i am freaking insecure about my body. to be honest, since many years. i starved a lot, i ate a lot, i did sports and diets but at the end, i end up crying and comparing myself to other people who are much skinnier than i am.  according

Dear older me, all i ever wanted was to be with you.

Dear Diary, i don't know why i love autumn and winter so much even though some terrible things have happened a few years ago during these seasons. i keep thinking of those things and im crying and regretting but nevertheless i feel home when we hav

Dear Diary, i. went. for. a. run. OUTSIDE. and im kinda proud of myself that i did it.

Dear me, I wanna improve myself. (Since years actually.) However, I wanna be more sporty. My current goal: be skinny and sporty.  Goal for tomorrow (in a few hours): Wake up at 4am and workout for one or two hours. (In my bedroom.) After that, I w

Dear me, it's hard. It's all hard. Life is hard.

Dear Diary, Hey, my friend. I'm back I know, I always make new year's resolutions like everyone and it fails on 1 January because finishing my undergraduate wears me out that's why I couldn't stick to my plans. Anyway, I want to cut to the chase. F

Dear Diary, Okay, I'm gonna tell you about losing my best friend. For a long time, I had a couple of friends that surround me and I was a social animal. All day, I spent time hanging out with them sometimes, I needed to relax and unwind on my own e

Dear Diary, Wow, I haven't written anything for a while as my life is up and down so I have never found to write about any experiences. Maybe I forgot my password to log in to this app maybe I feel overwhelmed that don't wanna bother you. When I lo

Dear Diary, Wow! Long time no see, but I was busy with getting organized my life for a while because my college kicks off and I have to complete my undergraduate degree this year so I have a bunch of responsibilities. I'm not as good as they though

Dear Diary, Is that possible to change our lives when we're overwhelmed?  Long time no see I know but I'm busy taking the time for getting out of my situated which makes me unconscious. But I’d say, I decided to change my life no matter what happe

Dear Diary, Hey, I’m back. I know I’m not writing regularly because I'm mentally collapsed so I take a break from everything that I’ve made every day. I'm trying to heal. For two days, I have thought about my life deeply I mean, love, friendships a

Dear Diary, The things that I love doing  Imagine walking on the street on a rainy day, you feel satisfied and fulfilled unconsciously as some things that we’ve done make us peace, safe and have a great time. What if you doubt that the thing th

Dear Diary, Hey, My life has been so stable for 3 days. I went to the village where I was born and raised as most of the time, I mean summer seasons, we often go there. I have been living in the city since high school, and after that, my mum found

Dear Diary, Hey, long time no see, I know because I'm not in the mood to make idle chit-chat to you and on my observations, people who use here open their hearts instead of sharing daily life that's the reason why I guess we don't have any real fri

Dear Diary,  It's the best month for me ever. I fancy soaking up the son while reading a book on the balcony. It's so fresh. Before going to sleep, I overthink how to change my life intentionally by neglecting the weaknesses of my frustrating perso

Dear Diary, Today, I’m here to open my heart willingly instead of running away from my life. So I mean, I don't want to talk about my day as it's my day off so I'm just chilling out and hanging out with my parents. But I want to tell you my lovely