Dear Diary,
Hey, My life has been so stable for 3 days. I went to the village where I was born and raised as most of the time, I mean summer seasons, we often go there. I have been living in the city since high school, and after that, my mum found a job here so we just settled down except for my dad as he worked in another city. After retirement, we purchased a house in the same city and then we move out. As a result, I love this place where we moved, we are in touch with nature, that's so safe, a quiet place but the worst thing is that living here is probably a neighbour relationship. We live there for 1 month but no one comes over to us even if downstairs neighbours. It's a little disappointing for us as we love people who hang out and care about neighbour relationships. On two day vacation, I had a blast with my childhood friend who knows each other since we were 3 years old and my neighbour aunty. She's incredible and we love gossiping with each other. Even though my mother isn't at home, she always has a great time with me. Actually, when I was in my childhood, she raised me because my parents worked. We looked like sisters with her daughter. But she's older than me. On Thursday, I’ll get out of town for a while to find a house where I stay because my rent is ripped off as well it's not possible that can't afford it. So, I'm looking for a roommate to share rent and bills. And then, there is a bunch of news that I start in the coming days. Like, For taking up oil painting and academic writing courses. one would wish that my spending is totally on vacation and hobbies but life is not as good as we assumed even so living in turkey. But I believe that I can change my destiny no matter what I live. But I believe magical things that make me happy I know it's so cliche. When I watch friends, in the episode, I didn't remember that Rachel is complaining about working as a waitress because she is not pleasant. She is dreaming of working a job that makes her happy and hopeful. She just says I’ll get magical beans but when? Life is so cruel and unusual as punishment. Sometimes, it captures us even if we're not awful people. But I’ll chase my dreams, for the rest of my day, when I woke up I feel blessed with the beautiful things that I have.