August 07, 2022

Dear Diary,

Today, I’m here to open my heart willingly instead of running away from my life. So I mean, I don't want to talk about my day as it's my day off so I'm just chilling out and hanging out with my parents. But I want to tell you my lovely dairy which had to be hidden all of them I mean, people who don't back me up no matter what I experienced. Whatever, I'll get to the point. Until 5-6 years ago, I was trying to beat cancer that made me unhappy while getting into college. Right now, I'm pretty good and I'm healing mentally as I was a depression patient who suffer from overthinking and blaming myself due to the worse things that  that ever happened to me. As time goes by, I realized that I'm not guilty of coming down with cancer but my relatives and my family treated me as if I'm guilty. So, right now, I still have to long way to go, but I'm already so far where I used to be, and definitely, I'm so proud of myself to overcome these things. As I said, no one is flawless and no one is happy overnight. Also, I'm happy to trust myself.