Rberry's Dear Diary

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December 07, 2022 Nobody hurts me like myself
Dear Diary,  I realised a long time ago. That I'm the problem for myself and the people whom I love.  He broke up with me. He said he lost interest in me. He said, he's not a right person. He said he doesn't love me.  I don't know what to believe.
Dec 07
December 02, 2022
Dear Diary, I feel so uncomfortable. My heart aches but I can't cry myself out. I can't let go. I hate me for loving someone so deeply. It hurts hurts hurts like hell. More than hell.  It's the sweet memories that kills me more.. sorry I'm already de
Dec 02
November 28, 2022
Dear Diary, I'm tired. I can't keep myself cool anymore. I want to cry. I don't want anyone. I forget what is happiness.. o really don't know what makes me happy. My heart aches. I can feel the pain in my chest. Something is pulling me in and out. No
Nov 28
November 24, 2022
Dear Diary,I miss someone. I don't want to be loved. I just want to be with someone I love. That's enough for me. I'm not greedy. I miss him. Met a lot of people but nobody feels like him.  He's probably happy somewhere. He really doesn't want me. H
Nov 24
October 30, 2022
Dear Diary,  We broke up 💔.  He broke me.  Broke my heart. You know what. It's funny to broke a thing which is already been like a million broken pieces. It's like unwrapping a bandage from a wound before it heals enough.  I hate the fact that, s
Oct 30
July 24, 2022
Dear Diary, you know what? My friends ask me,'why you're into horror movies so much?','don't you watch anything normal?'.  Well. I really hate my reality sometimes. Being in reality sucks. I'm matured enough to accept the reality and live in. But s
Jul 24
July 02, 2022
Dear Diary, I really confused with human words. They all have the freedom to speak what they want. I agree. But if someone have freedom of something , isn't important to use it right? Not for all the things. Atleast for some important things. Some im
Jul 02
December 12, 2021
Dear Diary,  I have gone through the days of  surprises, happiness, sadness, unluckiness and so on. I feel like my life is so empty. There are many people around me but it feels like I'm alone. It suddenly raining outside. The God might have known t
Dec 12
November 11, 2021
Dear Diary, I talked to him yesterday. From tdy's morning I kept thinking whether I can start the conversation again or not. He's in my mind every minute and second. Atlast I decided to tell my feelings to him. I told my friends about this. They chee
Nov 11
November 10, 2021
Dear Diary,I can't stop thinking of him. I started to speak to myself. I don't know if we can control our emotions when we're in luv. I can't see him recently. Coz school is leave due to heavy rain. It's raining and raining and raining and I'm missin
Nov 11
November 08, 2021
Dear Diary, it's so sad that how little things sometimes hurt so good. I learned one thing for sure that, the time we start to care for others is the time we are getting troubles and hurt to ourselves. It's just not fair that everyone says that "good
Nov 09
November 07, 2021
Dear Diary,you know what? I found a boy recently. You know too that if I got a person to love unconditionally. I'll stick on to that only person. I won't even make eye contact with others except my loved one. After my breakup,I never looked other guy
Nov 07