Cookie's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, (3:22am) "Mai apne hi mann ka hoshlaa hu, hai soya jahan par mai jaga hu..."  Hi,, I was feeling quite low that time, then Hrishabh Sinha asked for a call, I said okay call me...he was bringing the topic of marriage again and agai

Dear Diary, Hi, I am not good yaar, I am not feeling good at this moment. I feel so inferior many times. Like I don't look good at all, I am fat and ugly, no proper teeth, not a proper face structure, I don't look.good at all. I was living

Dear Diary, (2:32am) Somedays, I just can't sleep, like today. Idk what feeling is this which is keeping me awake. My legs are hurting so much, I wish I could fall asleep easily or my it's just my legs are paining too much, I am not abl

Dear Diary, Life is deep shit. (06:00 PM) Hi,  Hi again at 9 PM. I left the note incomplete that time coz I got involved in something else. Life is deep shit coz my life is going like a deep shit right now. The year 2024 has not brought any

Dear Diary, 13:50 Hi, I am feeling quite low since yesterday evening or night. And I know Reasons behind it. I often think what am I doing with my life, how can I be so non serious about everything, how can I be so lazy. I don't know why I am bea

Dear Diary, Hi, 00:03 I am feeling weird right now. What am I doing?  Like this question I have with my life too...I have became so non serious person. But right now, I am just stalking people who do not exist in my life...all of a sudden I f

Dear Diary, Hi,  11:58 PM, Friday The day was okay, I was feeling quite tired 1-2 hrs ago. Now, I am good. I was talking to Mandeep today, he asked for call and called me around 15 days ago but I didn't answer that day, I was not in mood. So, I

Dear Diary, I heard a beautiful line today, " Sach hota kya hai  - Har ek ka apna apna version hota hai sach ka "

Dear Diary, Hi, 19:57 Life sucks, at this moment, I am craving so much for different food, sometime back I wanted to eat something sweet, dessert. Now, at this moment, I want to eat something super spicy, probably I was craving for some spi

Dear Diary, Hi, It's 12:26 pm, Sunday  Everything is so messed around me whether it's my house or my life and I don't know how to clear it all. I am crying right now. I want to cry so much, I am not in a good mental state. I don't know what

Dear Diary, Hi, 21:50 I am literally done with Instagram...the algorithm sucks, every now and the I see reels of people getting married, engaged or lovely and romantic posts. Ehhh...my heart aches seeing all this...as in my life Idk what's goin

Dear Diary, 2:35 pm Hi, I don't know what to write, I am feeling to heavy right now, I feel like crying...there are many reasons.  I was in the Kitchen and I burnt my hand with boiling water I poured wrong items in wrong utensils, I burned the ri

Dear Diary, "Jo mil jaata hai wo aam hi ho jaata hai, khaas wahi hai jo kaash me hai"  Hi, 11:22 pm  I don't know how was the day, everything was fine today. I am at my hometown. Winters have arrived I guess. It was a normal day, no dram

Dear Diary, Baatein bhul jaati hain, yaadein yaad aati hain. Yaadein... Ye yaadein kisi dil-o-jaanam k chale jaane k baad aati hain... Hi, (11:50 am) Dear diary, I am not okay at this moment, I am neither happy nor sad, I am neutral. I

Dear Diary, Hi, it's 2:30 am, I should ideally sleep but I can't sleep, I want to sleep but... I am feeling anxious. And this happens quite a lot these days. I don't want to go through the same shit. For the first time, when I experienced or un