Dear Diary,
Hi, (00:38)
I'm feeling quite low today, I feel like crying...
Most important, I don't know how I feel, idk if I am happy or not, Idk if I will be happy or not, sometimes I feel why am I doing this... Everything is okay still I feel that isn't what I want, I want something much better than this... the feeling of not being able to express what I am feeling also holds me back...I feel that I am very much guarded but I am not able to put my guards down....I feel and I fear that I won't ever be able to love this person whole heartedly and that's coz I don't feel that relaxed and that comfort zone I want to feel is missing...idk