Dear Diary,
Hi!
No more quotes :)
Dear diary, I want to name you something, actually when I used to write journal in proper diary,my diary then had a name...
But naming everything doesn't make any sense right... it's cool this way only.
I had zero motivation to work today, but I did finsihed today's work but couldn't finish everything, things are getting piled up...I have no motivation, I need someone to sit beside so that work can be done...I don't feel like working alone...I need some company...I need to finish the remaining tasks before this month ends otherwise I will be in trouble...mood was neutral today or I can say bit higher on the low side...
Today, we ordered so much of grilled and fried chicken from burger King... literally 35 pieces of fried and grilled chicken...but couldn't finish all...
I texted Aman to come over tomorrow...he asked if I am okay or not...I asked him to bring drinks alongwith him...he said that you have started drinking frequently and too much...and it's not good...he said if you are not okay then this temporary relaxation isn't good but I insisted him to get me drinks...as I want to overflow my emotions... although I am trying to control my emotions rather than my emotions controlling me...but tomorrow I want it to flow... he is going to Bsp tomorrow for 2 days so maybe or maybe not he will try to manage to get it for me...if he wouldn't able to bring it...I will go and get it myself... although I don't like doing this but yeah...I wanted him to come tomorrow...as I needed a hug...I need someone to sit and listen to me or vice versa or the main reason is that I will be alone tomorrow and I will feel quite lonely... although I wanted it from so many days but I will lonely and it will worsen the situation...
I ordered melatonin gummies from Blinkit...I opted for handover to the guard...as my parents are always curious about the parcels...I didn't want them to know about this...that I can't sleep and all...
I went to the guard and collected it...I had a strong chamomile tea today...I ate 2 melatonin gummies today... let's see if they are able to make me sleep or not.
If I won't fall asleep today, I will try to work if I feel like doing so ...
Also, I recieved a message from Sana Ma'am... Something she posted on Instagram...but sent it to me personally... about pain and all ... everyone around is missing me I guess...shw called me so many times but I am not going there...I don't feel like going there...
And I need to take care of myself...how do I look these days...as if there isn't any glow left on my face...skin looks so dry and dead as I am not drinking even a glass of water...my water intake is one glass a day... around 200-500 ml...I need to stay hydrated...groom myself... bring the charm back...
Okay bye!
"Adhure pyar ka romance hamesha zinda rehta hai"
I heard this line right now in Yaadon ka idiot box by Neelesh Misra
Aur haan, aaj ka mausam bhi kafi alag tha...garmi nai thi...hawa chal rahi thi...tez tez... thandha mausam tha...mast bike ride wala