Dear Diary,
I am writing about last week that is from Thursday to Monday, 06th - 10th.
On Thursday around this time only, I told him that I want to come to meet him maybe only for a day but I want to com e...book my ticket for today...and he did so...I reached there...I am writing all these so that I can always have a memory of these days, atleast right now...I have this thought that I shall remember everything but at the same time I want these memories not to haunt me...I want to cherish it as a beautiful part of my life...
So, I reached there, he was there to receive me... he brought a rose bouquet for me...I wanted him to hug me but I was little conscious...I had always imagined to hug him tight at the airport and waiting for that day when everything could get official... But anyways... We went to the Parking... he was carrying my bag all the time... Then he kissed me in the car maybe for a few seconds only but yeah... Then holding hands while driving...we reached home... hugged each other... had Meghna Biryani...then slept or had some quality time...next morning...we had breakfast at Rameshwaram...I had 2-3 shots of Baileys... and then in the afternoon we went to the mall...for buying tshirts...but had Korean food as lunch, then went to gaming zone...then we came back home, we were supposed to go for some clubbing...but I didn't want to go so...we stayed at home... cooked dinner... chicken and rice... fried chicken from Burger King, he ordered icecream and some cake...we had drinks... cocktail that he made... watched a series Love Professor and had dinner...then danced on our song...then had some conversation...then I got upset over the stupid thing but then I couldn't sleep so I wanted him to make some love to me...then he did and then we slept... atleast he slept well... then next morning he made brunch for me...as it was Women's day...I don't remember that we went anywhere out that day...yup at night after dinner...I wanted to go out...so he took for me a drive... traffic jam... Indranagar...then we came back around 12 then slept as we had to go to that 4am Mutton Biryani... we went there...and came back...had the biryani...then went to sleep...that day in afternoon...I wanted to see that flowers in streets of the city but I think it could have seen them in Feb... and I was late...we went for Shopping...then to some cafe cum Bar...I tried wine for the first time... after that we headed back home...it was Champions trophy finals that day Ind vs NZ...he slept as he was tired then woke up and as I wasn't feeling that okay, we went to Rameshwaram again around 11:30 and after that we had night walk in his society...then came back and slept... next morning I was supposed to catch my early morning flight... we had coconut water at his home...then we went for Hot Chocolate at T2 and again returned back to T1...I rushed for the flight as I was quite late but managed to be on time there...then with heavy heart Ianded back to my city...I took a cab and came back home...
All these days...I was happy but there was a fear that what if my parents get back to City before me...I had so many mixed feelings.. most of time I was feeling low...I was happy but also sad that all these things are temporary and I am gonna not experience all these again or feel these things again...I don't gonna have that person in life...that day when I was going there...I thought that it is my closure...I am thinking of the good time and not be sad about the flashbacks...but things turned out differently...
At present, I am in a weird mindset, indecisive, sad...
I will write about that too today.
Got to go now...
Loads of love to him...