Preyasi's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, it was one of the best diwali I got to celebrate today without my mental drama. The whole thing revolves around: I was(am) happy, I enjoyed, I shared, we had fun together- the whole family.  I was starting to think yesterday that this ye

Dear Diary, So I had a dream yesterday during my day sleep and I'm just so grateful about it. The dreams are a bit rare but most welcomed, so so soooo much. Yesterday, baba came to meet me in my dream as bhimashankar shivling. Actually, it was a beau

Dear Diary, Thank god! I did not make myself crazy after him. I thought that maybe finally I'll get the love of my life, I was even ready to be patient for my love life to unfold into a forever of this lifetime. But seeing the pattern, I'm not sure t

Dear Diary, I already feel like I'm losing control of my senses again. I really didn't wanna be that person who waits for him & keeps waiting & then gets disappointed when he doesn't text back or talks to you. There's nothing for me to be making up t

Dear Diary, Shivanshu n I got back in touch yesterday & I think we'll remain more than in touch with each other. Yesterday he made me feel so crazily effing happy, so so much that this morning I thought that I must've really lost my mind with having

Dear Diary, I was feeling anxious about how n when I'll start earning n put my dreams into execution or whether I'll be able to do anything or not. But then I thought that I'm alive. I have all the chances n possibilities to make it as long as I'm al

November 02, 2023 Dear Diary, sometimes when I wake up from sleep, I feel this lingering sadness n emptiness about how there should've been a someone in my life n now he's not.  Recently I found a few pages written by my ex about how we both bec

Dear Diary, I miss writing in my pen paper diary. But I've got you with me rn so I'll make do.  I talked to someone n he said he gave UGC-NET twice n could not clear it shy of just a few marks. This got me thinking whether I can do it or not? But th

October 31,2023 Dear Diary, children are so sweet & warm.  I felt that for the first time when I was with my little brother shyam. When he was little I used to take him to the park n we played on swings. One evening when we were going back home fro

Dear Diary, I finally completed my work yesterday. I stayed home and I had decided that it's time to finish all the internship work. I still have to review the answers cause I couldn't solve some questions and others' I just want to review to check f

Dear Diary, Indian advertisements are so entertaining, sometimes they're hilarious, romantic, sexy, etc, etc...  So the hilarious one rn is the everest biriyani masala ad SRK n Amitabh Bachchan has done. 😆 it always make me laugh. Both wanna eat th

October 26, 2023 Dear Diary, now after two years I can finally see true happiness on my face.  It's not that I don't crave love but what I have now is much better than the torture I had to go through for so long, no freedom, no friends(I still don'

Dear Diary, it doesn't take much for people to dampen someone's excitement...  I can finally see clearly. I got new spects today🙈🥰 yaay!  So I broke my old spects yesterday n had to get new today. Mum didn't say anything yesterday just acknowledg

Dear Diary, Ughh, I don't know why I'm feeling this way, this slight insecurity with my own friend, I don't ever want to feel the way I'm feeling. Been there, done that. And don't want to go through the torture of it all over again. I don't want to

Dear Diary, I feel happy, kind of excited too. So I went small shopping 😆 but it lifted my spirits n made me realise that this is what I've to continue studying n clear my exams, so that when I have a job n money, I can get all the things I see n li