Reerorata's Dear Diary

Hey rick, I'm finding myself day by day. 1. When I feel something is not good. When feel uncomfortable in a place. When I don't want to be in a place, but have to be in there for sometime and can't leave suddenly and if I'm anxious. I would say:

Hey rick 👋. Hi !! Let me tell you what I feel today..I saw a movie which I wanted to watch long time ago. It's called "Hasee toh phasee" 💓Here's my new thoughts..I want someone to be with me always. A friend?If I get a life partner one day,I want h

Hey rick 👋, hi. Tell me what I feel? How I feel? Could you feel me? I don't know what I felt. I joined in a band. At 1st day I'm so nervous in our band. And I didn't noticed him that much. I know he's there. That guitar guy. He's a stranger that day

here's a question I asked myself today. Why people need someone to be with them?????? Why some people can't be alone?Even though they can be alone and strong. Still why do they want someone? While growing, I learned that people don't real

I need a hug. Nothing goes right. Everything goes wrong.I don't wanna live.. I'm tired..I want to sleep..I don't wanna do anything.

1. I'm not a morning person. 2. I won't wakeup without nightmares.Everyday new story. It's either be scary or a fantasy.But somedays I sleep peacefully without them.3.Too early bath is not my thing.4.I love music. I can't live without it. It's a part

Hey Rick, I'm tired of being a second lead. Like in movies. I felt like: "All alone I watch you watch her" kinda situations. Everyone goes for beauty.. like if I got my eye on someone, either they already got one or seeing my frnds while I see them.

I don't have anyone. Literally no one. No one. Turns out I'm not even considered as a person in everyone's life whom I given everything. I don't have anyone to talk to about anything. I really want to have a single open up conversation with someone.

Rick, come and find me. I think every f*ing thing is complicated around me. I think no one ever gonna love me. I'm certain about that. Coz I'm just an additional pain to them. Here again with my toxic family. I got a toxic younger brother who trigge

Dear Diary, I'll call you Rick from now on. Coz I want share everything to a person. As you know I can't even imagine a person in my mind or in my dreams. Atleast all I can do is: giving a name to a "can't even imagine" person.  I understood a

hey you. Hi. It's been a long time seeing you again. What's wrong?? You are writing again? Are you in pain?? How long did you hold up?? It's fine. Let me hug you. It's alright. It's alright. It's gonna be alright. I'm here with you. I'll keep you saf

I hate crying. You know why?I hide behind music everytime when I'm being hurt. It either makes me numb to the hurt or makes me strong once again I cried my lungs out. I hate it when I cry while I'm lieing in bed.I hate it when I cry while I'm hearing

I find no will to continue.. I know everything I understand everything. I feel calm about everything. But..I find no songs to comfort meI find no lyrics to relate toI find no motivation to liveI find no one as same as meI find no one to talk toEveryt