I need to leave my house soon.
There's no such thing as family.
In order to be happy, need money.
I don't like anyone here.
They just let me live here because I'm just birth daughter for them.
I need to study.
I need to go to work soon.
I need to settle money I own my father.
I don't like any of them. I hate them. They hate me too.
I know my father don't like us. My mother accepted her fate and couldn't changed anything. And now she too can't give away hwr husband.
I need to remember everything.
I need to get out of this shitty place.
I won't get a good husband in future i know. I don't wanna marry either.
I won't trust people.
How does people are happy in their family? How they are able to genuinely laugh?
I want to be born in a happy family.
I'm really jealous of other people.
I tried to survived by saying "I have to be happy with what I'm having".
I can't.
I should not forget how they hurt me.
Remember everything please
Don't forget it please..
Remember how they hurt you physically and mentally.
No one said a single sorry.
I don't have energy to worry how people I loved left me.
I still got family issues.
I'm not deserved to be loved.
I should stop yearning for love.
Love is not for me.
I need a hug.
Oh god !!
What did I do wrong in my past life that you're punishing me now?
Atleast tell me why and for what I get these punishment.
Can you make me suffer less.
Take my life instead.
Please.
I can't live with "I can't live anymore" thoughts.
Oh lord !!
Yes I'm a coward. I'm not fit to be a warrior.
Yes I admit that.
I'm not afraid of a ending.
But I'm afraid of the thought like i won't get a happy ending.
Please give me strength to forget, to be alone,not love, to not need someone to hug and heal me.
Oh lord, take me with you.
I'm your child too right?
Are you too abandoned me???
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