July 28, 2024 "What does it feel like when you're not included?" Is it more painful for someone who knows how does it feel and makes everyone feel included? I feel like I became an "left behind person". Now I realised why sushant singh committed suicide ... I feel so low. It's not a single time. I'm tired. I want to live and not just survive. I hate people. I hate me for being good to people.