J10262's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, Another sleepless night. Staff here think i have formed a habit, but I thinks its more than that, I have bee...

Dear Diary, Well I'm about to go onto psychiatric care tonight. I don't know for how long but I think its theroght place...

Dear Diary, I was going out to kill myself today but instead a took some Diazepam which calmed me down a bit took my m...

Dear Diary, It's a great time of dark depression, so dark I don't want to live. There seems no point I it 😕. I can't...

Dear Diary,another great dark depression today. Nothing has any meaning, life has no meaning. How did I get into this st...

Dear Diary, At King's Church in Newport. This is the only place I feel close to God at the moment. I know I fall far fro...

Dear Diary, Now look, here I go again, catastrophing and blowing all things out of proportion, a moment of cognative dys...

Well once again I'm off work and will be, at least until this side of Christmas. A lot of people reading this will have...

Dear Diary, today I'm really bad. I hate everything about today, I wish I wasn't here. Sometimes life sucks it just does...

Dear Diary, When I considered all His ways I remember I am but a partical of dust blowing in the wind, a tiny blade of g...

Dear Diary ... Why is it that I hide myself deep inside the depth of my soul? Is it because I know people will see that...

Dear Diary, I am totally against Halloween with all its dress up and getting fancy but if only people would know what's...

Dear Diary, up again at 3:30am this morning, I can't steep and I'm in constant pain just under my left side ribs. I'm no...

Once I was lovely, and once I was kind. Once I was benevolent and once I was not. Once I had joy and once dispair. I can...

Dear Diary, I feel that my life isn't my own anymore. I don't know who to trust, I think every one is talking about me o...