J10262's Dear Diary

September 23, 2021
Dear Diary, with fashion running in complete circles what I wont to know is when will high street shops get the message that stretch jeans are just not the thing anymore. 🤮
Sep 23
September 22, 2021
Dear Diary, yesterday I received my call up for the the covid 19 booster jab. I have decided not to have it but already pressure is being placed on me. For a few days now I have had this sore. I got up at 3am this morning as I couldn't sleep.  My bod
Sep 22
September 21, 2021
Dear Diary, I am slowly getting frustrated with work. For the last week now it has been getting to me. They seem to be changing my plans for the day at the drop of a hat. But what can I say? I suppose I just have to take it and do what they say.
Sep 21
September 20, 2021
Dear Diary, I'm not sure about the booster jab. I had the two immunisation back late Autumn but now I am being told I have to have the booster. The thing is I now regret having the injections so I have made up my mind not to have the booster. Nonethe
Sep 20
September 14, 2021
Dear Diary, I feel that my life is falling apart. I feel my relationship hang in the balance. My heart is heavy within me and my spirit is already crushed. My mistakes are ever before me like dark clouds lingering over my head. Isaiah 49:25 For I
Sep 14
September 13, 2021
Dear Diary, I was always hesitant about going away with my partner and her sons and thire wife's because when it comes to her family 👪  I'm always second best. I know that trying to share my feelings with her is just not going to work. I have tried
Sep 13
September 11, 2021
Dear Diary, I suport my American friends and share in their sorrows as they remember the cowardly attack on the twin towers by mindless twats who think they have done God a favour by murdering over 3,000 people. Wake up and smell the coffee, your jud
Sep 11
September 10, 2021
Dear Diary,  It was my anniversary yesterday and I forgot. Should I justify myself given the amount of stress I have been through this past weeks. But I don't think that wash very well. I have been under a lot of stress though.
Sep 10
September 09, 2021
Dear Diary, The end of the week draweth ni and the weekend will soon be upon me. When I was young I used to live for the weekends. I lived in a small bedsit in the city and went to every football match both home and away supporting my team. I got int
Sep 09
September 07, 2021
Dear Diary, I feel so empty inside, like the world has has been pulled from under me. I see everything though a dark class. I can see the trees, the flowers, the blue sky but I'm not a part of it. I can't touch it, smell it or feel it. I'm trapped in
Sep 07
September 02, 2021
Dear Diary, I am depressed and my heart and spirit is very low. What does the bible say about the way I feel?   Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted in me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him for the help of his
Sep 02
September 02, 2021
Dear Diary, How is it that life just passes you by and in an instant its gone. Last Christmas I said that I wanted to make a differences in 2021 but then lock down and all my determination melted away.
Sep 02
August 31, 2021
Dear Diary, Iam depressed 😔, nothing in my life matters to me. All around me I see waisted plans and purposes and the pointless ventures of men. Everyone goes about there day and for what? I just can't see any value in that. Im just not seeing it. T
Aug 31
August 27, 2021
Dear Diary, I feel empty and helpless.  I want to follow the Lord because He has loved me, but some times I feel that I am being taken for a fool. Its so frustrating. I feel God is asking me to do something I just can not do and having done what if f
Aug 27
August 26, 2021
Dear Diary, I'm in a hopeless place, I have nowhere to run to or nowhere to hide. Is there no one I can call upon? I feel my troubles have separated me from life itself and from those I love. I do not want to do the things I do but with every good wi
Aug 26