August 16, 2022

Does there really need to be a point? The journey is what makes a story, not the ending. You could try setting yourself some goals if you’d like something to work towards, but there doesn’t always need to be a reason. Everyone makes bad choices from time to time, and thats okay, you did what you felt was right at the time. Making mistakes is part of being human. Try not to let the past weigh you down too much, since we can’t change whats already happened, the best we can do is to accept it, learn from it and aim to do better in the future. By the sounds of it, you don’t seem to have the best relationships with those around you, but that doesn’t necessairly mean they don’t care. Well, I don’t really know your full situation, so I can’t really say, but is there any chance they had their own situation or some reason for their actions you might not have known? If that’s not the case, I’m sorry they betrayed your trust in such a way, but that doesn’t mean everyone is like that. You just haven’t found the right people to care. In a world as big as this one such people may be hard to find, but you don’t have to fight alone. Now I’m not all that great with advice so I’m not sure how much help this will be, but I hope it’ll mean something to you at least. Should you want me to, I’ll try and support you where I can, so just let me know if you ever want to talk.