Meru's Dear Diary

Index
August 03, 2020 Some introspection
Dear Diary, Yesterday I was musing to myself and realised how much I had grown up over the last couple years, not physically but emotionally.  A little back story:  Maybe about  6-7 years ago, I felt tired and sick of everything and everyone arou
Aug 03
August 01, 2020 Mayo mayo
Dear Diary, I cant believe I'm writing this..it's so ridiculous, but if I could, I'd scream from the top of the tallest tower in NYC, that today I made the best mayo in the world. :D It tasted better than any mayo I had tasted in any restaurant
Aug 01
July 20, 2020 Things can only get better
Dear Diary, I've been having recurring health problems for the past few months. It's stupid really, when I realise that most of them have been caused by myself, due to neglecting health for other things. The hyperacusia is slowly getting better, bu
Jul 20
June 16, 2020 My ideal day
Dear Diary, This is how my day looks like in my fantasies. Please wish  this master procrastinator well to get back on track. :P  Wake up at 5:45 am  Start morning walk at 6 am Reach back by 7:10 am  Get to work table by 9:00 am  Lunch betw
Jun 16
April 19, 2020 Yaaay!
Dear Diary, I finished the inferential stats course today! Done with chi-square tests and its officially over. I know what i wanna try next..and then the little project.. i'll give it a day's break and start again. For the past 2 days, I have b
Apr 19
April 14, 2020 Finishing t-tests and more dreams
Dear Diary, Today i finished t-tests on inferential stats... tis been a long 3 days just mulling over t-tests. In the beginning, it was quite difficult to grasp. Day 1 was a disaster. I found myself thinking many times, should i give up,..is it for
Apr 14
April 08, 2020 Asiya, strange dreams, chilli cheese toast and stat lessons.
Dear Diary, I finished descriptive stats after 1 long month of starting it. And today i went halfway through the first lesson in inferential stat. who thought stats would be fun? i've been reading this book called naked statistics and it is explain
Apr 08
April 04, 2020
Dear Diary, Tdtcyc
Apr 04
March 28, 2020 Weird times with covid
Dear Diary, Do you know more people in my state have died from alcohol withdrawal than covid-19? Since they shut down the beverages shops after lockdown, 4 men suicided due to alcohol prohibition. The number of covid deaths in our state is 1. Now t
Mar 28
March24,2020A memory in a bottle
DearDiary, Sometimes I wonder , what it would be like to have a group of kids from single child homes and share each other's experiences.. I'd definitely like to hear about the  other kids stories.. For me, as long as I can remember, I've always
Mar 24
March 06, 2020 A FUN GAME
Dear Diary, So yesterday night, I sat down with my pen, deliberated for an hour and wrote down 'THE FIVE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY LIFE' in the decreasing order of their importance. Whenever I am in a dilemma in life, I'll come back and refer thi
Mar 06
March 06, 2020 Morning walks
Dear Diary, I had a nice morning. After 4 months of planning and deliberation, finally mom and I went on our first morning walk. She has to lose weight. I have to get my eyes right. Ever since I finished my college apps, I have been having eye prob
Mar 06
February 24, 2020 First school decision
Dear Diary, I wanna note down my tirunelli trip, but its too long and i'm too sleepy and i need to get some things out of my way bfore i write about that beautiful exerience.  well, i finally got my dream grad school admit. i always imagined wh
Feb 24
January 17, 2020 Thank you notes
Dear Diary, Wanted to take some time out to thank some people who had helped me throughout the last 2 months. I think when the decisions I might be too giddy to write it down properly.  So here it goes:  1. To my family: Mom and dad. thanks for p
Jan 17
December 12, 2019 This too shall pass
Dear Diary, It's been a while since I was able to sleep properly. Since the mid of September, I have been experiencing insomnia. I go to bed around my normal sleep time 1130-12, then i toss and turn around with loo breaks in between, until its 2 am
Dec 12