Meru's Dear Diary

January 17, 2020 Thank you notes
Dear Diary, Wanted to take some time out to thank some people who had helped me throughout the last 2 months. I think when the decisions I might be too giddy to write it down properly.  So here it goes:  1. To my family: Mom and dad. thanks for p
Jan 17
December 12, 2019 This too shall pass
Dear Diary, It's been a while since I was able to sleep properly. Since the mid of September, I have been experiencing insomnia. I go to bed around my normal sleep time 1130-12, then i toss and turn around with loo breaks in between, until its 2 am
Dec 12
December 01, 2019 College app madness
Dear Diary, UUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGNNNHHHHHHHHH I'm going crazy over here... I'm staring at a bunch of deadlines, and I still feel like I'vent gotten any work done.  I've finished a draft of my SOP. I don't even want to go back to it, it feels so cringy
Dec 01
October 28, 2019 Accidental cookies
Dear Diary, It’s been a while ain’t it? Lots of stuff has happened. That’s how it’s always with me. If things happen, it happens all at once in a breath’s time. I had a very good weekend. It was my birthday. I called Vp on 23rd. It was her bday.
Oct 28
October 06, 2019 Yaay
Dear Diary, So I just got back from the optician. My eyesight has improved by 0.75 diopters :D  It has been a month since I have been following a routine for eyesight improvement and honestly, I'm surprised my sight improved so drastically in a sh
Oct 06
October 05, 2019 ....
Dear Diary, I had a bad week. Mostly work. Things don't seem well between me and my work partner. I think just like life-partner compatibility, there's also something called work partner compatibility. In either case, if it's a good partnership, th
Oct 05
September 08, 2019 A poem to remember
"It's impossible" said pride. "It's risky" said experience. "It's pointless" said reason.  "Give it a try" whispered the heart.  ;)  I shall keep this poem in mind! Sayonara!
Sep 08
September 08, 2019
Dear Diary, How do you do? It's been a long time. I feel like I want to talk a lot, but I cant get my thoughts in order. Well, lemme try.  Exam season is unofficially over. I can start breathing again. Haha. Megha's wedding is on Feb 5 next yea
Sep 08
August 22, 2019
Dear Diary, I'm feeling happy today .A little anxious and nervous. But good. I want to thank all the people who prayed for me. Especially mom, I know when you pray for me, nothing can stop good things from happening.. I'm feeling a little confu
Aug 22
A Message in a bottle
Dear Diary, Got my passport today! Yaay!I was genuinely horrified that it wouldn’t reach me. My past history with courier companies and packages has not been very pleasant, to say the least. But this one reached without much hassle. Although del
Aug 14
July 26, 2019 Weekend update
Dear Diary, This week was pretty hectic. ..It's gonna be for the next 2 days too.  I really hope I have enough fuel to get all my to-do stuff completed... The other day, I heard vienna by billy joel on Spotify....I was smiling through the whole th
Jul 26
19,07,19 Little specs of Stardust...
Dear Diary, Yesterday was Sandeep’s daughter birthday. Such a cute kid. The office booked a bus and all of us went to the party..haha..i’m giggling when i say the office, cause I’m binging on ’the office’ clips on Youtube. Such a funny show…We had a
Jul 19
July 17, 2019 An uncomfortable conversation
Dear Diary, I'm feeling very pensive now... I was thinking about the conversation with the video guy in the evening... Jeez, what was felt so crass..I was just hoping it would get over, the whole time we were talking... He was mad at
Jul 17
July 16, 2019 Happy!
Dear Diary, Today when I opened my xd course, I got a pop-up message saying , 90% complete. Reading that was an amazing feeling! I never thought I'd get this far.. I had bought that course last year and gave up after 2 weeks. But a month ago, I fel
Jul 16
July 12, 2019 Robert Oppenheimer "I'm become death, the destroyer of worlds"
Dear Diary, So I was reading about this guy called Oppenheimer...He's pretty famous,....Father of the American atom bomb...He was the main guy behind the Manhattan project and hence somewhat responsible for the hiroshima and Nagasaki events...You k
Jul 12