Kung Fu Panda 🤠's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I miss her again today... Dont judge me, dont call me crazy please. I feel what i feel.  Thinking about the times she tried.  Tried to be who i wanted her to be... That's all.  Goodnight

Dear Diary, Now i am going completely crazy. It's 3 o clk, i cannot sleep.  Things feel just so mixed up right now, i dont know what to believe in, or how to live at all.  I'll start from my day. In the morning i was thinking about my value

Dear Diary, Hi... I don't know why this happens, somedays it become so difficult just to live. I want the time to fade, yet the fading time gives me anxiety.  I am kind of feeling alone today, i know there is mom and sweety and there is

Dear Diary, I Woke up early today. Yayyyyy... I also went for jogging yesterday.  Yesterday was overall a descent day, at work, i focussed only on one thing, did that okayishly.  In night, chatted with Niranjan. Also tagged with sambit sir fo

Dear Diary, The whole routine went flying somewhere in the last week.  No excercice, no journalling, unhealthy eating, no meditation, no going to office, sleeping late, and no guilt for any of this =D. But i am back.  I looked at myself to

Dear Diary, It was quiet descent day.  I woke up slightly early.  Did not do exercise - Taking rest, don't feel guilty about it.  Started my day with just one goal of finishing one task. And i finished it by eod.  In the evening,

Dear Diary, I am getting better at maintaining routine, I am forming habits.  I think it's primarily because i don't have too many things to do in my mind. And maybe i know my priorities better now.  I didn't go to office today. Worked from

Dear Diary, I need to have a lot of strength to believe in god today.  Once again, i am in search of the light.  You'll call me crazy, and believe me, i think that about myself too right now. That i am crazy, dumb, dead drop stupid.  First i

I love you...  It'll pass... Kabhi socha he ki bhaag rahe ho jiske peeche, agar mil gaya to kya karoge ?  Ye jise tum sukoon kahte ho, us se sukoon na mila to kya karoge ?  Dear Diary, I was sad today.  I listened to this on loop for cou

Dear Diary, It was Saturday.  Spent the day deploying vba for sandeep. Went to buy plants with her.  Played/danced with her room mates. Smoked a lot of cigarettes.  Thought of reading books, but not feeling very intresting. May watch a movi

- Excercised - Woke up late - Worked for about 8 Hours - Met Aashik, Ruchi, Nivan - Sat with Mom - Made hummus What made me happy - Music, it changed my mood, Some positive music can change your mood so quickly.  What i did not like -

Dear Diary, I woke up late today, because i slept late last night.  I met Sandeep, he came to Hyderabad.  It's soooooo nice to meet my friends.  The caffe we went to was also very nice.  Did not hamper my work much, maybe just a little. But

Dear Diary, Lately i have been feeling really good and having strength to lift myself up everytime i fall. Partly because i feel so grateful and excited to be just living in this universe. Beauty is in everything, perfections and imperfections.

Dear Diary, I owe you some good stuff too =D.  At canary, in every friday huddle, there are shoutouts to people from another person in the team. And everytime i see that, i wish someone calls my name too, damm, i am also working. But never got

Dear Diary, Coming here and writing to you is the only thing that makes sense to me rn.  Sometimes i feel God starts playing games with me, just when i am ready to give up on something, life does a little magic and tease me with its tricks.