Overthinker 🧚🏻‍♀️'s Dear Diary

Dear Diary,  So I saw a dream where my dad took me and my cousins and one aunt to disneyland and on the way back he stopped by a bank to check balance and take out some cash my aunt went with him cuz she wanted to take out some cash as well we were

Dear Diary, I think I'm depressed or maybe I'm not? The mood swings I have are just crazy... In the morning I searched for some YT English soft spoken videos and I got one with the girl with glasses and brown background I played it and 2 mins in (may

Dear Diary, Just saw a reel of a girl who sold her feet pics and got millions, I said girls nowadays do anything for money tch tch then I realized I cant even sell feet pics cuz my feet looks like feet of a man who labored in field (TT-TT) then my

Dear Diary, I don't wanna live here with family its not like i want to cut ties with them no but I want to live separately alone in some another state away from all the people i know here right now...this should be my greatest motivation for studyi

Dear Diary, tch I feel lonely again

Dear Diary, I got no control on my mouth when someone mocks or taunts me.. I hate it First my brother used to make fun of me taunt me on everything at first I took it lightly but how long?! I spoke harshly to him and then stopped talking and I

Dear Diary,I hate summer

Dear Diary, I miss my future husband

DEMON SLAYER HASHIRA TRAINING ARC 12TH MAY 🗣️I REPEAT 12TH MAY🗣️ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA💥💥💥

Dear Diary, finally I started publishing my book which I wrote when i was 16 and now I'm 20💀 it's called his vendetta on wattpad if you're interested then ahem*👀  Even it has 0 views and likes as of now but this time i will publish it fully and

Dear Diary, Its 2:36 am right now and I just woke up from a nightmare again. In my nightmare obviously some ghostly things werr chasing me and my mom was with me she tried to protect me at last sje said "I think someone did blackmagic on us" and id

Dear Diary, I thought I'll just take a nap, it was around 12 noon and and i woke up around 12:30 so just half and hour. But the dream damn it was so real! I was in my room only when a faceless girl with a faceless doll came in my room and stood befor

Dear Diary, I want a wolf cut but I face square face Idk if it will look good or not

Dear Diary, result came I didn't make it again in grp 2 as well... I knew it but this time many people cleared and some of them are my friends as well. One guy even got All India Rank 49😵.... The level of motivation I have right now I cannot even ex

Dear Diary, Want to take my life srsly and become responsible fr... I've been sleeping and scrooling all the time these days😭

Dear Diary, Things are going well again. I told you, it's a cycle of happiness and sadness.  I am listening to Iktara on loop today, its a personal recording, She recorded and sent me this. I now think, she is everything i wished from a partner

Dear Diary, I miss her again today... Dont judge me, dont call me crazy please. I feel what i feel.  Thinking about the times she tried.  Tried to be who i wanted her to be... That's all.  Goodnight

Dear Diary, Now i am going completely crazy. It's 3 o clk, i cannot sleep.  Things feel just so mixed up right now, i dont know what to believe in, or how to live at all.  I'll start from my day. In the morning i was thinking about my value

Dear Diary, Hi... I don't know why this happens, somedays it become so difficult just to live. I want the time to fade, yet the fading time gives me anxiety.  I am kind of feeling alone today, i know there is mom and sweety and there is

Dear Diary, I Woke up early today. Yayyyyy... I also went for jogging yesterday.  Yesterday was overall a descent day, at work, i focussed only on one thing, did that okayishly.  In night, chatted with Niranjan. Also tagged with sambit sir fo

Dear Diary, The whole routine went flying somewhere in the last week.  No excercice, no journalling, unhealthy eating, no meditation, no going to office, sleeping late, and no guilt for any of this =D. But i am back.  I looked at myself to

Dear Diary, It was quiet descent day.  I woke up slightly early.  Did not do exercise - Taking rest, don't feel guilty about it.  Started my day with just one goal of finishing one task. And i finished it by eod.  In the evening,

Dear Diary, I am getting better at maintaining routine, I am forming habits.  I think it's primarily because i don't have too many things to do in my mind. And maybe i know my priorities better now.  I didn't go to office today. Worked from

Dear Diary, I need to have a lot of strength to believe in god today.  Once again, i am in search of the light.  You'll call me crazy, and believe me, i think that about myself too right now. That i am crazy, dumb, dead drop stupid.  First i

I love you...  It'll pass... Kabhi socha he ki bhaag rahe ho jiske peeche, agar mil gaya to kya karoge ?  Ye jise tum sukoon kahte ho, us se sukoon na mila to kya karoge ?  Dear Diary, I was sad today.  I listened to this on loop for cou

Dear Diary, It was Saturday.  Spent the day deploying vba for sandeep. Went to buy plants with her.  Played/danced with her room mates. Smoked a lot of cigarettes.  Thought of reading books, but not feeling very intresting. May watch a movi

- Excercised - Woke up late - Worked for about 8 Hours - Met Aashik, Ruchi, Nivan - Sat with Mom - Made hummus What made me happy - Music, it changed my mood, Some positive music can change your mood so quickly.  What i did not like -

Dear Diary, I woke up late today, because i slept late last night.  I met Sandeep, he came to Hyderabad.  It's soooooo nice to meet my friends.  The caffe we went to was also very nice.  Did not hamper my work much, maybe just a little. But

Dear Diary, Lately i have been feeling really good and having strength to lift myself up everytime i fall. Partly because i feel so grateful and excited to be just living in this universe. Beauty is in everything, perfections and imperfections.

Dear Diary, I owe you some good stuff too =D.  At canary, in every friday huddle, there are shoutouts to people from another person in the team. And everytime i see that, i wish someone calls my name too, damm, i am also working. But never got