I love you...
It'll pass...
Kabhi socha he ki bhaag rahe ho jiske peeche, agar mil gaya to kya karoge ?
Ye jise tum sukoon kahte ho, us se sukoon na mila to kya karoge ?
Dear Diary,
I was sad today.
I listened to this on loop for countless times today.
And cried...
On my bike, wearing my sunglasses and tears rolling down on my cheeks the whole way.
There is no one to blame and no one who understands. It's just me who knows what it is. But even i dont have words for it.
There is a slight smile behind these pain filled tears. And that is, that i know i'll reach the state of detachment some day. I know...
I know it'll pass...
I also know that lately, god has been very attentively looking at me.
Doesnt let me sad for too long. Niranjan called by evening and then i had a call with meera. Ashik ruchi came in evening and we went out. I am soooo lucky.
I know life will guide me. This moment is all i have...
What went well today
- Call with friends
What i did not like today
- i wasted a lot of time today just sleeping and feeling sad...