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Dear Diary,
Hey 👋
This is the longest break i have taken from you, i know no applogies needed from you. But you know... I missed you.
Honestly i kept running away from you, feeling not so confiedent to face you, but i know like always youll take me with arms wide open. But today is a big one. It's the end of the third decade. Third decade feels like a big shift, i mean tuning 21 also felt big, but 30 feels really big. I am uncle for sure now.
When i was younger, I thought i would feel sad when i turn 30, but i dont, i guess that's what 30s does, more satisfied.
I remember what Gurtej told me last year, 30s are the best years of your life and how i will know what i really like and enjoy and spend time doing those things instead of feeling unsure about everything.
Ok, first thing first, Reflection.
I want to reflect on this whole decade, but maybe not today. Today let's just recap the 30th year 📖
On this same day last year i was in Dallas, and i said to everyone that, it was the best birthday ever, even for years to come. I think it was, although today was one of it's kind best in a different way.
I went to SF, i met meera and everything, everything is still so vivid, the golden gate bridge, the best apple , berkley house, the couch, meera taking me out for sushi and ramen and all the dinners we had, the trader's joe, hot sauces, the university, and sitting on the beach in SF with chetna, everything. Like always, i'll say, i am really blessed to have friends.
None of the last 10 years went by and i did not talk about sarita.
We started talking again, and on the night of new year, i told her how we could live in dubai and go to europe together. I thought we would kiss at midnight. We did not.
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I know that things