Josephine 's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I feel detached from my body. It's like my soul starts to go up but my body keeps me down. I feel captivated in my self. I get these strong feelings of not wanting to be alive. I'm not right for handling it. The only time I can relax and

Dear Diary, Long time since last. I have been feeling weak and ill most days.. No energy for writing. I feel like burned ashes. I have so much to say but I don't know were to start. I cut myself today with the same kitchen knife used for today's supp

Dear Diary, I'm  so done. I feel so sad. My friends just told me they can't be my friends because of my mental state I'm in. I want to die and now, I want to die even more because of that. She's ignoring me seeing me as air. She's so angry at me beca

Dear Diary, I wrote some poetry. - To the men - Is it really so strange that I trust uneducated women rather than uneducated men. ? Because women had to educate themselves and stand up for themselves to teach men about conscience and accuracy e

Dear Diary, I start school tomorrow. I moved to a yellow house today. I live with 7 other adults and I believe I'm the youngest. I made a new friend which I can't remember the name of.. She got the smallest room. She's not that happy about it. I do u

Dear Diary, I just woke up from the weirdest sound. (03.30 PM)The best way to describe it,  is probably as a hiccup sound but slightly lighter. That's when I sat up in my bed listened carefully to this strange noise. Then I saw my dog. Sleeping.  I t

Dear Diary, I am not evil, I've been through evil. No one is pure and no one is fully evil. It doesn't work like that. Humans are filled with hate, darkness, love and light. What's most important is what we choose to follow. [That's what I learnt fro

Dear Diary, I tried a new mobile game, (Life before storm) Then after just one episode I was forced to pay 12 bucks to continue the left episodes. I payed the money. I bought the full game.. What do you think happened?THE WHOLE GAME FREEZED!! 12, GOD

Dear Diary, It's pretty late past midnight actually. I feel super stressed in my belly so I can't sleep. The good thing about being here and writing all my super private thoughts down is the honesty that comes with it. I feel honest to myself in my s

Dear Diary, Today I went talking with a new housing supporter. Her name was very similar like Nirvana. I almost missed my meeting with her because I screwed up the timing (like always..) and ended up in last minute. Also I had a bad hair day. But it'

Dear Diary, I will have to make a very important choice.  Making the wrong decision could have an negative effect on me achieving an ample path and further goals.  Shall I make, new friends at the new school, or shall I study the ass off without

Dear Diary, Last night I had the weirdest dream. I felt something slimy on my lower leg and when I looked I noticed there was a leech sucking for my blood. I immediately freaked out and in an instant of second my whole body was covered in them. Thank

Dear Diary, I tried to save a bird today, but it didn't end so well. I still feel bad for the baby bat "Grey" I couldn't save some weeks ago. R.I.P Grey.. </3 My mental state I don't care any longer about the world and me being in it for no reas

Dear Diary, I heard a voice last night speaking closely to my ear. This was a new one. It talked like a girl but it wasn't a girl. It were a hoarse, rough, deep voice.. It told me it was inside of me and was about to take me over. I said, "God!" out