Dear Diary, I tried a new mobile game, (Life before storm) Then after just one episode I was forced to pay 12 bucks to continue the left episodes. I payed the money. I bought the full game.. What do you think happened?THE WHOLE GAME FREEZED!! 12, GOD DAMN, BUCKS!! I CALL THAT ROBBERY!!! I really needed a role play game to declutch from reality for a while, since school starts next week.. I don't want to think about it right now. I feel like running away into a different world. I have one single harry potter book in my messy cabinet, beside my door. Reading is my plan [B] To,
get plunged into a made up world. I feel stressed about school already.. I can't focus under pressure. ("Who can?")
I throw money into the black ocean. I make unnecessary mistakes. I feel useless being impulsive. I hate having money. It always leaves poorly. money is at the same level as my anxiety. I hate holding in money and I hate spending money. I want money to disappear cause, it ruins me and your life as well.
(I posture into fetal position)
Something about this material world is way too unusual. It's kind of like, I don't belong here and I'm sure everyone feels it in periods. Money is cursed for the rich and blessed for the poor. I am not poor and I am not rich either. But something in between.. Nothing will take back my money I just have to carefully accept it. N more spinning in my dreams please, karma I beg you.
Good night, night! <3
You are Blessed..